salem

21 🇬🇧🇬🇷| neurodivergent | multifandom

[realzombieboy]

Apparently to rachel shanes ED was selfish and she REALLY regrets “suggesting” he has autism ??? And apparently he was going to go along with the coaches plan to say the kiss video was a joke and stay in hiding with ilya ????? she even said when she watched the show she was thinking ilya should consider svetlana ://///

I have NEVER seen an author talk about even their villainous characters this way and it gets to a point and im done being made to feel crazy now

Its very clear to me that she wasn’t expecting to have to fully deepen and flesh out a gay relationship besides Wattpad style smut and fetishisation. She regrets not just creating a straight romance to project herself onto the woman because she now has to actually see two men in a relationship as human and she can’t live through them personally and shes getting mad and petty at people wanting Shanes issues to be addressed and taken seriously

[realzombieboy]

Since I’ve been parents!hollanov brained today i need to say i am not a fan of the trope where people basically make their child and ilya act like Shane is a boring annoying nagger of the family and like… don’t respect him 😭😭

And i think we’re forgetting Ilya is a Russian dad. Its OK to make him actually act like a father and be strict sometimes

He would not take their child’s side and support them secretly drinking and vaping and staying up all night…. He is a PARENT. He would take that very seriously imo

[realzombieboy]

I love picturing hollanov as those rich parents with their nepo baby kids. In all the fancy clubs. Giving them money for the mall almost daily. Their kids the head of their school friend group, sleepovers hosted always at the rozanov-hollander house. Travelling lots with cheesy airport pic w their coffee and luggage

And no im not sorry i like to indulge

[realzombieboy]

Ilya growing up in and environment where he was the #1 pick for the draft but his father still had to humiliate him and call him lazy to peers. Told him off for drinking then gave him a drink. Brother hating him and seeing just a bank. His mothers death being labelled an accident and having to keep quiet about her (he found her body too)

Shane not having and EMOTIONAL support system and basically growing up to be a brand rather than a person, his authentic personality locked away, and being that person that while they are surrounded by people feel more alone than most. Undiagnosed autism and navigating an ED alone

And they both found each other and are married now unlearning all of this trauma and giving each other all the things they lacked

[realzombieboy]

Uh, that's not "western propaganda" that's actual Russian law. Russia made the anti-gay laws and enforces them, not anybody in "the west".

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Russian_anti-LGBTQ_law

Fuck Russia.

(And Слава Україні btw.) 🇺🇦🇪🇺

FREE UKRAINE !!! Of course. But that is nothing to do with my post

I purposely said i am not defending Russia nor do i even like the country…..I genuinely was just confused as to why people act like ilya was going to die and be killed. I stated it felt dramatised and American. I do not know all of Russian laws and I’m sorry if you saw my offhand post and took it this way

I am british < and greek < . European.

[realzombieboy]

I do see how the west has spread propaganda awfully because i really do wonder why they act like ilya would be shot and killed the second he steps on Russian soil and like shane even asking if hes ok would get him slimed in ep2 😭😭😭 !!NOT TO DEFEND THE COUNTRY OF COURSE!!

[realzombieboy]

See my vision please hollanov yuri

[realzombieboy]

Ilya having his near death experience and instantly thinking about seeing his mama again, but then remembering Shane, remembering he has someone who loves him in his life, a hope for a happy future and wanting to actually survive and fight

Love is love genuinely

[realzombieboy]

Shane shanebug i love you so much as an autistic person who unfortunately has to actually live this experience you forever have a defender in me… Rachel genuinely triggers me with her takes and writing sometimes (-_-) so i am so thankful you have Hudson Williams depicting you with care and fighting to humanise you

[realzombieboy]

Shameless plug…Please follow my twt i need heated rivalry mutual @/myunggiyume

I will be hollanov and hudcon posting there too now

[realzombieboy]

Ilya JUMPING at the chance to say “I’m taken” and “I’m married” before showing off his ring when on a night out

Finally getting use to a healthy MUTUAL love and wanting everyone to know

[realzombieboy]

Ilya really couldn’t stop doing small smiles during the couch scene man

[realzombieboy]

Shane is NOT perfect, he makes mistakes and has personality flaws and should not be babied 24/7

Ilya IS sometimes a shitty person without immediate reason and shouldn’t constantly be excused because of his past

We should all accept this and enjoy their nuanced character because that is the most fun and we need to stop dimmed them down to give everything explanations

[realzombieboy]

Heated Rivalry cornplate: Ilya double checking shane’s reaction after saying i hate you (playfully) after a few seconds of silence, probably anxious it could have come off harsh

[realzombieboy]

2 weeks with his boy. At a dreamy cottage. Just had a Blowjob and walks out to find he’s being cooked for….. i need to kill this man

[realzombieboy]

Anyone that doesn’t understand that Ilya is Shanes baby cannot read. Case closed.

[realzombieboy]

i get that ppl on twt live in their own reality and are often terrible, but why give them even more attention by bringing their drama here??

Hi ! Most of my posts are hollanov centred i have also said i kind of use this account to voice my random thoughts.

No twt users or actual drama has been brought on my page don’t worry