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It’d be nice to hang with some otters while I’m drowning

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WIP of my gargoyle friend

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Sagittarius IC

“I’m hungry for knowledge. The whole thing is to learn every day, to get brighter and brighter. That’s what this world is about.” - Jay-Z (Sagittarius IC/Gemini MC)

Growing up as a Sagittarius IC meant doing right by your family. As children, Sagittarius IC are quite responsible in the sense that they obeyed their parents and wanted to make them proud… or had to make them proud. Their parents may have either been lenient and let the Sagittarius IC have their freedom (while still imposing good morals onto them) or may have been overbearing with the lectures and beliefs, making them strict parents.

You, Sagittarius IC, could have even felt left out or “distant” from your family members. You could have also wanted to distance yourself.

Sagittarius IC may have either hopped from school to school or may have moved homes a lot in their life. The Sagittarius IC, in most cases, excelled academically and made sure of it. One of their parents could have been huge on education. Sagittarius IC’s generally radiated a lot of happiness and optimism in their childhood, but may have either been introverted or embraced their extroverted nature by having many friends.

You were understanding of your family roots, maybe even grateful for the friends you had, but internally you craved starting a new life somewhere else.

The thing with Sagittarius IC is that they want to travel, but could also be scared of the idea of travel. Nonetheless, they could feel that they are better off somewhere away from their family, but still keeping in contact with them. The Sagittarius IC, having obtained much knowledge during their youth, would love to share this knowledge with everyone the older they get.

And that’s exactly what you do. Having experienced much in life, maybe even picking up a few tricks along the way, makes you an old soul. You are wise beyond your years whether you’re aware of it or not and you are blessed with the gift of gab which you have yet to fully unleash. Share your knowledge with others because your mind is your strongest asset and your words are your greatest weapon.

And then, Sagittarius IC, is when you shoot up to your Gemini Midheaven.

I've noticed a pattern. It's been here for a while, off and on.

Now it's starting to piss me off. Respectfully.

For many many years, I have felt like the things I perceive and understand- get crudely translated from whatever I am- to whatever I emit.

It's frustrating. I think, I theorize, my subconscious need to see patterns and relations is what thwarts true relation. Ironically.

"I SEE THAT TOO!" "OH, IVE BEEN RUNNING THAT IN MY BACKGROUND FOR A WHILE"

It's not that I'm trying to one up anyone, it's that I'm trying to be seen- But for what purpose? That I too, have wisdom? That I too, can for a moment feel like your equal? Why can't I just add to it? emit sound or body language that acknowledges, and lets it be.

Not dismissing it, not shutting down the part of me that wants to speak. But there's gotta be a middle ground. Because something is filtering over my true expression. Not always, it ebbs and flows.

It feels the equivalent of translating a 16 channelled data system through 2-3 channels. You lose a lot of context that way.

I try to write, and thankfully, it feels truer to me than speaking-

yet, still crude. still not quite there.

Is it a lack of mastery?

A lack of self-mastery?

Or is there something out of alignment?

Is that the same thing? Sigh.

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the Suncat, says its greetings

Acrylic painting made into a digital print (:

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Othalla

I've started visualizing my talks with God. I ask a question, and I imagine Creator showing me shapes or scenes or colours, in a way to speak to me.

Sometimes it takes me a couple hours before it clicks, but so far, I understand. It's a wonder, what focus will do, huh?

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gnarlyghost

Daemon Babe

morteraphan

Designs from my latest pack. 💛

succubusboyfriend

so. i was not happy with the 3D models of horses on offer in the CSP store or literally anywhere else i could find them, i needed one to use for my work, and i went ahead and made my own that is now available for the low low price of FREE in the CSP assets store.

textures included are greyscale basic shapes, multicolor basic shapes, and white with no shapes (but eyes, mouth, nostrils, and hooves emphasized for ease).

shape is ROUGHLY based off the silhouette of an Andalusian. size-wise, it by default stands at around 16 hands, but of course it can be resized to suit your needs. for that, I recommend sizing a human pose doll to the correct height (in centimeters), lining them up on the same plane, and resizing the horse to match the human doll's height. remember that a horse's height is measured at the shoulders!