Hi! I'm Nakia and I'm a witch and tarot reader. My main practice is all about divination and green witchcraft, and I am also a Norse pagan.
This blog is a bit like a grimoire for me and it's where I post some of my thoughts, experiences and also where I reblog information that I found interesting or useful (to be able to research it later). You can also find some of my pick a card readings here.
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So the Shortest Day came and the year died
And everywhere down the centuries of the snow‐white world
Came people singing, dancing,
To drive the dark away.
They lighted candles in the winter trees;
They hung their homes with evergreen;
They burned beseeching fires all night long
To keep the year alive.
And when the new year’s sunshine blazed awake
They shouted, reveling.
Through all the frosty ages you can hear them
Echoing behind us ‐ listen!
All the long echoes, sing the same delight,
This Shortest Day,
As promise wakens in the sleeping land:
They carol, feast, give thanks,
And dearly love their friends,
And hope for peace.
And so do we, here, now,
This year and every year.
[ID. A series of illustrations showing winter landscapes that appear cold and forbidding, to accompany the poem by Susan Cooper included above. In each one, a giant humanoid figure with the sun as its head moves across the land, getting lower until it disappears below the horizon. Small figures of people are seen in each, going about winter tasks.
In the penultimate image, to accompany the line “They burned beseeching fires all night long to keep the year alive”, a group of people hold hands in a circle around a bonfire, while monstrous forms swirl in the darkness beyond the fire’s reach.
In the final image, the sun-headed giant is back, and stands tall and bright, with people and a dog running below it over a snowy hill, arms raised as if dancing and celebrating - likely to accompany “And when the new year’s sunshine blazed awake, they shouted, reveling.” End ID.]
“Mythos, in Greek,” said Borges, “is not a story that is false. It is a story that is more than true. Myth is a tear in the fabric of reality, and immense energies pour through these holy fissures. Our stories, our poems, are rips in this fabric as well, however slight.”
Jorge Luis Borges, quoted by Jay Parini in Borges and Me
Devotion Vs Worship In My (Wyrd Heathens) Words, And the Idea of 'Am I Doing Enough?'
Disclaimer; I will be including UPG. Some of this, such as, definitions or terms are fact based, but how I incorporate them is not a statement of fact. This is for fun and sharing.
For those it may concern, I will also be discussing Christian elements and exchristian experiences as they have affected the begining of my journey.
Merriam Webster defines Devotion as;
1
a: religious fervor : piety
b: an act of prayer or private worship —usually used in plural
during his morning devotions
c: a religious exercise or practice other than the regular corporate (see corporate sense 2) worship of a congregation
2
a: the act of dedicating something to a cause, enterprise, or activity : the act of devoting
the devotion of a great deal of time and energy
b: the fact or state of being ardently dedicated and loyal
her devotion to the cause
Merriam Webster defines Worship as;
1: reverence offered a divine being or supernatural power also : an act of expressing such reverence
2: a form of religious practice with its creed and ritual.
When I had initially started my praxis, I had started as a Wiccan. My information was primarily from Gardenarian Wicca, and I was limited on my ability to practice because I was in the *broom closet. The thing that I had initially struggled with, was the Worship of my Gods.
The Reason; In Christianity I had been subjected to the idea of Faith in Works. For those who may not know, Faith in Works or Faith in Action comes from a theological stance based on verses such as..
James 2:18 'But someone will say, “You have faith and I have works.” Show me your faith apart from your works, and I will show you my faith by my works.'
James 2:26 'For as the body apart from the spirit is dead, so also faith apart from works is dead.'
The idea was that Faith means nothing without action, and these ideas would be used against members of the church, by other members to basically have the 'better christian' olympics.
'Well I pray everyday, three times a day!' Says Sheryl
'Well I have brought my coworker to church, and now he's saved.' Says Carol.
I bring this up, because it directly affected how I had initially aproached Paganism. I was still under the belief, that any belief I had in the Gods REQUIRED, some kind of action. Odin would not work with me if I was not ALWAYS on my A game in school or Thor didn't care about me because I wasn't doing what I HAD percieved he wanted me to do.
Today, I see worship and devotion very seperatly, and that neither Require anything other then what I am capable of doing at anytime. For me, to Worship, is to simply pray and believe in any one god, it is simply the act of wanting a relationship with that god. Devotion, is different, because it is the actual actions of Devoting. Devoting can look like dedication or an altar space or a morning ritual. IT is the action.
As a Heathen, a Norse Polythiest, I believe in and Worship ALL the Norse Deities, but I only have Devotion to a few. While fishing, I may pray to Ran or Njordr, and that is Worship. However, every time i shower, I dedicate an anointment to Hel, in rememberance of my own mortality and peace with it, and that is Devotion.
Unlike in Christianity, MY Faith is not decided by the actions I am taking, but simply by my ability to BELIEVE in the Norse gods. Any action I take is suplimentary to the actual devotion or practice I have in my own Faith.
It IS in fact a problem that occurs today, maybe not in the Christian perspective, but definitly in the online Pagan space, where there is a constant flux of newer, and sometimes veteran pagans, simply asking 'Am I doing enough?' The greener on the other side, effect when we see another Pagan with what appears to be a 'deeper' or 'more appealing' practice. We see this and then feel bad about our own journeys. Sometimes, unfortunatly this will also include people suggesting that 'your path isn't good enough because its not as elaborate as mine.'
The reality is, that those thoughts and beliefs are weighted! The expectation to preform at 100% is blatantly, and has been repeatedly stated as such, ABLEIST. But it also is just extremely unrealistic.
If our gods where actually that concerned with the performance rate of our paths, why would they care about humanity at all?
Hundreds of years went by without their worship, they are willing to wait a little bit longer for you.
Can you make a reading about how and when will we meet our fs? I didn't feel quite connected with your previous reading. Maybe because it's been a year. Do it only if you have the time and energy! Thank you~
Hi anon!
Yeah, of course I can. Because these are general readings they won't apply to everyone, it's just how it is.
I'll add this one to my to-do list (maybe it will come out this week but no promises 😅)
Disclaimer: this is just for entertainment purposes, and as a pick-a-card reading it may not resonate for everyone.
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Voting ended onMay 2, 2025
Pile 1
The River | Hanged Man, Nine of Swords
what you need to face:
Pile 1, the thing that you need to face is that you can't control everything. Some things are out of our control, for various reasons, and no matter how hard we try to change them it's simply not up to us. I do feel a responsibility here to talk about manifestation and similar practices (and I do like manifestation believe me) because they can enable unhealthy behaviors. There's certain things that you simply either need to face or let go. And like I said, I do like manifestation and I do believe in it, but sometimes for you to be able to manifest a certain thing you need to face your problem instead of living in delululand (and let me tell you guys that I've definitely been here before, until very recently).
I see that this situation is something that causes you a lot of pain and anxiety, maybe it has even kept you up at night trying to figure out how you can solve it. To you this seems like an unsurmountable situation, something that turned your life upside down and changed it completely. In a way, it even changed who you are. It's important that you also recognize the changes it has caused in you, the things you missed out on because of it. I feel like you're naturally a very anxious person and that you skipped some cool things because you felt anxious about this situation. All in all, the main thing that you need to face is that there are things that you can't control. Do your very best to go with the flow and you'll see that in the end everything will work out. There's an idiom in my country that says something like "there's no good thing that's everlasting, nor no bad thing that won't end".
how you can face it:
Knight of Cups, Nine of Swords
You're being encouraged to immerse yourself into vulnerability and acceptance. The best way to face this situation is to embrace it, to allow yourself to feel how shitty it is, how powerless you feel, how anxious it makes you, how scared. And then, you also need to accept and embrace the good things in it - because everything, no matter how good or bad, brings some good things into our lives. A practice like a gratitude journal or something similar could be very useful for you to help you recognize and appreciate the good things in your life.
An important aspect in your reading though is to try and stay away from dissociative practices (and these might include some manifestation practices) because you really do need to recognize and face this problem that you're going through. Believe me, pile 1, things will seem more manageable once you face it and then process your emotions. That's another thing, another important aspect of facing this thing is that you actually need to feel all of these uncomfortable things. Pain is a part of life, just like joy and pleasure, and all of them are vital for us to grow as people.
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Pile 2
The Castle, The Creator | Ace of Cups, World, Page of Cups
what you need to face:
Pile 2, I feel like most of you are artists or content creators of some kind, because the energy here is of creative block and imposter syndrome. One of the things you need to face is that feeling blocked, feeling like you're not good enough is a part of the process - it's all part of the spiral of being a creator, a creative person. Your vision of the world is unique and so everything you make is going to be unique, it will never look like what someone else makes even if to your eyes it's not quite as good. Something else you need to face as a creator is that you will fail. Sometimes you won't have success, people won't like it, you won't like it; and that's fine.
If you're not an artist or a creator, I feel like there's something blocking you, making you feel stuck. With so many cup cards here, it could be that it's related to relationships or emotions. If this is the case you need to realize that you're the one putting up walls and keeping people at arm's length. If you feel as though you're struggling with your relationships with others (like they're not deep enough, for example) you need to face the possibility that you might also have some responsibility in it.
In a more general way, something else that you need to face is that you have a say in your life. There isn't some unwritten set of rules that dictate that you must live this way or that (because I feel like you stop yourself from doing a lot of things), you have free will. You need to face the fact that you have responsibility over your own life and that no one is coming to save you. Pile 2, you need to save yourself.
how you can face it:
Three of Swords, Three of Pentacles
One of the first things you need to do, in general, is understanding and accepting that pain is a part of life and it's going to be a constant. As an artist, for example, creating and growing is going to be painful at times. In your relationships there will also be moments of pain and disappointment, sometimes of utter and complete heart ache. It will be difficult to deal with, it might even seem unsurmountable at times, you will feel as though you're not strong enough or not good enough. But then, it will pass. Accepting that things are going to hurt at some point is fundamental to encourage you to just get out there and do things. Because that's the second step for you, pile 2, it's just get out there and do things. Fail beautifully and spectacularly, and then you'll see how you'll appreciate even your failures because you lived.
Your reading in this section is really simple and straightforward to be honest. Sometimes I try to dig deeper into the cards so that every pile is balanced in how much content it has, but the truth here is that you have those two steps and that's it. First step: recognize that it's going to hurt, second step: do it anyway. It sounds like one of those motivational phrases from the 2010's but it's the truth. Be brave, pile 2, you're going to accomplish some really amazing things.
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Pile 3
The Riddle | Three of Wands, King of Swords
what you need to face:
Pile 3, the first thing I'm seeing is that you're someone who is always looking for answers. You're very curious and you don't leave a stone left unturned when you feel the need to know something. This can cause you some problems sometimes because you need straightforward answers to even the most complex of questions (for some of you this could even be about theological or existential questions) and those... those are very hard to answer. You need to face the fact that not everything will have an answer or a reason. Or sometimes it will have an answer but it won't satisfy you. For some of you, these questions you have are about someone's behavior or some conflict that happened with someone. The reality is that it might not be an answer and you need to make your peace with that.
The other thing I'm seeing is that you tend to be a little controlling which might lead to issues in some relationships. The other thing you need to face is that you can't control other people's behavior, but most importantly you also need to confront yourself a little and realize that you might not be right all the time. It's time for some more self-reflection.
how you can face it:
Two of Wands, Ten of Cups
For those of you that need to face your need to be in control in your relationships (maybe because you've been hurt in the past and need reassurance) the way to face this is self-reflection in a first stage, but afterwards you're called to have a more balanced relationship with other people. Give others the opportunity to make plans and invite you or to take the initiative. Give them credit and allow them their independence. I get the feeling that you tend to take over things (like taking care of tasks for other people, ordering for them, or similar behavior) to help them and make life easier for them, but they might not appreciate that happening all the time.
For the unendingly curious, you're being advised to continue to be curious and try to learn more, of course, but in a more controlled way. If you're prone to get lost for hours in a bout of research about a random topic, then you should start using alarms to pull you out of that "hyper fixation" for a moment at least. Be a little more measured and more moderate in your curiosity. When it comes to the people who are searching for an answer from someone else (maybe relating to a problem or an argument that happened) you need to make your peace with the fact that perhaps you'll never get that answer, but not only that, that maybe an answer wouldn't satisfy you. Sometimes people act without thinking; we're all still just animals despite everything.
In general, pile 3, you're being advised to be more open to accepting other people's perspectives and input, but also to rely more on them. You're being encouraged to create and nurture a true community.
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Pile 4
The Tear | Two of Wands, Five of Swords
what you need to face:
Pile 4, I think that some of you need to face a traumatic experience you've been through. This experience, whatever it might have been, has caused you great pain and it has greatly impacted your life. Up until now you've been doing your best to ignore it and hide it away in the furthest corners of your mind; and this is normal, it's a survival mechanism and you did need it to make it out of this terrible situation. But I feel like you're out of danger now, so it's important that you start to confront what happened and the pain it has caused you. I really can't stress this enough, but your pain is valid pile 4.
For others of you this wasn't a traumatic experience or situation, but rather a conflict with a person or persons very close to you (maybe family members or close friends). This conflict has caused deep pain both in you and to the other person(s) and maybe it has even put this relationship into question. If this is the case the first thing you need to face whether or not you truly want this relationship and this person in your life. But the second thing you need to face is the possibility that you might have been in the wrong. Look back to what happened and face the possibility that you might not be completely innocent in the situation (none of us are angels and we all do hurtful things, but it's important to confront them if we wish to be good people).
how you can face it:
Queen of Cups, Fool
Pile 4, the first thing I'm seeing is seeking a professional that could help you, especially in the case of those of you that have gone through a traumatic situation. This could be something like therapy or counseling. You need to feel your emotions, but you also need to understand why you feel or felt that way to be able to truly process them. This is why a therapist could be beneficial to you, pile 4. If you're open to it, the tarot is also suggesting that you could try using art to express your emotions - even something as simple as singing your favorite songs could help.
After feeling all of these emotions and processing them, your next step to face this situation is recognizing that you're not a hostage to this situation. Give yourself the opportunity to begin again, to reinvent yourself, to try something new. Another aspect of this is realizing that even though you've been on a certain path so far it doesn't mean that you need to stay in it. You can always change your mind, you're free to grow and change. You're free to look back and say "actually I don't identify with this action/opinion/thing anymore so I'm going to do things differently".
there was a rumor that yunho ateez dating a florist can you confirm that w tarot?https://www.allkpop.com/article/2022/10/ateezs-yunho-wrapped-up-in-dating-rumors
Hi darling, don't take this personally, okay?
But I'm going to have to say no, just because I already feel like people poke into celebrities lives a little too much. There's so much pressure from the public on them that I really think it's... unnecessary to do a reading like this about their private life.
i like working at plant store. sometimes you ring up someone and there's a slug on their plant and so you're like "Oh haha you've got a friend there let me get that for you" and you put the slug on your hand for safekeeping but then its really busy and you dont have time to take the slug outside before the next customer in line so you just have a slug chilling on your hand for 15 minutes. really makes you feel at peace with nature. also it means sometimes i get to say my favorite line which is "would you like this free slug with your purchase"
@holyknuckled you get it. lterally what are we here on earth for if not to occasionally impose gastropods upon unsuspecting customers. this story is delightful
Hi, love! It says paid readings are unavailable right now on Etsy?
Hi darling!
Yeah, I’m sort of beefing with Etsy right now because of how much they take from every purchase. Please send me a private message if you’d like a paid reading ☺️
PAC: Your Future Person's First Thoughts About You
This reading includes:
your future person's first thoughts about you
The extended reading includes:
your future person's thoughts about you later
Disclaimer: this is just for entertainment purposes, and as a pick-a-card reading it may not resonate for everyone.
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Voting ended onApr 18, 2025
Pile 1
Mushroom: recycling, breaking down problems | Six of Pentacles, Hierophant
Their first thoughts about you:
I think that when you first meet your person you'll be in a moment where you'll be dealing with some sort of problem or at a bit of a crossroads. It's this energy of you having other things to worry about, so you're not really focusing on your person when you meet them. Something specific that I'm seeing for some of you is that this might be related to either work or your education - like you have these two job opportunities but each of them has some sort of drawback and you have a hard time choosing between them.
I feel like you could be meeting your person in a quite formal setting (like your workplace, university or even a party) and they think you look a little bit unapproachable at first because you just look like you're so stressed out. They immediately get this urge of wanting to help you out or at least pull you away from this stressful situation. For some of you, this could actually be something like being stuck in an uncomfortable conversation and your person will approach you and try to "save" you from that situation.
Their first impression of you is that despite the stress of the situation you're going through you're a very capable person and they immediately know that you'll be able to overcome that situation. Something very very specific that just came up is that you might meet your person during a protest for the environment or something like that (it's just that the recycling and taking care of nature just came up). Anyway, they'll think that you're very capable and someone who is very ambitious. Even though you two barely know each other, they want to know more about your plans and your ambitions.
They think that you're someone who is very knowledgeable and who always seeks to learn more. I'm seeing that some of you are thinking about pursuing a Masters or a Phd when you meet your person and they'll be like "yeah that makes perfect sense and I know you'll rock it". They also think that you're a very generous person. You seem like the type of person who is very kind and tries to help other people whenever you can. They actually think that you're a bit too generous. For some of you they think that you're a bit of a people pleaser and that you don't know how to say no - it might be that you meet like an work context and you're just going around and doing favors for other people.
Overall, they're immediately attracted to you, but they sort of see you a little bit like a puppy in a way. It's like they think you're adorable and sweet, not like a sex symbol if that makes sense.
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Pile 2
Basil: prosperity, luck, love | Queen of Pentacles, Temperance
Their first thoughts about you:
Pile 2, your person will be head over heels immediately as soon as they see you. I think that you might meet outside, at a shop/restaurant or while you're traveling. I just get this sensation that you're dealing with a problem (something like trying to return a product, for example) and you do it with a lot of grace. It's a situation where a lot of people would be at least a little bit rude, but you're not. You're being patient and kind despite your frustration. That's the first thing that gets their attention, it's your demeanor. To them you seem like the chillest person ever. They look at you and get this feeling that you would not get worked up over anything. Deep down it's exactly the type of thing that they have been craving, someone who is calm and doesn't overreact.
I think that your person will do their best to try to strike up a conversation with you even if they don't really know how. It might be a little awkward at first, but they're just immediately so attracted to you that they need to try. This is the love at first sight pile, by the way. Your person looks at you and everything about you - your looks, your style, your attitude - just makes them fall. They know that they need to talk to you because you're the one for them.
I think that at first they are idealizing you a little bit. They see you as the Queen of Pentacles, as a person that seems almost a little regal. They think that the way you talk is very elegant and measured (again they love your patient nature and how you seem to have boundless empathy for people) and when you two do talk they think that you have a bit of a romantic outlook on life. They think that you romanticize life a lot, and they honestly love that. This might be for just some of you, but I see you two talking about books (maybe you have a book with you or something) and they get this idea that you're very cultured and artistic. I think that they will also try to show you that they're a bit like that.
Ever since I saw your Basil card (from the Green Witch's Oracle Deck btw) I can't stop thinking about Isabella and the Pot of Basil which is a story from the Decameron I think. Isabella falls in love with a man of lower status and her brothers murder him, she ends up finding out and plants his head on a vase of basil and that's why basil is associated with love. I think that this type of romantic tragedy (Romeo and Juliet, Isabella, Francesca and Paolo) sort of represents how your person sees you. It's a very romantic outlook, but there's almost a hint of the forbidden or of them thinking that they don't deserve you. The thing that really jumps out at me though is that, at first, they are going to idealize you a lot. Even your life, you know? They think that you've your life together more than what you actually have, if that makes sense.
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Pile 3
Watering Can: asking for help, sharing burdens | Star, Fool
Their first thoughts about you:
Pile 3, I think that when you first meet your person you might ask them for help with something, maybe asking for directions to somewhere for example. There's this energy that you're new at this place and you don't know how things work so you're just going around blindly.
Your person's first thoughts about you is that you seem really sweet, but a little innocent. There's something about you that makes them think that you don't have a lot of experience, it might be that you look younger or it might be that you have a bit of an age gap with your FS and so that's why that's something that's evident to them. They don't think that you're immature or anything like that, it's just that you seem to not to be as experienced (life experience) as they are. They think it's sweet.
Sweet is honestly the word I keep hearing. Your person just thinks you're absolutely adorable because it seems like you're the one that's taking the risk of talking to them, taking the initiative, but you seem a little shy. To them it seems like you're having to overcome your nervousness to talk to them.
They also think that you're a bit of a dreamer, probably it's about the things you'll talk about but you seem like someone who is very optimistic and maybe even someone who sees the world with rose-colored glasses. Something that's coming up is that they find your eyes very intriguing. There's something either about your eye color or your gaze that really draws them in - again I keep hearing that there's a sweetness and kindness in your eyes. They just want to look into your eyes and get lost in them. I actually think that they might even get a little distracted while you're talking because of that.
Overall their first impression of you is that you're very kind, empathetic and sweet person. Despite their perception that you're a bit fragile, they admire how you don't hesitate to take the initiative and don't hesitate to ask for help when you need it. They also see you as someone new (maybe because you look foreign or like a tourist; or again because you're new to the environment where you'll meet) or as someone who is younger/less experienced than them. I just got the message that they might even be a little scared of accidentally taking advantage of you because you have so little experience when compared to them (this is just for the people who consider themselves inexperienced of course).
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Pile 4
Moon: Phases, cycles, intuition | Ace of Swords, Eight of Cups
Their first thoughts about you:
Pile 4, I think that you'll meet your person at nighttime. For most of you I see that this will happen during a party or dinner, maybe while clubbing or other activity happening at night - it could even be a wedding for example. The thing that seems to be common for everyone is that you'll be amongst a group of people and your FS will start out talking. I actually think that the talking might happen a little randomly, either because they joined your group and started talking or you two began chatting on the line to the bar or something like that. For some of you it starts with one off-hand comment that gets the conversation started.
Unlike other piles, your person isn't immediately taken by your appearance or your fashion sense (I'm not saying that you're not attractive btw, it's just not what catches their eye immediately). What attracts them to you is your mind and your sharp tongue. You can match their wit, you're funny, and the conversation with you doesn't seem to end. More than that they love how they can talk to you about all kinds of different things because you just have so much general knowledge about things. Even if you don't know something at depth you know enough to keep up the conversation with them.
If your first meeting starts with you with you talking in a group, I think that it won't take long for you two to separate from the group and just start talking among yourselves. In fact, I think that the group might notice the chemistry between you two and just sort of go away because they definitely feel like there's something there. I get this feeling that you two won't have that much time together during your first meeting, but you'll spend all that time talking. Even if it's a lot of time, your person will end up feeling like it wasn't enough.
That line from Romeo and Juliet "Parting is such sweet sorrow" because for your person, they really don't want to leave even though they know they have to. They will do their best to ensure that they can see you again before they leave, but still they will be almost heartbroken at having to leave.
Overall, they think that you're a very mysterious person (you might come off as a bit of an introvert to them), but also someone who is very smart and a good talker with an excellent sense of humor. I just got the vibe that as the time goes on and as your conversation goes on they see you as being even more attractive than before. Like to the point that if a literal supermodel was next to you, they'd find you more attractive.
PAC: How will your relationship with your FS be like?
This reading includes:
insights into your relationship with your FS
The extended reading includes:
your sex life with your future spouse
how you'll meet your future spouse
Disclaimer: this is just for entertainment purposes, and as a pick-a-card reading it may not resonate for everyone. Also, this content is 18+ only!
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Voting ended onApr 4, 2025
Pile 1
Page of Swords, Seven of Pentacles, Two of Wands
I was just the chip on your tooth/ And I liked being that/ I was just the me to your you/ And I liked being that - Curl up & Die by Matt Maltese
Pile 1, your relationship with your spouse is filled with devotion as we can see from your song, but also filled with excitement. You and your FS are always on your way to do something, to try something, to pursue something. Immediately I can see that you and your FS always support each other when it comes to your goals. Your person always does their best to make your life a little easier so that you can pursue some goal or project. They don't feel jealous or hold resentment, in fact, they want to be your biggest supporters.
I also think that you'll be traveling a lot as a couple, both on vacation and also probably because of work. I get the sense that you're both very ambitious people so you might have a career that requires traveling from time to time. The other thing I'm seeing is that the communication between you two is just excellent. I get the vibe that you talk a lot in general (or actually one of you might talk a lot and the other not as much, but the other loves listening). You have long conversations about everything and nothing, the last movie you watched together, the neighbor who just moved across the street, your takes on spirituality, or the current state of the world. The point here is that you two talk a lot and for a long time just because you enjoy each other's company.
Another thing about your communication is that you rarely fight because you can talk and resolve your problems before a fight can arise. Even just simple communication like organizing your life and things like that (like let's meet at x place at y hour) works very well. Also, you're both very good with helping your partner come up with a solution for a problem (I feel like your partner immediately jumps to this whenever you're down or having some sort of problem). Sometimes it might not be appreciated but your FS just loves you so much and they don't want you to have to struggle with anything really.
When it comes to your life as a couple I think that you have a set routine that you always follow, while holding space for surprises to emerge. Let me try to come up with an example. For example, you might have the habit of going out every Saturday afternoon and always keep that time free for this, but you don't often plan what you'll do. It's just the spontaneous thing that came up that week. But besides this I see you having a very cozy routine and doing mundane tasks together, like cleaning the house or tending your garden. It's the little things that bring you together. In fact, I want to say that one of the most important love languages in this relationship is actually quality time. You might not be doing the same thing but you like doing them in the same space so that you can feel close to each other.
With this Two of Wands here I also have to say that this is a very passionate relationship, especially coming from your FS. They adore touching and kissing you, the type of partner who will smack your ass every time you cross paths, for example. You two just really enjoy touching and cuddling a lot. It might not even be full on cuddling, but you love just laying on the couch and just hold hands, or play with the other's hair or their leg or their foot. It's not even anything sexual about this (although it is sometimes), but you both just feel the need to touch the other.
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Pile 2
Eight of Cups, Three of Pentacles, Five of Wands
Feels like I've known you my whole life/ I can see right through your lies/ I don't know where we're goin'/ But I'd like to be by your side - Are You Bored Yet? by Wallows ft. Clairo
Pile 2, for some reason I think that you might work with your FS or if you don't work with them, it might be that you have the same job because you end up competing a lot with each other. This is something more specific just for some people so feel free to ignore if you feel like it doesn't apply. However, this energy of competition and playfulness is very present in your relationship with your partner. I get the vibe that you both love to lie to each other for fun, lol. Maybe things like they ask you where you've been and you say that you were with your lover or something like that. You're both just so secure in your relationship that you don't have any problems with joking about these things. Also, going back to the competition energy, I feel like this applies to when you're playing together (like playstation or boardgames), but also even the simplest of situations. Like your partner will try to rile you up because yesterday they did the dishes faster than you, or something silly like that.
A bit similar to pile 1, your relationship with your spouse is marked by how supportive you two are of each other. You act as a team and you don't let problems or other people get in between you two. With the Eight of Cups here too, there's almost this sense that you two are an island away from everyone else. You don't need anything but each other and you'll always stand up for each other. I'm sensing that when it comes to any family conflicts (with your parents or your in-laws or anything like that) you and your person will always stick up for each other even if you're the ones wrong in this situation. You might compete with each other, you might act silly, but in this relationship you're the most important thing for your partner. You always come first, no matter what.
In pile 1 I didn't really see anything about family, but in yours I do see children (feel free to ignore if you feel like this doesn't apply to you). But if you do want to have children in the future, there's three kids here in the cards, they seem quite close in age so it seems very planned. The kids seem to be a big part of your life (obviously) and you and your partner tackled them together as a united front. You don't undermine each other and you agree on the important things - like the type of values and education you want to give your children. As parents I also see you two being very fun with the children and trying to give them as much unique experiences as possible. They certainly adore you both.
When it comes to routine you seem to organize things well in advance and try to split household chores efficiently. I get the vibe that you two are a bit peculiar about your space so you try to keep it clean and organized as much as possible. I also see your partner surprising you with small gifts every once in a while - like little trinkets or a flower bouquet. No matter what it is it's just because your partner so that thing and suddenly thought of you. I think that your partner tries to be as romantic as possible, but sometimes daily life doesn't make it very easy (you two seem to be very busy people).
Despite this you two always make an effort to have a couple of dates every month, a moment you can have just for the two of you and to nurture the love you have for each other. For your partner in particular, I think that romance is very important. They don't seem to be very touchy, especially in front of other people, but they do enjoy putting their hand on your waist or your back. I think that your partner prefers to give you small (or big) gifts and to do things for you. Daily life can be so busy and exhausting that your FS knows that one of the best things they can do for you is make sure that you don't have to do some extra task.
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Pile 3
Knight of Swords, Page of Pentacles, Strength
You come back, I'll be right here/ Like a barge at sea/ In the storm, I stay clear/ 'Cause I've got my mind on you - Say Yes to Heaven by Lana del Rey
Pile 3 the first thing that I'm picking up is that your FS is a romantic at heart, think those old Hollywood movies gentleman type. Your spouse is absolutely and completely devoted to you. They adore you and don't want you to worry about a single thing; if a problem comes up they try their best to solve it before it even reaches your ears. To them you're a goddamn work of art. To your spouse they might as well display you on the Louvre because you deserve to be admired.
I'm also getting this vibe that you're a bit stubborn and tend to try and get your way in most things. Your FS knows this and they know that fighting you is useless because you'll always win, so instead they understand that they need to either agree or steer you gently in the "right" direction. I don't really see arguing in this relationship, especially from your person's side. You're far too precious to them for them to be arguing and screaming. Absolutely not. Any issues need to be solved in a civil and productive way.
Something else that I'm picking up is that you tend to withdraw, either when you feel down/after a conflict or you have periods of withdrawal. Your FS may feel a little sad and desperately want you to talk to them, but they understand that you need this space so they're really good at providing it for you. It's literally like your song says when you come back they'll be right there waiting for you with open arms. The main thing I'm getting honestly is that your person wants to be your rock.
If you like animals I think that you might have a lot of pets, especially cats and dogs, but I'm even seeing other types of animals like lizards, bunnies or even horses (this will certainly apply differently to everyone). You and your partner love your pets very much and they're an important part of your life, even if you have kids, the pets are still really important. If you have dogs for example, I see you two taking a long walk every Sunday and just spend time in nature with your spouse, the dogs and the kids. You're both very doting both on the pets and the kids and they are a very important part of your life and your routine. You like doing things in family and you don't feel like the kids or the pets are intruding in your relationship as a couple.
For some of you, I think that either you or your partner either works from home or stays at home. There's just this big emphasis on the home and how it's a cozy space for you, I just heard that it's your nest. When it comes to children I don't really feel like you want to have a lot of kids, maybe one or two. What you do want is to be a good parent. Like, you'd rather not have kids at all or have only one child rather than being a bad parent. You're certainly only going to have kids when you both feel like you're ready for it.
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Pile 4
The Fool, Three of Swords, Nine of Pentacles
I don't need a sign, what will, be will be/ Let's go start a life, somewhere in the weeds/ I am usually able, but your effect is fatal/ I was doing fine, then I met you - Intolewd by Matt Maltese
Pile 4, the first thing I'm seeing is that a lot of people will be jealous of your marriage. It might be because your relationship with your partner seems to be in a perpetual honeymoon phase, it might be because your partner is so good looking or because your partner makes a lot of money. Whatever it is people are very jealous of it, because they look at it and it's the type of thing they dream about. With that in mind, I think that you and your partner live quite a lavish and comfortable life. You take nice vacations, you go out, you can buy nice things, and you have a really nice home. The specific vibe I'm getting is of a very stylish and artistic house, but that might be a vibe for just some of you. The main takeaway is that you live well because both you and your partner work for it.
Despite all these eyes on you, you and your partner don't really care about any of that. You have eyes for each other and that's that. Sure, you like showing each other off and you might get off on other's jealousy a little bit, but at the end of the day you're both very aware that the relationship is between the two of you and no one else.
Your FS has a really big energy. They seem like the type of person that immediately gets everyone's attention because they're high-energy, they talk loudly, they laugh a lot. I actually think that one of the first things that attracted you to your FS was their sense of humor, the fact that they just made you laugh and laugh and laugh. Even when things are at their worst you know that your partner will just come up with the most out there joke that instantly breaks the tension and allows you to think about things a little more calmly.
Ohh, actually, the vibe that just came to me was a bit of Gomez Addams from the Addams family in the sense that your FS does everything he can to make you happy. He would fight against a thousand enemies to make you laugh. Your partner absolutely adores you laughter, by the way. In your free time I think that you love going out to museums or historical places. You both seem to love learning and have a great appreciation for art, architecture and culture. I get the feeling that your partner might be an artist or work in the arts.
I think that your FS is also a little prone to having "bouts of melancholy" as they might humorously put it. They just have days where they're moping around the house, sighing into corners and being afflicted by the human condition. They just need a little bit of patience and understanding when this happens. Afterwards, they go back to being their joyous self. If you do have kids I think that your FS is absolutely the funny parent, like strict but very funny. They treat the kids like they're adults explaining overcomplicated concepts to them without missing a beat. In general though, I don't think that you'll treat your kids in the conventional way. In your view they're little people that don't know anything about the world yet, and you both focus on their education and knowledge most of all.
