Part Of Me

Raven Parker. Raven. Rae. September. Eighteen. Taken. Straight. Theodore Finley. Theodore. Theo. Love. 01/20/13 Cabin Twelve. Dionysus.

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

As the boy tilted her head up and kissed her on the lips, he simply explained to her how he could never flirt with anyone else because she was the only one for him and made her promise not to think differently about it “Okay” she said, smiling at him “I promise” she added, nodding before she then leaned towards him and simply gave him another kiss “I missed you” she then whispered

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Finally, some true understanding from her lips. The son of Dionysus was still ached all over but he leaned to her, nuzzling her blond hair and inhaled her sweet scent. “And I miss you. Otherwise… This won’t be here.” He murmured, slowly pointing at the grooves on his neck, smiling weakly.

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Raven bit her lower lip as she then hugged the boy tightly and simply sighed to herself right after "Please don't remind me of that, you really scared me" she said as she then buried her face into his neck and gently kissed him there "I love you, I miss you. Let's just, move on because we can't exactly just forget about what happened" she added, now nodding

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

"I never saw you" she started "I never saw anyone except Connor and Travis" she said, now nodding "I didn’t go out, Connor just brought me food" she then shrugged "I had a feeling that I would see you flirting with other girls if I went out" she then added with a sigh "So, I just stayed out of sight and never went out the Hermes Cabin"

[theodorefreakinfinley]

"Me? Flirting?" Theo pointed at himself, raising his eyebrows as far as he could. Did Raven learn nothing in the time she has been with Theo? That after her, there’s no way he would be able to flirt with anyone, boy or girl. Even though he must admit he is attracted to both sexes. "For real? Raven, please let me be clear on this." He tilted her chin upwards, softly kissing her beautiful lips. "You are the one for me. Forever and always. So please, stop thinking that I might look for someone else because I would never, never ever do that. Okay? Can you promise me that?"

[ravenparkerdionysus]

As the boy tilted her head up and kissed her on the lips, he simply explained to her how he could never flirt with anyone else because she was the only one for him and made her promise not to think differently about it "Okay" she said, smiling at him "I promise" she added, nodding before she then leaned towards him and simply gave him another kiss "I missed you" she then whispered

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Raven looked up at Theo and bit her lower lip “I was with Connor” she said as she simply kissed his cheek and held him close to her “I stayed with him the whole time. I was suppose to leave but then I couldn’t - So, I went to his place and stayed there for as long as I could. Nothing happened, you know that we’re just Best Friends..”

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Connor? At the Hermes’ cabin? Gee, why didn’t Theo think of checking that crowded place? As he cursed himself, the son of Dionysus listened intently to what Raven had to say next, then sighed in relief. His jealousy attitude was not much of a problem anymore; he believed that Raven was meant for him and no guy could make her happy the way he did. “I understand.” He murmured, cuddling her even more tightly. “And I’m just pissed because I didn’t realize that. At all.” After a pause, he realized something. “Wait… so you mean you saw me in agony? And that didn’t budge you at all?”

[ravenparkerdionysus]

"I never saw you" she started "I never saw anyone except Connor and Travis" she said, now nodding "I didn't go out, Connor just brought me food" she then shrugged "I had a feeling that I would see you flirting with other girls if I went out" she then added with a sigh "So, I just stayed out of sight and never went out the Hermes Cabin"

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Smiling at the feeling of the boy hugging her tightly and nipping on her skin gently, the girl sighed as she then looked up at Theo and nodded “Yes, we are” she said as she then pressed her lips against his and let out a small sigh out of satisfaction at the kiss “I love you too” she added as she then nibbled on his lower lip, not caring about the others who were there and watching them in slight disgust

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Finally, things are looking up. The boy chuckled, freely for once when Raven decided to nibble on his lower lip. He replied with a light kiss, numbing his ears from the groaning spectacles they had around them. If they didn’t want to see it, they could simply go away and seek healing someplace else. “So, tell me one thing. Where did you live when you… walk away?” He rested his head on hers, sighing softly. “I mean, I thought you went away. From Camp.”

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Raven looked up at Theo and bit her lower lip "I was with Connor" she said as she simply kissed his cheek and held him close to her "I stayed with him the whole time. I was suppose to leave but then I couldn't - So, I went to his place and stayed there for as long as I could. Nothing happened, you know that we're just Best Friends.."

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Feeling the boy hug her, the girl paused as she then bit her lower lip and hugged him back “I’m not going to say that it’s okay” she said “because it’s not but I’m just thankful that you’re alive” she then sighed “Thank god you are, I don’t think I could live with the fact of you being dead” she then shuddered in fear “Please, never do that again. I will never leave you again, I promise. I love you, I really love you”

[theodorefreakinfinley]

The promise was genuine, just like the one before. Raven did love him, she was just too afraid to admit that. But that’s just Theo’s opinion. He could only hope that this time would be different. “I won’t.” He caressed her hair, nipping her temple while sighing softly. “I won’t. I promise you.” The boy nibbled her cheek, squeezing the back of her neck while hugging her yet again. “I love you.” He paused after for a few seconds, relishing the moment. “So… are we better now?”

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Smiling at the feeling of the boy hugging her tightly and nipping on her skin gently, the girl sighed as she then looked up at Theo and nodded "Yes, we are" she said as she then pressed her lips against his and let out a small sigh out of satisfaction at the kiss "I love you too" she added as she then nibbled on his lower lip, not caring about the others who were there and watching them in slight disgust

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Raven pouted at the boy when he laughed at her “Stop laughing you idiot” she said, shaking her head “and yes, I won’t leave you anymore” she said, sighing before she looked down at his hands and saw the cuts on his wrists “I hate you so much for this” she said, shaking her head “I just hate you, so much!” she squealed once again as if she was so confused on what she should feel

[theodorefreakinfinley]

He watched how she practically went ballistic when she saw his scars. To tell the truth, Theo didn’t remember when he did it. Maybe it’s because of his amnesia, but he could be doing it absentmindedly as well. All the demigod could remember was wanting to die, and after that… Everything was a blur. To stop Raven from squealing again, he suddenly engulfed her in a tight hug. “Sorry. I’m sorry, okay? Please forgive me.”

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Feeling the boy hug her, the girl paused as she then bit her lower lip and hugged him back "I'm not going to say that it's okay" she said "because it's not but I'm just thankful that you're alive" she then sighed "Thank god you are, I don't think I could live with the fact of you being dead" she then shuddered in fear "Please, never do that again. I will never leave you again, I promise. I love you, I really love you"

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Raven pouted as she then looked at the boy while wrinkling her nose “I love you too” she said “and don’t you dare do that again” she added, sighing as she then sighed as she pecked the boys lips and attacked him with kissed “NEVER EVER AGAIN” she shouted

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Theo couldn’t help but to giggle when he got the chance to see Raven’s cute pout again. She looked so beautiful even with her lips pursed out. “I won’t. If you stay with me.” He winced once more as she shouted yet again, shrugging nonchalanty afterwards. “Like I say, I won’t. If you stay with me.”

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Raven pouted at the boy when he laughed at her "Stop laughing you idiot" she said, shaking her head "and yes, I won't leave you anymore" she said, sighing before she looked down at his hands and saw the cuts on his wrists "I hate you so much for this" she said, shaking her head "I just hate you, so much!" she squealed once again as if she was so confused on what she should feel

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Feeling her hair being moved, Raven fluttered her eyes open and looked up at Theo. The girl then smiled at the sight of him away “Theo, you’re okay” she said, sighing as she quickly hugged him and gave his cheek a kiss “I can’t believe you did that, oh god. I HATE YOU” she squealed

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Theo shrugged once Raven shouted right to his face, didn’t mind if she did have to express her feelings like this for the entire day. Or week. The boy deserved it for being so selfish, but mostly he was glad that Raven wanted to talk to him again. “But I love you.” He answered with an innocent tone, poking her nose after. “And I’m sorry I did it. I truly am.”

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Raven pouted as she then looked at the boy while wrinkling her nose "I love you too" she said "and don't you dare do that again" she added, sighing as she then sighed as she pecked the boys lips and attacked him with kissed "NEVER EVER AGAIN" she shouted

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Making Theo lay down on the infirmary bed, Raven listened to the instructions that was given to her. All he needed was rest and after a few cures here and there, the boy was going to be fine “Okay, thank you” she said, sighing as she then looked over at Theo and started running her fingers through his hair and feeling his cheeks before she finally fell asleep beside him, just waiting for him to wake up

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Oh; so she was beside him. A small smile graced his lips as he ran his trembling hands on her beautiful blonde hair, combing them tenderly. She was so gorgeous. Sometimes he still couldn’t believe she loved him so much. “Thank you.” He suddenly whispered, expressing his gratitude of having her in his life.

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Feeling her hair being moved, Raven fluttered her eyes open and looked up at Theo. The girl then smiled at the sight of him away "Theo, you're okay" she said, sighing as she quickly hugged him and gave his cheek a kiss "I can't believe you did that, oh god. I HATE YOU" she squealed

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

"Theo!" Raven exclaimed as she continued to cry as if she thought that the boy has has lost his life which panicked the girl. She immediately made the vines carry the boy to the infirmary and followed him there, running "He lost consciousness!" she shouted, wanting someone to help him immediately 

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Theo felt like he was floating on air, which he actually did for a while. But when he opened his eyes, the son of Dionysus found himself lying in the infirmary bed, feeling as weak as ever. “Raven?” He whispered, searching for his one true love; the girl he saw last before he lost his vision.

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Making Theo lay down on the infirmary bed, Raven listened to the instructions that was given to her. All he needed was rest and after a few cures here and there, the boy was going to be fine "Okay, thank you" she said, sighing as she then looked over at Theo and started running her fingers through his hair and feeling his cheeks before she finally fell asleep beside him, just waiting for him to wake up

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Raven slightly pulled back and looked down at the boy “Yes, I love you” she said “I love you so much” she added, sighing as her lips then pecked his face; all over his face, the girl showered him with kisses “I love you, I love you, I love you” she then said as she cried in relief that he was still alive “I’m so sorry for everything..”

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Sincerity oozed from her words like free-falling waterfall, and Theo couldn’t be more grateful than now. Raven Parker loved him; she denied it many times, but even this crumbled her protection wall. Now she admitted everything, that she still cared for him. Sadly, his body refused to cooperate as he collapsed on the floor, losing consciousness for the time being.  

[ravenparkerdionysus]

"Theo!" Raven exclaimed as she continued to cry as if she thought that the boy has has lost his life which panicked the girl. She immediately made the vines carry the boy to the infirmary and followed him there, running "He lost consciousness!" she shouted, wanting someone to help him immediately 

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Listening to Theo speak, Raven cried and immediately cupped his cheek to make him look at her “I want you” she said “I don’t want death for you” she added “I love you” she sighed as she then kissed him on the lips gently which felt like it’s been forever since the last time she did that “I love you Theo and you know that.. I love you so much” she whispered against his lips as she continued to kiss him

[theodorefreakinfinley]

When they lips touched, it sent jolts through Theo’s spine. Something that he had to live for again; her love. He tried to respond, but he was too weak to do so. “You… promise?” He needed reassurance, and he needed it fast. His eyes started to blacken out, and he was afraid he can’t see her anymore. “You… love me?”

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Raven slightly pulled back and looked down at the boy "Yes, I love you" she said "I love you so much" she added, sighing as her lips then pecked his face; all over his face, the girl showered him with kisses "I love you, I love you, I love you" she then said as she cried in relief that he was still alive "I'm so sorry for everything.."

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

"Theo! What in the world did you do?!" Raven shouted, mad and worried about the boy "Why did you just do that?!" she said, sighing to herself as she then rolled her eyes at the end and hugged him close to her chest "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you" she growled "You shouldn’t have done that" she added

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Why would she asked such questions? The son of Dionysus actually thought he was obvious enough; he can’t live without her. “I want to do that.” He whispered with a hoarse voice, frowning since he couldn’t digest why she would still want to hug him. “I want death. Since you don’t want me anymore. That’s… the truth, right?”

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Listening to Theo speak, Raven cried and immediately cupped his cheek to make him look at her "I want you" she said "I don't want death for you" she added "I love you" she sighed as she then kissed him on the lips gently which felt like it's been forever since the last time she did that "I love you Theo and you know that.. I love you so much" she whispered against his lips as she continued to kiss him

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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[ravenparkerdionysus]

Sighing to herself, the girl dragged her bag into the Dionysus Cabin. She finally decided to return to where she really belonged and it seemed to the just the right time for her to be there. As soon as the girl placed her bag on the bed, the girl immediately went to the boys room to check if Theo was there.

"Theo?" Amber called out softly before she suddenly noticed Theo hanging and it simply made the girl scream and quickly have vines sprout out of the floor and cut the rope that was strangling the boy with it’s thorns "Theo!" she exclaimed as she simply ran to him and quickly removed the rope around his neck "Theo! Wake up, please!" she said, crying as she pulling him close to her

[theodorefreakinfinley]

His sight dimmed out gradually as he had difficulty to breathe, but Theo didn’t bother to try anymore; he was ready to embrace death. However, as he heard someone crying his name, he blinked open only to find Raven begging for his life. Wait, how did he release himself from the noose…? Or had he died already? “Raven…?”

[ravenparkerdionysus]

"Theo! What in the world did you do?!" Raven shouted, mad and worried about the boy "Why did you just do that?!" she said, sighing to herself as she then rolled her eyes at the end and hugged him close to her chest "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you" she growled "You shouldn't have done that" she added

[atropolis]

[duhcaprios]

For the first few years I was so afraid of being called a bitch, and now I fight for my characters from the day I get to the set all the way to the editing room.

[theodorefreakinfinley]

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  { emp·ty  }

                                                            adj. emp·ti·er, emp·ti·est 1.

                                          [ Holding or containing nothing. ]

That’s how Theo felt when Raven brushed him away, and even after a few days, it stayed the same. He tried to drown his sorrow with booze, trying out new things to distract him, even climbing the moving lava walls though all he got after were burns and bruises. He wanted to fill that hollow space with something else other than love, other than his ex…

                            …but he couldn’t.

Now he was just sitting at his bed, staring at the moving fan on top of him. The thought of suicide was never appealing, but he couldn’t see another way out. Either he visit the Underworld or lived in agony; both choices were not joyous. But he must choose one, for he couldn’t stand being like this anymore.

He didn’t remember when he put the noose in, or when he decided to step on his bed and put the rope around his neck. The stubble on his face was itchy, but the rope hurt more. Not that he didn’t mind… All of those things won’t matter anymore if he proceeded with his plan. Taking a deep breath, a trickle of tear dropped from his eyes before he jumped, causing the stopped fan to move just a little, yet still holding his weight.

                                  Good bye, Raven…

[ravenparkerdionysus]

Sighing to herself, the girl dragged her bag into the Dionysus Cabin. She finally decided to return to where she really belonged and it seemed to the just the right time for her to be there. As soon as the girl placed her bag on the bed, the girl immediately went to the boys room to check if Theo was there.

"Theo?" Amber called out softly before she suddenly noticed Theo hanging and it simply made the girl scream and quickly have vines sprout out of the floor and cut the rope that was strangling the boy with it's thorns "Theo!" she exclaimed as she simply ran to him and quickly removed the rope around his neck "Theo! Wake up, please!" she said, crying as she pulling him close to her