I really do believe you and Axtro. First off idk why whoever is going to narhina fan account and asking stuff are acting like you and Axtro are some Sarada fans and kawasara fans when everyone should know that Axtro and you don’t like Ikemoto Sarada, don’t Like bsa or their shippers, don’t like ksu and their shippers and actually are open to kawasara and Borusumi like why are the Anon acting like you and Axtro are acting like Borusara shippers.
you shouldn’t be getting dragged into some drama because they have some type of resentment of Axtro calling out their behavior. You really were confused on what was going on.
With Axtro, I believe her because I always followed up on her post and especially that ksu situation that’s she gotten ATTACKED over by ksu shippers on twitter just for speaking her opinion about ksu not happening btw. Not once had she bullied or harassed anyone! Heck when Axtro posted a theory about Sumire and Amado, allseeingghost was getting upset and thinking Axtro theory didn’t make sense and claiming that shewas trying to blame Sumire for not watching Amado when that wasn’t even the case at all.
Allseeinghost also gotten upset and told Axtro to stop calling mitsuki underrated and underused and said mitsuki was overhyped, they did kinda went back and forth over their differences opinions but Axtro did say she didn’t want to argue anymore. Again I seen the comments but they are not there anymore and I wished I could’ve screenshot it if I knew this was going to happen.
Now suddenly after they wasn’t satisfied with what they got out of Axtro and now they wanted to go to you to hopefully trash talk about her but thought you was on Axtro side and kept going to you about her. They claim you and Axtro pushed this person off of tumblr is crazy. So now they’re not satisfied what they’re getting out of you and it’s either them acting like different accounts or some allies going to a different account about this.
Overall I do like how Axtro apologized and didn’t want you to be involved despite you still getting dragged somehow and I like how you’re kinda defending Axtro a bit especially when she isn’t active in this situation and I know you don’t really speak for her but still I respect you both. This drama can take a toll on people’s health and I hope you both get peace because this is ridiculous.
I really do believe you and Axtro.
Im glad somebody does...
I wish I had actually done something wrong, or actually WAS involved and in the know about the drama from the start, atleast then it wouldnt be so bad ya know? but the fact that I wasnt even involved, and tried my hardest to STAY uninvolved, and asked over and over to be left alone, let me stay out of it, I dont wanna know whats happening because it has nothing to do with me.
The fact that I tried so danm hard to NOT be a part of this drama, and they forced me into it anyway, then once they got their wish, now they wanna run and cry that they were unfairly targeted? so the whole time I repeatedly kept saying leave me alone I have nothing to do with this, that didnt matter, but then when Im given no choice BUT to get involved to put an end to this cuz they WOULDNT LEAVE ME ALONE now suddenly we cry witch hunt? now suddenly we cry bias? NOW suddenly we cry being run off the platform?
But when it was me I was just supposed to take it, and I promise you, the same thing their whining about now, being 'run off' tumblr, thats exactly what they were trying to make me and axtro do.
Notice how literally everything, and I mean EVERYTHING their claiming I did is what was done to me, everything they said I was doing, they did themselves.
I didnt change my name and try to hide evidence, they did
I didnt pretend to be someone else, they did
I didnt stalk or harass them in any way even while I was suspicious of them, but they stalked me, and I believe they harassed me as well, theres too much evidence that points to them being the one who did so and I made that case publicly
I went after bsa, ksu, and anti SS accounts FIRST just as a precaution, just in case by some chance it was just a random one of those ppl, I tried to give the person I suspected the benefit of the doubt by NOT going after them, I had hoped that by doing so and it stopped that it would clear their name and I could apologize for all the suspicion that was put on them.
But thats not what happened, the harassment continued and got even worse, and it always coincided with something THAT acc did, nobody else did anything suspicious during that time.
Whenever that acc was called out, the harassment started, when axtro name dropped them, I couldnt find their acc, and the more that name was emphasized as the prime suspect, I got told it wasnt them but an acc that seemed fine but I always found it strange how they appeared right around when ghost vanished, I didnt know for sure, but when others told me that was their new account my suspicions were verified.
So I just watched and waited, and it all added up, it wasnt exactly hard to put it all together cuz they've been suspicious from the start.
Axtro apparently had beef with that ghost acc, obviously it didnt end on good terms, then Im approached later and accused of being in some type of kahoots with axtro, when this became public axtro came to my defense and name dropped ghost as the most likely culprit because of their own sloppiness of mentioning axtro and 'what she did', even if I didnt know about the drama, axtro did cuz she was involved, and thats why she was able to tell who was doing it because SHE had direct confrontation with them, I didnt.
So Im just supposed to believe thats a coincidence? after that, ghost had disappeared, a new acc had come up, and that new acc had said it wasnt them and that its someone else trying to frame them, at the time I gave them the benefit of the doubt, but I was suspicious of them the entire time.
So like I said, I went and blocked many bsa, ksu, and even anti SS accounts to try and cover all grounds of who could possibly have beef with me, all except THEM, and guess what happened? the harassment continued AND worsened.
Coincidentally, the more I seemed to be on their side and defending them against the ppl telling me its them, the harassment got more aggressive, like they knew they 'had me' and was throwing a victory lap thinking they were in the clear since I was on their side and throwing all the wrong ppl under the bus.
So again, Im just supposed to think thats a coincidence? then when the accusations against them got louder and louder, they come to me again saying it isnt them and then get rid of their acc again?
So Im just supposed to think that around the time axtro name drops ghost, they coincidentally disappeared, and around that same time a new acc suddenly appeared, again, coincidentally right after ghost vanished, and then around the time THAT account also gets name dropped, they coincidentally disappeared as well, and right as they disappeared, some anon goes to another acc to try and slander me and axtro.
All thats just a coincidence? theres absolutely NO link at all between these things? come tf on.
Like I said, I gave far too much grace in this situation than I should've but I genuinely wanted to make sure I didnt get the wrong person, but maybe if I WAS rash I wouldnt of had to deal with this bs as long as I have.
Patience is a virtue, but next time I wont wait as long as I did here, next time if I have reasonable enough suspicion Ima block, and if its somehow proven to be a misfire, I can always unblock them later.
Overall I do like how Axtro apologized and didn’t want you to be involved despite you still getting dragged somehow and I like how you’re kinda defending Axtro a bit especially when she isn’t active in this situation
Thats the sad part, cuz I wasnt even defending axtro at first, I wasnt condemning her either, but for all I knew, and this is just an example, but for all I knew axtro WAS doing all the things anon said, so the last thing I wanted to do was openly and strongly defend her only to realize that oh they actually were the bad guy and now I look stupid for defending them.
So I didnt want to defend axtro right away, but I didnt want to condemn her either, not without proof of any wrongdoing, so yea, I kept an eye out there as well and guess what? nothing pointed to her as doing anything wrong or what they accused her of other than their own accusation, but there were plenty of things that pointed to them.
So I do feel bad for even just considering axtro when they were a victim in this as well, but her name kept coming up, so I thought I should atleast be on the alert even if I dont suspect her of foul play.
But once I did conclude she wasnt guilty of anything other than voicing her opinion and them not liking that, thats when I defended her, but I could've stood up for her more than I did like she did for me and I do regret that...
Not that Im making excuses, but in a situation where everything was anon, it does give you trust issues not knowing who's really friend or foe, whos pretending to like you but really despises you and wants to tear you down ya know? thats not an excuse for seemingly throwing axtro under the bus...but just an explanation of why I held back, cuz I genuinely didnt know who to trust.
So Im sorry, really I am, for not speaking up as hard as I should've even while she was defending me, I dont know how I could convey how genuinely sorry I am for that cuz just apologizing doesnt feel like enough, I wish I could do more.
I wont ask for forgiveness, hell I wont even ask for understanding, if axtro feels like I left her out to dry then thats valid, the only thing I want is for her to know that I am genuinely sorry, whether she accepts that or not is up to her, I just hope she can feel my sincerity.
I have no problem admitting if I was wrong and I was open to doing that if I indeed had the wrong person in this situation, but I didnt have the wrong person, I believe where theres smoke theres fire and it has been way too danm much smoke for there not to be a fire.
But axtro wasnt that person, and I truly apologize for not realizing that sooner.
and I know you don’t really speak for her but still I respect you both. This drama can take a toll on people’s health and I hope you both get peace because this is ridiculous.
I...appreciate that, it really has taken a toll on me and probably axtro even more so, and I didnt help make it any easier for her either...so I feel awful for two reasons now, 1 being falsely accused for no reason, and 2 having my guard up against the wrong person, someone who was genuinely trying to help at that...
But I wont throw a pity party for myself cuz Im not the only victim in all this, we both are, and even tho I cant check on axtro personally, I hope by some chance she sees this and knows Im rooting for her to be able to get through this, and if she wants to reach out for support or just a 'hang in there' Im here if she'll let me.
But yea...I think Im gonna take a break from my asks for a bit, maybe a while who knows? I'll still be active for like reblogs and stuff, maybe post some art or whatever, but other than that I think Im just gonna chill out for my own mental health in this situation, and I encourage axtro do the same, do NOT come back until your feeling ready to do so, but dont let some rando run you off the platform either.
Take a breath, get some space, and then come back when your mentally prepared and not a second sooner.
I appreciate everyones support and help through this whole thing, and I apologize to those it may have seemed like I ignored, and for those who still want to send me asks about different things please still feel free to do so! even if I dont get back to them right away, I definitely will when I come back, so go right ahead.
As for you anon, thank you for believing me and axtro, it means alot, and I appreciate your support and understanding and hope you take care of yourself as well.


















