Raven Madison

Vampire Kisses Taken Roleplay and Realife Mature Verse|Selective I track:ravenmadisonx

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I don’t want perfect, I want honest.

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This is so true to me. Especially after all the experiences I have had in my life. Including my most recent loss. Just do not fucking lie dude it isn't cool. X..X

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven held back tears as she mentioned Alexander’s name. It had only been a couple months that they had been broken up but it still hurt like hell to hear his name. She bit down on her lip to stop the tears from coming. Raven had loved Alexander so much and he had left her behind.

“Its funny Alexander never mentioned a sister. I am glad to at least be friends with you. I am sure we will be good friends. I even have my fake id. Although Jagger never yells at me for drinking. He is pretty cool. I just want to learn to love Luna. Alexander and her have been texting non stop. Maybe he left me for her. Anyway enough about her lets go have fun. I am excited to go out again. And with my new friend”

[oktobersterling-blog]

It hurt to know that her brother had never mentioned her to Raven or anybody. Looking down for a moment she stayed silent before forcing a smile onto her face. She didn’t need to act all upset. She had grown used to the idea of her family not being around.

“I guess he wouldn’t have mentioned me. I mean last time I saw any of them was when I was a child.” She replied with a smile before patting her friend’s shoulder.

“Hey, don’t think about him. Don’t think about Luna, either, if she upsets you.”

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven took a deep long sigh and smiled. She grabbed a cd and put it in. The sounds of Lamb of God began playing. Raven liked to play her metal mix when she was feeling blue it always lifted her spirits. She turned and looked back at Tobes. "I hope you don't mind metal. I love playing metal when I need my spirits to be lifted."

Raven began to sing along with her cd while they drove to hipsterville. Her nerves had already began to calm down. She almost wanted a cigarette but then her asthma would act up. So she better not she thought to herself.

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[ravenmadisonx]

Raven started mystified by how good Oktober was on a skateboard. Raven smiled and wished she knew how to skate like that.“Sure I just got to go get my car. Its an old bug my aunt gave me thats white that I painted bats and other cool stuff on. It is pretty old but still runs. I am really glad to have a car. My aunt gave it to me as a graduation gift. I will have to clean it a little bit so you can have room.”

Raven stood up and dusted her jeans off.“Come on Tobes. Its just here in the back of the church hear here.”

[oktobersterling-blog]

Oktober followed Raven back to the bug and kicked her board back up. Climbing into the passenger side she relaxed back, not minding the mess. Raven wasn’t so bad. She couldn’t imagine why her brother would have just left her. Shrugging away the thought she looked back at Raven and smiled.

“It’s cool. My brother always just drove our family hearse…well, he attempted to drive it once when we were kids. Dad looked like he would have had a heart attack.” She replied before sighing. 

“Anyways, lead the way to the club.”

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven held back tears as she mentioned Alexander's name. It had only been a couple months that they had been broken up but it still hurt like hell to hear his name. She bit down on her lip to stop the tears from coming. Raven had loved Alexander so much and he had left her behind.

"Its funny Alexander never mentioned a sister. I am glad to at least be friends with you. I am sure we will be good friends. I even have my fake id. Although Jagger never yells at me for drinking. He is pretty cool. I just want to learn to love Luna. Alexander and her have been texting non stop. Maybe he left me for her. Anyway enough about her lets go have fun. I am excited to go out again. And with my new friend"

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven smiled at the girl. Its good to have company. “I am glad I have a guest coming with me. I really dont trust myself around Jagger when he looks at me like he does. I have never noticed how handsome he was until I wasnt dating Alexander anymore. Its not so bad being single it just gets terribly lonely. And I can not wait around forever for him to change his mind. He dumped me. Doesn’t mean I can’t go out and be happy.”

Raven reached into her purse and grabbed a pack of gummy bats and a skull hair clip holding them out to her.“Here have a present you have been so nice to me. I am really glad that we met each other.”

[oktobersterling-blog]

“He’s harmless, really. Just…don’t look on his eyes.” She laughed, looking at Raven. Seeing her extend the gummy bats and hair clip she reached out at them curiously. Taking one gummy bat she popped it into her mouth and chewed it up before smiling again.

“Sorry that my brother dumped you. If it makes you feel better my family pretty much dumped me–like I said, kind of a Sterling thing. Like you said though, it is no reason why you can’t go out and live your life. The Coffin Club is a great place to go.”

She smiled, grabbing her skateboard. Walking over to the fence she scaled it with ease before jumping onto the other side, placing her board back down so she could ride.

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven started mystified by how good Oktober was on a skateboard. Raven smiled and wished she knew how to skate like that."Sure I just got to go get my car. Its an old bug my aunt gave me thats white that I painted bats and other cool stuff on. It is pretty old but still runs. I am really glad to have a car. My aunt gave it to me as a graduation gift. I will have to clean it a little bit so you can have room."

Raven stood up and dusted her jeans off."Come on Tobes. Its just here in the back of the church hear here."

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven smiled through her tears. She hadnt known this girl very long but she liked her already. There was something so nice and kind about her. “Thank you for being so nice. I am sorry this whole Alexander thing just shakes me up you know? And then Luna and I have never got along because even before him and I broke up she has always been trying to get close to him and steal him. I try to be as civil as I can be with her. Jagger and I have gotten pretty close since he left. Hes even offered to turn me into a vampire. I am not quite sure what the best decision to make is.”

“I dont know why I am telling you all this. I just really trust you. Even though we just met. I am excited to have another girl around who isnt Luna. Though Scarlet and Onyx are cool. You will fit better in the coffin club trust me. Jagger offered me a coffin there. I think I am moving today. Would you like to come with me?”

[oktobersterling-blog]

“Your family is entirely mortal, though, I guess? That is probably why my brother would not turn you. He doesn’t wish to take you away from your family or any other friends you have here. That or maybe he was afraid your parents wouldn’t accept you for what you had become.”

She said, running a hand back through her blue hair. Looking back up she heard what Raven said about Jagger and Luna. Luna always was the jealous type–even as a human girl. A small laugh came from Oktober as she stood up again and looked around.

“Don’t mind Lu. She was always given the short end of a deal, too. Alexander was supposed to turn her when they turned eighteen. I am guessing that didn’t happen and she found somebody that would. Arranged marriages were a thing in Romania and my brother was never really for that. Anyways, I guess I could tag along..but it’s been a very long time since I have seen the Maxwell siblings as well.”

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven smiled at the girl. Its good to have company. "I am glad I have a guest coming with me. I really dont trust myself around Jagger when he looks at me like he does. I have never noticed how handsome he was until I wasnt dating Alexander anymore. Its not so bad being single it just gets terribly lonely. And I can not wait around forever for him to change his mind. He dumped me. Doesn't mean I can't go out and be happy."

Raven reached into her purse and grabbed a pack of gummy bats and a skull hair clip holding them out to her."Here have a present you have been so nice to me. I am really glad that we met each other."

[oktobersterling-blog]

ravenmadisonx:

“I am Raven. I just graduated from dullsville high not too long ago and was engaged to be married until he left me. He said something about joining his family in Romania or something and I havent seen him since. Its been dreadfully lonely and I keep wondering what I did wrong or if he is really off with Luna or something. I am angry that he left me all alone like this. Almost lonely enough to befriend Trevor.“Raven let out a laugh. Of course she had no idea whom Trevor was but the thought was laughable to her inside joke wise.

"So what brings you to Dullsville? There’s really not that much to do until you make it to hipsterville. I was thinking of going to the coffin club tonight. Was going to ask Jagger what I should do about Alexander. Since they are no longer in a feud. Even though I dont trust him I really have no other options.”

“Yeah, something you should know about the Sterling family—they like to push people away, break hearts, all that kind of stuff. But you see, the woman whose grave you are perched on right now–she was different. Artistic, wise, kind as could be…but she was always different from the Sterling family. People outcast her from the society in this town, too. But she was always beloved.”

She started, sighing as she looked down towards her grandmother’s grave. Pulling a rose out of her backpack, Oktober tossed it onto the stone before whispering a few words in fluent Romanian once again.

“I have been living here for the better part of a decade, now. I just like to keep to myself. Homeschooled, no family around, no friends–that sort of deal. As far as Jagger goes he is cool. So is Luna. They are both pretty laid back. Used to be great friends with them when I lived back home. My brother Alexander, however…he always felt indifferent it seemed. So, he was dating you? I can see why.”

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven smiled through her tears. She hadnt known this girl very long but she liked her already. There was something so nice and kind about her. "Thank you for being so nice. I am sorry this whole Alexander thing just shakes me up you know? And then Luna and I have never got along because even before him and I broke up she has always been trying to get close to him and steal him. I try to be as civil as I can be with her. Jagger and I have gotten pretty close since he left. Hes even offered to turn me into a vampire. I am not quite sure what the best decision to make is."

"I dont know why I am telling you all this. I just really trust you. Even though we just met. I am excited to have another girl around who isnt Luna. Though Scarlet and Onyx are cool. You will fit better in the coffin club trust me. Jagger offered me a coffin there. I think I am moving today. Would you like to come with me?"

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven was so deep into her writing and drawing that it scared her when she felt her shoulder being tapped. She turned around and saw someone she had never seen before. Well she looked her maybe they could be friends. Raven paused and tried to think of how to reply to her. She was always one to choose her words carefully.

“Well I am writing to get my feelings out or I will explode. Its not very often I have company except Old Jim and his dog whom I bribe with dog treats to leave me be. Writing is my escape from this dreadfully boring and lonely town. If you haven’t noticed I dress different from other people. So I dont have that many friends. It also calms me to be near my exes grandmothers tomb. I know I sound crazy.”

[oktobersterling-blog]

Oktober was already counting out the smart remarks she could make back towards this girl but something she said hitched in her mind. Her ex’s grandmother’s tomb. Glancing down at the gravemarker she circled around it once before looking down at Raven again.

“You must have the wrong grave marker. This family lives in Romania. She lived here alone for decades before dying. Her grandson lives there as well.”

She commented before taking a seat next to Raven. She knew exactly how this girl felt–lonely and outcast from the world. That had been Oktober’s life story.

“What’s your name? I’m Oktober.”

[ravenmadisonx]

"I am Raven. I just graduated from dullsville high not too long ago and was engaged to be married until he left me. He said something about joining his family in Romania or something and I havent seen him since. Its been dreadfully lonely and I keep wondering what I did wrong or if he is really off with Luna or something. I am angry that he left me all alone like this. Almost lonely enough to befriend Trevor."Raven let out a laugh. Of course she had no idea whom Trevor was but the thought was laughable to her inside joke wise.

"So what brings you to Dullsville? There's really not that much to do until you make it to hipsterville. I was thinking of going to the coffin club tonight. Was going to ask Jagger what I should do about Alexander. Since they are no longer in a feud. Even though I dont trust him I really have no other options."

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven had often came here to write when she needed alone time. While it hurt being around her exes grandmother it also strangely comforted her. She was lost in thought heavily drawing on her paper. Her other hand playing with a strand of her hair. It was terribly lonely being single and having no friends other then Becky. But Becky was always consumed in Matt.

Raven let out a sigh. She then stared up at the moon feeling a little hopeless.

[oktobersterling-blog]

Seeing somebody perched up by her grandmother’s monument made Oktober’s blood boil. She had not attended Dullsville High but she knew the kids liked to do stupid dares. Nobody ever visited that side of the hill because the only real stone up there was that of her grandmother’s. Creeping up behind Raven silently she saw that she was only writing in a book.

“Writing something good, I hope, Shakespeare. If not it may not be worth getting caught by the caretaker here.”

She commented, crossing her arms over her chest. She had no idea who the girl was but was extremely curious to know why she had chosen her grandmother’s monument.

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven was so deep into her writing and drawing that it scared her when she felt her shoulder being tapped. She turned around and saw someone she had never seen before. Well she looked her maybe they could be friends. Raven paused and tried to think of how to reply to her. She was always one to choose her words carefully.

"Well I am writing to get my feelings out or I will explode. Its not very often I have company except Old Jim and his dog whom I bribe with dog treats to leave me be. Writing is my escape from this dreadfully boring and lonely town. If you haven't noticed I dress different from other people. So I dont have that many friends. It also calms me to be near my exes grandmothers tomb. I know I sound crazy."

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Oktober found herself perched up on the old hill in the graveyard where her grandmother’s grave lay. She was speaking in Romanian and she looked rather happy as she sat there. Placing a single rose down on the grave she whispered a few last words that meant ‘peace’ to her grandmother before grabbing her skateboard. Throwing it into her backpack she walked over to the gates and scaled them with no problem before climbing down. Grabbing her board again she began skating down towards the old center where she knew an unkempt empty pool was. Scaling that fence she hopped over and dropped down into the bottom of the deep end of the pool, just laying back, thinking.

[ravenmadisonx]

Raven had often came here to write when she needed alone time. While it hurt being around her exes grandmother it also strangely comforted her. She was lost in thought heavily drawing on her paper. Her other hand playing with a strand of her hair. It was terribly lonely being single and having no friends other then Becky. But Becky was always consumed in Matt.

Raven let out a sigh. She then stared up at the moon feeling a little hopeless.