Reality Repeat

Easily attracted but dangerous to get distracted.

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I belong here, above the clouds.

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I miss being happy

can’t remember when that was

everything feels different

everyone feels distant

[iambrillyant]

“you betray your growth every time you hold onto a connection that has passed its sell by date. you deserve to be the fullest version of you, and anything that isn’t in line with that is only blocking your pathways to growth. take your grip off expired energy.”

— iambrillyant

[hairtusk]

btw one of the key components of actually being in a healthy relationship is just asking for things that you want. i keep seeing posts on this website saying 'i really want to do/receive [X] but my partner has never done it'. just ask. 'nobody exchanges love letters anymore' ask. 'i want to have my partner's hair in a locket like the victorians' just ask. 'i want to be bought flowers regularly :((' literally just ask. your partner doesn't know they're being held to these expectations and that you're unhappy unless you tell them. it's so unfair to expect your partner to read your mind. 'it's less special if you have to ask :((' grow up and stop pretending you're the lead in a romcom. when people say communication is crucial they mean it !! just ask !!

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how did we get here? i used to know you so well.

[estrellablogg]

Italian countryside

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deep diving into the depths with you

stuck treading lightly on the surface

craving a full submersion

taking my toes for a dip

pulled back to shore, to dry land

stuck, standing, waiting

for the ocean to suck me in

and trap me under

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are you doing it out of fear or passion

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the internet used to be fun and now it sucks

[recaption]

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I think about

how I have grown so much

how I have created a new life,

and a whole new brain.

a new way of thinking.

then the memories surface again.

they never fully disappear.

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getting warmer :)

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so it’s back to my ways, I do it better without you anyways.

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