Rayne

learning in progress

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My dream is no longer important, because our dream is my highest priority.

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I'm fine today. Emotional is stable 😄😊😊

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I’m overwhelming till I can’t control my emotional. I miss her, I need her. I want her back so desperately. Very very desperately.

Can't wait to see her soon.

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Conversation between heart and mind

I didn’t sleep at all. My brain never stopped thinking. So my heart came to talk to brain. They had whole night conversation. The heart said “you said you wanna give time to your gf, but indirectly you pushed her hard. She’s having hard time. Stop thinking about how you feel only, feel her!! Know more her situation! Pay more attention!!” The brain said “trueeee. I agree with you. But why she suddenly said wanna take it one day at a time?” The heart said “maybe she has lost hope, she said she’s breaking down. Need strength!! That’s why. Brain!! You were too much! You cried out loud like nobody is at home -_-’ anyway, do your best! Stop being jealousy! Love her! Pay more attention to her! Give her time! She said she will come back!”

I’m not sure which is which. But both need to go on congruence or they will crash on each other.

But how to lighten her up? I just want her to be happy. Hais.

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Please please universe, give me power to handle this challenge! I'm not ready to let it go now!! It's just too short to let go.

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This trip, this time!

This trip for this time, I keep trying to tell myself, I'll be here for you. Just for you. Just more understanding, more attention, more caring, more loving, more patient. Not anger, not jealousy. I must do it!

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Our new fresh start

Tomorrow is our new fresh start, on 10/01/15

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Sometimes I wanna disconnect from everyone in this world

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R/S - Part 2

This is my second post when we are having hard time. You said "I dont want you to be suffering in this relationship". Hmm. It never really come into my mind. Because I never feel suffer in this relationship but most of the time I feel happiness, excitement, anxiety, jealousy, etc. Hahaha, but really suffer, not in my dictionary for you. I frantically want you to be happy, you can find your ownself. And what all I need is your love, more in depth is connected with you, feel your presence. I will here for you, and the same I need you to feel I'm with you. Totally feel it. Baby, no matter what, I love you. Love you never can go wrong 😊

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Me (left) My beloved gf (right) 😃

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R/S

While I was reading an article about how to be great in relationship. Well. I have read twice. And it kept reflecting on me. I asked myself, have I given you fully attention? Have I done more appreciation to you? Have I really given you adoration? I do always so desperately to make you happy, want to fully support you, fully engaged with you. But sometimes, distance is the disadvantage. I always wish I could be there for you. To see you smile, happy and feel my support. Of course, I also want to see you not only in good side, but also dark side, like sad, face difficulty, struggle. Great relationship to me is not all about sharing or having great time, but the most importantly, sharing sorrow, difficult time, etc. I wish I could be there and help you. Every time hearing you struggling there, my heart is really sore and feel useless. I really really wish I can be there you, my beloved girlfriend.

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If you want to have a great relationship - a great marriage, a great love - then your intention must be greatness; you must seek to personally be great in that relationship,...

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