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ravenclaw. seventeen. year six. halfblood. quidditch, vc & seeker. ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖

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:// the kiss •• tao + loukas [ bt ]

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[ravzitao]

我的宝贝, 

Don’t forget to smile today, they make you lovely.

我爱你.

;吴亦凡

[ravzitao]

我的宝贝, 

May these sweets put a smile on your face today. I miss you even more when you’re not in my arms to hold. 

我想你. 我爱你.

;吴亦凡

[yifanxsly-blog]

The Date | Yifan & Zitao

When was the last time Yifan had taken someone out on a date, he couldn’t remember. It had been a long time since he actually asked someone out, now that he thought about it. Yifan had always been picky with friends, so it was no surprise that when it came to the men he’d date, he was just as meticulous. There’s no specific reason, really, Yifan just didn’t like wasting his time on people he thought weren’t worth spending on. And Zitao is someone he’d gladly spend all his time on whenever he could. The younger always had a special place in his heart, even in all those years they had not seen each other, it was hard to forget Zitao. As cheesy as this would sound, he was his sunshine. The smile Zitao would give him radiates a warmth that only the younger could give him, only he could provide that no other men could. And now that they’re together again, Yifan is keen on making up from all those years of separation. He wouldn’t let anything get in the way unlike before.

Finishing his last stick of cigarette, he leaned back against the bench he had been sitting on for a few minutes now. It’s almost time for Zitao to come, he was just hoping the younger didn’t get lost in the maze that is Paris. He himself had no idea why he chose this place, he wasn’t as familiar with the streets unlike the ones back in Guangzhou. But it wouldn’t hurt being romantic, right? After all, this was what his mother suggested. 

[ravzitao]

After their first date, he had nothing but high expectations for what was to follow. It seemed that it wasn't in Yifan's ability to disappoint, and Zitao would forever be impressed with what the other could come up with to surprise him. It warmed his heart in a way he couldn't begin to describe. Just that the Slytherin cared enough to put effort into their relationship was touching, especially when he knew how underachieving Yifan was when it came to socialization and whatnot. If he could be proud of anything, it was how he somehow managed to be someone special to Yifan. He never wanted that to die out, and he was willing to do anything in his power to keep things alight between them. It hadn't dimmed over the seven years of separation, so he believed it could persevere for a lifetime.

Finally arriving, his nose caught the scent of smoke the moment he entered a five foot radius of Yifan, his smile dropping from his expression. He was always pleased to see the other, but his distaste towards such a habit could overwhelm that emotion. Calmly, he seated himself beside the male, offering a small smile, "Hi." It was soon wiped from his lips, though, growing more upset the longer he thought about it. "You've been smoking again," Zitao murmured curtly, staring him down. "Would you like me to leave so you can continue?" 

[ravenseol-blog]

✱ healing — hzt & ksh

[ravenseol-blog]

{` seolhyun chewed her bottom lip. she could tell zitao, but that meant telling him things about herself, things she had done, that no one had ever known. she had been very careful about crafting a very tight and pristine image for herself. she had her little brother to think about. she didn’t need him hearing things too. how could she protect him if she wasn’t even capable of handling herself?} if i tell you.. you have to swear.. it stays between us {` she whispered, her voice cracking and breaking in places while her eyes swam with freshly formed tears. she wiped them against the back of her hand and sniffled. she couldn’t allow herself to break down in front of him} so.. {` she took a deep breath, tucking her hair behindher ears. tao was going to see that she wasn’t the perfect, nice girl that she tried to portray. it was hard to have your image cracked} so.. i.. had this boyfriend. and i.. we.. you know. did… what boyfriends and girlfriends do… {` this was really not going as smoothly as she would have liked.} i was supposed to have a baby, tao. there was a baby in me, and i told them to get rid of it {` as soon as the words were out of her mouth, she broke down into sobs} i need to forget it ever existed, he, ever existed.

[ravzitao]

(`finds himself nodding automatically, knowing he is perfectly capable of keeping a secret. after all, he has no outstanding reason to betray or blackmail the girl, and he isn't the type to attempt such folly, either. she's been nothing but kind to him since they had met, and all he's trying to do right now is repay her with gratitude. also, he cares about her a great deal, and that may or may not contribute to his generosity) No one else will hear of it. (`promises, inching closer to gently lower her hand, smoothing away the new tears himself. he was never one to be comforting in any type of situation, but he has to ignore the general instinct to shy away right now. once she begins to speak, he listens closely, not wanting to request her repetition of any detail. with the pretty vague explanation, he understands the gist of it, eyes widening when a child is mentioned, his hand freezing in midair. it takes him a moment to regain his bearings, hushing her softly and wrapping an arm around her) I can fix it. You'll be okay. (`his free hand subtly reaches for his pocket where his wand is stashed, eyeing her with utmost concern) Do you want to do this now? Are you completely sure? 

[ravzitao]

❝ long time — hzt & wyf

[yifanxsly-blog]

"I’m not upset" he replied, turning to face the other. Somehow, hearing how glad Zitao was made Yifan happy, even if he didn’t show it on his face. He kept his facade as usual, rather than letting the younger know how happy he actually was, as well. Yifan had thought of all the scenarios that could happen if he and Zitao never had separated, he probably would’ve approached everything differently, and Jiaheng would still be here.  

Yifan chuckled, if there was one thing he was thankful for, it was his mother’s charming features. Although he would never admit it, but he knew how appealing he was. It was a trait he took advantage of to get any men he wanted then. “Thank you, you’ve gotten just as handsome yourself.” It was true, 7 years ago Zitao was a sunshine that was hard to miss, a lovely child that Yifan loved to play with. And now that he grew, he was like a diamond that had been carved to perfection.  

[ravzitao]

From childhood, Yifan had always outdone Zitao in some aspect, and it was never ignored by their respective families. He was always taller, a bit brighter, and more sociable with grown ups. All the younger could do was struggle from behind, trying to convince himself he wasn't as worthless as his parents believed. So, after the peculiar disappearance of his best friend, he finally became independent. A growth spurt came first, followed by him hitting the books and gaining intelligence. His father imposed various business training on him as well. He was shaped out to be everything that Yifan had been naturally, and now, sitting here beside him, Zitao still felt inadequate. 

"Thanks," he mumbled shyly at the compliment, no doubt blushing. With the brief pause, he realized he had been overstaying his intended time in the dungeons. Loukas was likely worrying endlessly, continuing to wait from where Zitao had vanished with word of switching his shirt. He hadn't really mentioned heading all the way to the opposite end of the castle. "Sorry, Yifan.." the Ravenclaw hesitated with that name, it feeling odd on his tongue. "I have somewhere to be, but let's catch up more later, yeah?" He flashed a smile, patting the other male's thigh once before standing, taking his leave.

[ravzitao]

✱ boo — kaitao

[slytherkai-blog]

It’s not. I know. ( `/ he lets his gaze drop to the necklace on the other’s hand then he tilts his head up to look at him, the corners of his lips bends upwards in a small smile ) but I had to get it for you. it screamed Tao all around it when I saw it in the display case. Do you like it? 

[ravzitao]

(`returns the smile, turning the pendant between his fingers thoughtfully, purposely stalling in answering the question. though, instead of giving his confirmation through words, he leans forward and pecks a shy kiss to the slytherin, flushing immediately afterwards) Yes. I like it very much. 

[ravzitao]

✱ boo — kaitao

[slytherkai-blog]

( `/ he turns his head around slightly first to confirm that the boy really had his eyes close and when he has, he slowly walks around tao until he’s standing right in front of him - he grabs tao’s hand and places a necklace on top of  his palm ) alright, you can open your eyes now. 

[ravzitao]

(`feeling the other's presence and heat right before him, he struggles to keep his eyes shut, never having dealt with surprises well, his own curiosity ruining them before they're even begun. with permission, he blinks his eyes open, staring at the object in his palm, jaw dropping open, wondering if the male has caught onto his infatuation with material items) You— It's really for me? (`purses his lips dubiously) It's not even my birthday, though.

[ravzitao]

✱ boo — kaitao

[slytherkai-blog]

( `/ he only smiles at the other’s words ) stay there and close your eyes. ( `/ he breaks their entwined hands as he moves towards the small chest on top of the drawer beside his bed. he takes a sigh as he takes the said present on to his hand, wrapping his palms around it to hide it well ) do you have your eyes close? ( `/ he raises his voice slightly, waiting for his answer )

[ravzitao]

(`shuts his eyes obediently while staying in his spot, forcing away his whine at the lost of contact between their hands, waiting a bit impatiently) Yes. (`replies in slight amusement, beginning to shift nervously from his anticipation)

[ravzitao]

✱ boo — kaitao

[slytherkai-blog]

( `/ his breathing hitches slightly when he feels tao’s fingers filling the empty spaces of his own and he couldn’t help but smile at the action, tightening his fingers around tao’s ) oh, alright. ( `/ he says with a light laugh, following behind the other before he takes the lead and leads them inside the dungeons and towards his room. he knocks first and when no one answers, he opens the door but he doesn’t step inside ) welcome to casa de kai. 

[ravzitao]

(`stares at the interior from behind the threshold once they reach the dorm, wondering why they're just standing there) Come on. (`giggles and steps through the doorway, still hand in hand with the male, stopping once they reach the center) If I like what you got me, then I might give you a kiss, okay? (`smiles with the little warning, not expecting any argument with that deal)

[ravzitao]

✱ boo — kaitao

[slytherkai-blog]

hm, ( `/ he hums quietly, matching the boy’s pace even though he doesn’t really know where they were heading and he couldn’t care less. he’s contented with tao beside him like this ) that doesn’t sound convincing. but i won’t ask anymore if you don’t want me to. ( `/ he smiles gently at tao, and he nods his head at the latter question ) of course i did. i got you something from my trip, but it’s back in my dorm. 

[ravzitao]

(`grins appreciatively at the male's consideration) Well, maybe I'll tell you later if you're lucky. (`stops walking altogether at the statement, always more interested when a gift is involved) Really? (`bounces a bit in his spot, visibly excited) Why are we going this way then? (`smoothly laces his fingers between the slytherin's, tugging the other towards the dungeons, knowing this path even better than the one to ravenclaw tower)

[ravzitao]

tao,

i spit in ur food

anonymous

[ravzitao]

✱ boo — kaitao

slytherkai replied to your post:

( `/ he shoves his hands inside each of his pocket as he shrugs ) just, around. not around the castle. other kind of around. if that makes sense. ( `/ he chuckles lightly ) how are you? ( `/ he asks, tilting his head towards him )

(`his smile widens at the explanation, nodding a few times to signify that he more or less understands) I'm fine... could be better, but you know. (`trails off, not having the desire to emphasize) What about you? Didn't you miss me?

[ravzitao]

( `/ it's been awhile since his last contact with the male so when he walks the halls that day and sees the familiar back of Tao, he hesitates slightly before he decides fuck it and catches up to him ) Hi. ( `/ he greets casually, walking beside the ravenclaw )

(`only spares a glimpse to the slytherin when he senses a presence beside him, unaware that the greeting is directed at himself) Oh, hi. (`wears a small smile, somewhat pleased with this company) Where have you been?

[ravzitao]

no1 asked for ur opinion u shet :|

who are u

[ravzitao]

❝ long time — hzt & wyf

[yifanxsly-blog]

How was Yifan supposed to explain to Zitao what had happened to his family, which prompted to him changing his name then. It has been a long time since they’ve seen each other, they’re practically strangers now at this point. Yifan would have to think about letting Zitao into his life again, although a part of him wanted that. He wouldn’t lie that he did miss him terribly. Unfortunately, Yifan has been too guarded of himself that he was afraid of letting himself go. 

Watching Zitao sit himself beside him, Yifan took notice how the former never really changed (except physically, and Yifan admired that a lot). He wondered what the other did in all those years of separation, noting how well Zitao grew up as a fine young man. Sighing, he pulled his hair back away from his face, shrugging. “Father thought I was having too much fun in Durmstrang, so he moved me here.” 

[ravzitao]

He searched and searched for any remnants of the child he had known in Yifan, but it all seemed too washed out and faded. All he wanted to do was purse his lips stubbornly and demand to know all the tiny details, but he was frankly intimidated by this matured version of his friend, no matter how much he wanted to ignore that feeling. "Would you be upset if I said I'm glad that you're here?" Zitao wondered, finding himself smiling again. Even if everything had changed, he never had wanted the other out of his life. 

For some reason, he couldn't remove his stare from the male. "You sure look different," he mused softly, understanding why he hadn't recognized Yifan immediately. "You actually got handsome." He really didn't mean to sound so surprised, but he hoped that aspect would be disregarded and the point would be seen in the compliment. Honestly, he had noted how oddly attractive the other was off the bat, but it's not like he would've admitted that to a stranger.

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237/500 wolf era pics.