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Even though Liam is not my favorite LI I truly love him and his route was so good and tragic (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠)

//Spoilers for his route below//

//TW: Mentions of su*cide//

For real I cannot stop thinking about how Liam planned years worth of gifts and letters to MC so that she could keep on living without the burden of knowing he was gone

And the part where MC tries to pull him up after Liam jumped and he does NOT reach back to her oh my GOD

As someone who deals with depression, Liam's route was so beautiful and touched me in the deepest parts of my heart, these two scenes alone just speak so loudly of Liam's struggle with the desire to live and I cannot stop thinking about how tragic yet real these parts are,,,,

As a Jude hardcore fan I am obviously SO HAPPY with all the content we have of him!! I just wish that lower ranked LIs like Liam could have more focused events so that players would have more opportunities to love them more (I myself only fell hard for Jude after the Fairytale event)

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I didn't check my gacha tickets stock in a while and I managed to hoard up to 53??

I was so devastated coz I stg that last Jude card gacha emptied my PRECIOUS tickets I spent months saving up (I got Roger's card 3 times I swear to God I was about to throw my phone out the window) but my stock is finally getting back up for future gachas!! (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

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I THOUGHT I SAW WRONG THE FIRST TIME OMFG WHAT THE HELL THANK YOU???????

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Just some rambling but why don't we have stories for our birthdays (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ

I love bday stories for our boys but man what wouldn't I do for a permanent story set for the MC 's bday PLEASEEEEEEE I want to read Ellis or Jude doting on me ,,,,,,,,,, (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)

We got special bday lines for our bdays but I'm so greedy I WANT A FULL STORY ARGHHHHHH

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SOMEBODY SEDATE ME BEFORE I BECOME INSUFFERABLE ABOUT THIS CARD

THANK YOU FOR BEING AN EVENT CARD AND NOT A GACHA CARD THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I-

My soiree event cakes were all used up at once accidentally???????? And I know I didn't use them by missclicking, since I had both 50hp and 100hp cakes and you can't use both individually if you're already maxed out at +100hp 😭😭😭 (if you see what I mean)

Thank God I was playing Victor's event casually but man I was saving these up for the X3 bonus time,,,,,,

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Happy Valentine's day Jude!!! (⁠●⁠’⁠3⁠)⁠♡⁠(⁠ε⁠`⁠●⁠)

Just got some casual flowers and macarons hehe, also I finally finished my Ita bag for him!!!

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I managed to get Jude's card but at the cost of my fcking sanity I literally got Roger's stupid card THREE FUCKING TIMES AND VICTOR'S EC TWICE????????????

SADISTIC KING FOR SURE OH MY GOD

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🪻💜HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDE!!!! 💜🪻

I went all out and prepared a mini birthday table for our favorite mobster YAAAAY I managed to get a purple bouquet made for him and I prepared wax sealed letters, dessert plates and the ita bag/official merch I got of Jude (⁠つ⁠✧⁠ω⁠✧⁠)⁠つ

I even sewed the bow on the vase myself that's how deep down the rabbit hole I am

Then again anything for my beloved (⁠๑⁠˙⁠❥⁠˙⁠๑⁠)

I think the pictures turned out lovely too!! Too bad the drink is a little too dark, I bought violet syrup and purple edible glitters but I think I poured too much syrup LMAO

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*rubbing my hands for Jude's birthday*

It's oshikatsu time.

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30 blind box cards later,,,,

I FINALLY HAVE THEM ALL!!! I am now officially traumatized by blind boxes BUT I HAD 3 JUDE AND I AM NOW A HAPPY ROBIN HEHEHHEH (and gonna keep all 3 like the greedy bastard that I am)

Obviously I ended up having quite a bit of doubles so I'll put them for sales tonight (⁠>⁠▽⁠<⁠)⁠ﾉ

I put Ellis and Jude with the rest of my top loaders I've made for them and THEY LOOK SO PRETTYYYYY my Raven LDT shrine is growing 💜

(I actually have two more but they're pasted into my merch box so)

I'm preparing a small setup for Jude's bday AAAAAAH IM SO EXCITED!!!!

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Did I pull an all nighter to binge read Jude's route? Yes I did. Any regrets? NONE.

Jude deserves all the love, his route was SO UNBELIEVABLY GOOD OH MY HEART 😭

But also this one line from his records absolutely DESTROYED ME

//spoiler for his records event//

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HAPPY JUDE ROUTE RELEASE DAY!!!

I know we still are a couple hours away but I'm just too excited HEHE so I thought the time was perfect to post this comic!!

It's based on my interpretation of the pinching scene in Jude's "The Villain who killed me in my past life is now doting on me???" Event Premium Ending (translated by @judesmoonbeauty !!!!)

I 100000% like the idea of Jude pinching us better than him giving us a love bite BECAUSE IT'S SO MUCH FUNNIER

MC being scared shitless coz Jude might actually take an actual bite of her LOLOLOL

My dear beloved,,,, only a couple hours left until I binge read his story YAY!!!!

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HEY sorry this is a bit unusual, but I'm hoping to sell some official Ikemen Villains merchandise!

My package just arrived and I got lots of my faves but also I got ,,, SO MANY DOUBLES IM ACTUALLY UPSET

This is the curse of blind boxes,,,, I tried to price them according to what I paid and not on the market price (because why the hell are people selling a single keyring for 30 bucks on Mercari WHAT),

Sorry if these seem a bit expensive, I'm trying to make up for what I paid since custom fees were so expensive (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)

PRICE:

Single card: 5EUR (5,80$)

Single keyring: 9EUR (10,40$)

Worldwide shipping (Except to US): 6EUR (7$) (paid only once and not per item)

Payment would be done via PayPal and of course, you must be comfortable with providing your shipping address!

//CHECK BELOW PICTURE FOR AVAILABILITY//

Inventory

CARDS

_Roger (X2)

_Ring

_William

_Liam

KEYRINGS:

_Harrison

_Roger

_Ring (X2)

_Liam

_William

I don't know if anyone is even interested but honestly I hope these go to happy homes instead of just rotting in my shelf (⁠･ั⁠ω⁠･ั⁠)

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I was listening to Jude's bond stories and I just noticed that his Bond LVL22 -which is his side story- has just been updated since the release date of his main route and I'm about to fucking cry "THE WOMAN WHO CLAIMS TO LOVE ME" -

I didn't read any translation of his route since I wanted it to be a full surprise (though I did read some events that had some spoilers for his route) BUT OTHER THAN THAT IM GOING FULL BLIND IM SO EXCITED

Also I finished unlocking his bonds lvl 33 weeks ago and I just realized his lvl 33-38 won't be released until a year IM SO MISERABLE

I guess I'll just keep unlocking Ellis and Vogel but I need more Jude voiced storiessssssss...

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Things that Jude does canonically/often repeatedly throughout events or routes that make my heart go *high pitched screeching*

Jude likes MC's bedhair/fixes it (even tells her not to show it to others in his "A day with Jude" event)

Jude gazes at MC longingly/lovingly when she's not looking

Him being silent when he is enjoying MC's company/silently being affectionate towards her (when he's holding her hand or gazing at her). He likes bullying and teasing MC but there are so many instances where he just quietly loves MC AND IT'S SO SWEET (thinking when he listens to MC singing happy birthday to him in his BDAY story sale too)

He likes being kissed on the forehead (ABSOLUTE SCREAMING!! MY HEART!!!) For this one I'm 100% sure he sees it as THE gesture of love, especially knowing his reaction in his event versus Nica (when MC kisses him on the forehead) and when he does it to MC in the Ghost Report event

Jude admitting -though only to himself - that if anything were to happen to MC (especially her dying) he would be affected DESPITE not being in love with her at this stage. This one is especially dear to me T_T there are so many moments (First-class ticket event, Bond story Love Tactics, Final assessment event) where he's repulsed at the idea of MC dying (his quote "Can't have ya dyin' on my watch. Wouldn't be able t'sleep.")

How he treats kids. This one is obvious since Jude is repeatedly shown as gentle with kids but the FUNNIEST thing I've noticed is when he uses his ability, because he only needs to touch someone's forehead to put them to sleep and throughout events and characters routes, he gently taps on children's forehead but smacks the ever loving shit out of people he hates when he uses his power and that had me wheezing so hard

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When I first started playing Ikevil, I really liked Jude but it was the Fairytale AU that charmed me so dearly and made me fall in love with him,,,, I can't believe we're having a full event of him yearning for the MC before she wakes up IM SO EMOTIONAL I WANNA DRAW COMICS AND ART OF THIS SO DESPERATELY

Fun fact it was the scene when he fixes our bed hair that moved me so much I don't even know why but I kept imagining it,,,,, it was such a simple scene but it was so gentle it was carved into my brains AAAAAAAAAAA

That's why each time writers include moments where he likes fixing MC's bed hair/doesn't want others to see I giggle and kick my feet omg I'm so hopeless

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This is what I'm referencing btw THE GENTLENESS OOOOOOO MY HEART-!!!!!!!