hi, i'm sydney! i'm a weird girl and this is my nsfw blog. i am strange and autistic and horny as fuck. if you don't like or understand me, that's completely fine. just be normal about it and move on or feel free to ask me questions in good faith
if you think my kinks/my posts on my Fetish Blog = my Genuine Thoughts With No Further Nuance just please fuck off
big kinks: transfem supremacy (highkey my religion), cisfem subordination, BREEDING!, intox, public, cnc, feeling like a test subject/lab rat/guinea pig (i kind of just have a fetish for viewing myself from a science/biology standpoint)
these are just my big ones but please approach me with anything you want as i just love sexuality and fetishes and kinks and even if im not into it personally! im like a sex anthropologist
prudes and losers DNI
tip jar https://ko-fi.com/sydneyroo
fansly https://fansly.com/kozykobold/
tags i use:
text #cow goes moo
selfies #my vessel<3
gender related thoughts #chameleon kobold babble
active excursions i live post #sydneyquest
longer form fantasy posts #kobold literature
anons(emojis are claimed after two asks!): 🐻, 🌌, 💜, ♟️, 🐺, ⛎
below will be more general info on me!
first off, thank you for being interested enough in me to read, no matter what you think about me i appreciate it. i wish you well. <3
my gender and sexuality, in short, is "all, but mostly c4t lesbian". it doesn't fit nicely into categories. i don't need or want it to. i find categorizing myself often misrepresents who i truly am. everything i do is my gender and sexuality because sex and intimacy is core to my being. i am chameleon therian and constantly shed my skin to rebuild who i am so to understand my gender you must understand me as a person. there is no shorthand because shorthanding it changes the definition to people based on their biases.
i am currently 26! i was born and raised in florida by a lesbian couple, so i do lowkey consider myself a Second Generation Queer. my moms work in theater so i have been surrounded by the queer community since birth. i am incredibly lucky to have the parents i do and never will take that for granted. however, being the only child of gay parents in my area growing up in the 2000s, i always recognized my need to be a perfect example. my moms never put this on me directly, but i always knew that if i was anything less than perfect either homophobes at school or the southern baptist side of my family would blame my upbringing. so i was always a very anxious child! my anxiety became even worse when i started to recognize the nuances of my gender when i was around 12. i came out to my moms when i was 13, i actually did initially come out as nonbinary (as we often tend to do to "soften the blow" as it were) and then began identifying as ftm. i left middle school to do a year of virtual school before going to high school completely stealth. got on HRT at 16 in sophomore year. many ppl in HS thought i was just a cis guy!
i also met my future wife around the end of high school. a friend a few years above me that i'd play splatoon and overwatch with ended up going to college with her so that's how we met. through overwatch. lol. i started visiting and being the cute lil high school boy who felt so cool with his cool sexy college girl friends HEHE
we didn't start officially dating until 2019 tho! we've been together for 7 years now and got legally married last year. i am so incredibly lucky to be with this woman. she has allowed me to explore myself in ways i didn't think i still needed to. she helped me realize how much of my anxiety came from external pressure so slowly but surely she's rly helped me ... exist as i am. i'm not translating myself through the society we live in anymore. i'm just doing whatever i want. i've been exploring my gender throughout our relationship. i am NOT "detrans" although i do indulge in the kink. i just am what i am! is that okay!?
amongst all that, last summer my wife got me pregnant. we were told for years by doctors our fertility would be fucked! thankfully, my wife helped with everything so i never felt super afraid. in fact, it emboldened me -- living out my breeding fetish like that was crazy and i want to do it more. of course, i'm not trying to carry anything to term any time soon. i'm just doing what i want with the things i have. i am an animal and do whatever i want with my body. and i'm happy that way. i work a minimum wage part time job and mostly live off of my wife. the least i can do for her is give her total autonomy over my body.
so yeah if you think of life as a linear stage by stage type thing and interpret my story as a cis girl who was confused you just don't get it i'm sorry. i regret nothing. as transgender people we have more insight than the majority of the world population because we have felt our brains dominated by both sex hormones. i think that's so beautiful and i enjoy that. hrt = enlightenment.
thank you for reading. i am happy to answer any questions asked in good faith. i love you!
Sydney is there a scientific reason why so many transmascs are gifted with the most ridiculous tits ever? (I hope talking about this doesn't bring up bad feelings for you btw) like almost every friend I've had that's AFAB and transitioned in a masc direction has, or used to have, like absolute baps. Hell not just friends, I met someone at an event who... holy fuck where do I begin. Tits obviously but like how do I describe them.
Massive,perfectly shaped, barely contained by a very obvious bra and low-cut blouse she was constantly adjusting... I felt like an absolute pig trying to keep my eyes off of them. And she introduced herself with a masculine sounding name. We exchanged maybe 5 sentences and I couldn't stop imagining her when I got home. Titfucking, mouth fucking, set on a platform stomach down so her tits and limbs hung over the sides, mouth at perfect height, all in public just for me with no one making a fuss.
Doesn't help that during the event she was playing guitar and her tits were smooshed up against it. The rest of her was smoking too but ughhhh TITS
The respectful gender politics leaving my body when I see cunts with big tits
-shy Aussie superior
Nah i think ur onto something bc i think a lot of transmascs tend to share my body shape as well...? my tits were never huge or anything tho. what is up with us transmascs having insanely visible indicators of fertility....
You forgot to tag the gang rape it/its pronouns ask of mine with my moniker.
That's ten spanks, thanking me and saying my name between each.
-shy... you say the rest.
EEP !! I sorry i fixed it!!! spank thank you shy aussie superior spank thank you shy aussie superior spank thank you 'w'; !! where would i be without real women helping me and pointing out my mistakes.... in the gutter or something! xp
immm 5'10 160lbs mid back length brown curly hair brown eyes a BIG nose a BIGASS forehead and a SHARP jawline i like to read and write. i make jewelry and stream to my one loyal follower WHAT DINOSAUR AM I !!!!!!!! 🥺
im going to say styracosaurus! i think their frills are very ornate so i think styra girls would get very creative and cool with wearing jewelry on them :3
Ooooh I would love to get your read on what dino you think I am!
Obvs im motherly but thats not as narrowing as we used to think! Uh what else... built for endurance not speed. Larger than the norm but not nearing any impressive size distinctions. Ok I think thats enough cuz I dont wanna railroad that interesting brain.
-ddm
oh easy i already had maiasaura in mind for you 💗 and ur notes only further validate that as the correct answer to me >:3
That post you reblogged about calling you 'it' while gang raping you with my friends had me going like 'heheh I did that'... not in real life unfortunately but in a fantasy. It was about a then-pre-transition cuntboy friend and the fantasy started with me leading him in to a lounge room by the arm and saying 'now (name's) pronouns are it/it's tonight' and then me and another transfem friend passed it between us, talking about it like we were asking each other to pass the salt. Mostly throat usage but I think there was spit roasting too. It was wearing a black sparkly dress with bare shoulders and my chest is burning just thinking about it.
Guh the thoughts I had about them were UNHOLY.
-shy Aussie superior
HOTTT Do this to me!! I would lvoe it!! I love being casted as a character in ones' unholy thoughts ;3 im so happy we can all objectify cunts here together 💗 as a cunt object it is validating.
fun fact for my friends who get sad when the cum leaks out: don’t worry!! Sperm cells immediately start traveling towards the cervix following ejaculation. Much of what leaks out when you get up after intercourse is the remaining seminal fluid. You’ll still get pregnant even if some drips out :)
I have 11 embarrassing secrets for you all to pry from my hands, and I'll give one up for every 15 notes on this post (excluding my own notes!) I'll give a freebie first as it's important context for a couple of the other ones, be sure to check the reblogs for more unlocked secrets:
I really like being forced to get off to censored porn. Being so denied that I don't even get to see nudity or sexual acts is insanely hot to me 😵💫
I once bought a JOI from a sex worker friend that was themed around findom, over the course of it I sent her about $150 dollars. Afterwards she sent me DMs mocking me for actually doing it.
She used her vtuber model in the video so I wasn't even getting off to her while she was naked or showing anything, just her face and her models voice 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫
Thats fine id be more intrested in biting you all over marking you up, feeling from you, drinking from you (if your not into vampire things that is)
Then inwould love to watch your wife just fuck you raw.
Of course I wouldn't be able to help myself, and It would turn into spitroasting you over and over again, and in the end you'd be drenched in girlcum, head to toe.
And you'd be such a fuxking hot mess too id bet.
*w* thissssss omg i love being spitroasted so so mich!! theres so many things to do with me cumming in my pussy is just one!!! and seeing my wife fuck me raw is quite a crazy sight anyways... i think my Superiors would love to see 🤭💗 she's good at demonstrating just how hard i like it and can take it!!!
we should convince her to do porn too lowkey like aside from just being off camera... hehe
