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Enchantress: I turn you into a hideous Beast. What are the names of your servants?

The Prince: Lumiere, Cogsworth, Mrs. Potts -

Enchantress:

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I BURST OUT FUCKING LAUGHING OMG

A quick glance into my mind

Quickly running to my car. Gotta get my meds, no big thing. Nail clippers in the center console. Right, I needed to clip my nails. They’re much to long... make them short, almost to short but not quite. I can file them later, dull as a metaphor. Cuticles are a mess. I can fix them. It’ll be quick I internalize. Less messy then tearing at tired skin. This will help. So sit and clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip.clip .clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clup. Clip. Clip. Clip. Clip. Ah. Blood. To short. But keep going. I can fix this clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip- “TEXT FROM COWORKER” clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip clip l pcbcpcocilcocpmghclfndpcpcpclcppclpp- “2 MESSAGES” I’m sorry I’m coming I’m almost done I’m trying to stop I don’t know why I can’t stop I think it should be easy but I’m not sure I’ve never been able to tell what that feels like. The feeling of quite? Maybe. I take a picture. Not sure why but probably because I knew I’d write this down for no reason. Standing carefully. Brush the evidence on the rainy ground outside your car. Good thing death is biodegradable. Walking to the building short sharp nails tapping against cold palms. Buzz into the building and make a bee line for the washroom, waving stiffly at my boss. Scrub remnants away. Scrub. Scrub. Scrub. Scrub. Scrub. But only a reasonable amount of times. Back to work I go. Already biting again.