STRAWBERRY WINE.

not the real michelle. roleplay only.

[glenxpowell]

❛ Easy is definitely not the word I’d use. Walking away without saying anything wasn’t some effortless decision I made without a second thought. I threw myself straight into the next project and kept myself busy enough to avoid actually dealing with any of it. There were a lot of nights I opened our messages and started typing something out, only to delete it because I figured you wouldn’t want to hear a damn thing from me anyway. And honestly, I can’t exactly blame you for that. I know there’s probably nothing I can say now that magically makes you understand why I handled things the way I did. But despite how badly I screwed it up, none of it was because I didn’t care. I just should’ve had the guts to face it head-on instead of disappearing and leaving you to deal with the fallout on your own. ❜

[rcndolphchelle]

sure did feel like it was from my point of view. i'm not gonna sit here and say that i understand it, because quite frankly i probably never will understand it, but i want to. i want the opportunity to hear your side of things, and maybe that might give me a little bit of closure. at the end of the day that's all i really want.

[rcndolphchelle]

what has been the most exciting thing you've done this summer? i've been having the laziest hot girl summer and i'm looking to steal suggestions from someone who's had a better summer than me so far. @jcdam

[rcndolphchelle]

what is the craziest thing you've done to win someone over? remind me that chivalry isn't dead. @drewstcrky

[rcndolphchelle]

is there anything you can't do? you can model, you run a successful skin care line, and that's just two things on a long list of the many many things you can do. i don't know how you manage to do it. the little bit of work i do exhaust me, so i couldn't imagine juggling so much all at once. @haileysbldwin

[rcndolphchelle]

i have been having the worst luck with dating recently. i feel like i'm not built for this new generation's version of dating. not to mention i'm awful when it comes to seeing red flags. do you feel the same way, or have you managed to be one of the lucky ones who don't have to worry about it anymore. @kordeiblvrd

[rcndolphchelle]

oh my god— i have been obsessed with you since i watched 'obsession'. it was such a good film and you were a rockstar. i know you've been hearing that from just about everyone these days, but what's one more for good measure? @nvrrtte

[rcndolphchelle]

what is the worst gift you have ever received from someone? do you believe any gift given to you from a friend or loved one is a terrible one? or are there definitely gifts you can't wait to return to the store? @franarnaud

[rcndolphchelle]

when is the universe going to throw us into a project together? i keep hoping that the stars will align for us, but so far nothing. maybe i could have them squeeze you into season three of landman. ainsley needs a sister i think. @oholt

[rcndolphchelle]

i need you to be one hundred with me— did you actually enjoy filming euphoria? i just watched the final scene and considering the extensive list of amazing roles you've had i the past, i'm just curious as to how you felt about euphoria. @zendavac

[rcndolphchelle]

i'm not in any way trying to shoot my shot with you, but i just have to tell you that i had the biggest crush on you a couple of years ago. like a crazy school girl crush on you. is that weird? has anyone ever told you that before, or am i just psychotic? @petedavidsns

[rcndolphchelle]

i have never been a pro wrestling girlie, but i've stumbled across some videos of you girls doing your thing and i am in awe of you. i like to consider myself pretty athletic, but i couldn't do half of what you do. @allie-the-bunny

[rcndolphchelle]

what does a girl gotta do to land as the spicy love interest in your next music video? i'm not above begging if that's the sorta thing you are into. @dovecfm

[rcndolphchelle]

what is one thing on your summer bucket list you want to do before the season ends? travel to a foreign country you've never been before? have a summer romance straight out of a nicolas sparks book? i'm dying to know. @lclatung

[rcndolphchelle]

i have been the laziest human on the planet this entire summer. i need recommendations on things to do, maybe even toss out a few places to travel that aren't on someone's normal summer travel list. i need to make some summer memories before it's too late to do it. @scoirse

[glenxpowell]

❛ You’re not wrong. I know I made it pretty easy for you to want nothing to do with me. And honestly, if the roles were reversed, I’d probably react the same way. But let’s not pretend me walking away meant I didn’t care. I left because things between us had gotten a little too serious, and yeah — I handled it badly. I could’ve explained myself instead of disappearing, but at the time it felt easier to leave than drag things out into an even uglier ending. You don’t have to forgive me or even want to hear from me now. I reached out because despite how everything ended, you were still an important part of my life, and acting like none of it mattered would’ve been more dishonest than leaving in the first place. ❜

[rcndolphchelle]

how am i supposed to believe that you cared when you made it look so easy to just walk away? i deserved to know the truth, and if you felt like things were moving too fast then we could have talked about it— slowed things down a little bit. i spent so much time driving myself insane, wondering what it was i had done wrong to make you leave. that kind of mental fuckery isn't so easy to bounce back from. but i did bounce back from it, so i guess i should let the grudge i have against you go too.

[rcndolphchelle]

i'm afraid i've hit the age where too much partying puts me out of commission for three to five business days. i didn't even party all that hard for the fourth of july, and somehow finding the strength to crawl out of bed was difficult. is that normal? or should i be concerned there is something wrong with me? @goldsteinbrett

[glenxpowell]

❛ I came across a few things of yours while going through some stuff. I wasn’t sure if you’d want them back or not, but I wanted to ask instead of just assuming. I know I’m probably one of the last people you want to hear from — let alone actually talk to — but… I just wanted to reach out and see how you’ve been. ❜

[rcndolphchelle]

i'll be honest there isn't anything i've noticed i've been missing that was worth missing in the first place, so you can toss it, i guess. at least you are self aware and know that i don't want to hear from you. makes the whole avoiding you thing a lot easier. you want to know how i've been? you didn't seem to care that much when you walked out of my life without so much as an explination.