hi, i'm sydney! i'm a weird girl and this is my nsfw blog. i am strange and autistic and horny as fuck. if you don't like or understand me, that's completely fine. just be normal about it and move on or feel free to ask me questions in good faith
if you think my kinks/my posts on my Fetish Blog = my Genuine Thoughts With No Further Nuance just please fuck off
big kinks: transfem supremacy (highkey my religion), cisfem subordination, BREEDING!, intox, public, cnc, feeling like a test subject/lab rat/guinea pig (i kind of just have a fetish for viewing myself from a science/biology standpoint)
these are just my big ones but please approach me with anything you want as i just love sexuality and fetishes and kinks and even if im not into it personally! im like a sex anthropologist
prudes and losers DNI
tip jar https://ko-fi.com/sydneyroo
fansly https://fansly.com/kozykobold/
tags i use:
text #cow goes moo
selfies #my vessel<3
gender related thoughts #chameleon kobold babble
active excursions i live post #sydneyquest
longer form fantasy posts #kobold literature
anons(emojis are claimed after two asks!): 🐻, 🌌, 💜, ♟️, 🐺
below will be more general info on me!
first off, thank you for being interested enough in me to read, no matter what you think about me i appreciate it. i wish you well. <3
my gender and sexuality, in short, is "all, but mostly c4t lesbian". it doesn't fit nicely into categories. i don't need or want it to. i find categorizing myself often misrepresents who i truly am. everything i do is my gender and sexuality because sex and intimacy is core to my being. i am chameleon therian and constantly shed my skin to rebuild who i am so to understand my gender you must understand me as a person. there is no shorthand because shorthanding it changes the definition to people based on their biases.
i am currently 26! i was born and raised in florida by a lesbian couple, so i do lowkey consider myself a Second Generation Queer. my moms work in theater so i have been surrounded by the queer community since birth. i am incredibly lucky to have the parents i do and never will take that for granted. however, being the only child of gay parents in my area growing up in the 2000s, i always recognized my need to be a perfect example. my moms never put this on me directly, but i always knew that if i was anything less than perfect either homophobes at school or the southern baptist side of my family would blame my upbringing. so i was always a very anxious child! my anxiety became even worse when i started to recognize the nuances of my gender when i was around 12. i came out to my moms when i was 13, i actually did initially come out as nonbinary (as we often tend to do to "soften the blow" as it were) and then began identifying as ftm. i left middle school to do a year of virtual school before going to high school completely stealth. got on HRT at 16 in sophomore year. many ppl in HS thought i was just a cis guy!
i also met my future wife around the end of high school. a friend a few years above me that i'd play splatoon and overwatch with ended up going to college with her so that's how we met. through overwatch. lol. i started visiting and being the cute lil high school boy who felt so cool with his cool sexy college girl friends HEHE
we didn't start officially dating until 2019 tho! we've been together for 7 years now and got legally married last year. i am so incredibly lucky to be with this woman. she has allowed me to explore myself in ways i didn't think i still needed to. she helped me realize how much of my anxiety came from external pressure so slowly but surely she's rly helped me ... exist as i am. i'm not translating myself through the society we live in anymore. i'm just doing whatever i want. i've been exploring my gender throughout our relationship. i am NOT "detrans" although i do indulge in the kink. i just am what i am! is that okay!?
amongst all that, last summer my wife got me pregnant. we were told for years by doctors our fertility would be fucked! thankfully, my wife helped with everything so i never felt super afraid. in fact, it emboldened me -- living out my breeding fetish like that was crazy and i want to do it more. of course, i'm not trying to carry anything to term any time soon. i'm just doing what i want with the things i have. i am an animal and do whatever i want with my body. and i'm happy that way. i work a minimum wage part time job and mostly live off of my wife. the least i can do for her is give her total autonomy over my body.
so yeah if you think of life as a linear stage by stage type thing and interpret my story as a cis girl who was confused you just don't get it i'm sorry. i regret nothing. as transgender people we have more insight than the majority of the world population because we have felt our brains dominated by both sex hormones. i think that's so beautiful and i enjoy that. hrt = enlightenment.
thank you for reading. i am happy to answer any questions asked in good faith. i love you!
my dream partner is someone who has a carnal need to impregnate me. they want the hormonal ups and downs. the cries because its hard but its so worth it. the weight gain, the sensitive nipples, the huge belly. they can’t wait until i’m leaking and smell like milk.
“s’ not gross sweetheart, you smell taken. bred. smell like mine.” they’d say. when i whisper to them about my fear of getting too big for them, they’ll say they’ll work harder in the gym so they can carry me around. they dream of the day they’ll be able to press their nose into my breast and find it weeping of milk. milk for our sweet baby growing inside me.
they even want the little accidents i make. when the baby kicks my bladder out of nowhere and tears fill my eyes because i wasn’t able to hold it in. no, they wouldn’t look away in disgust. they’ll kiss my cheek and clean me up. tell me its just a little piss. but in the depths of the night, my flushed face and damp panties will keep them awake. keeps their core warm and needy. its because of how full they made me that i pissed myself- and god does that get them off.
they want everything that comes with not pulling out, they want everything that came after that positive pregnancy test. and after those nine months? they want everything. the happy and slightly cluttered with toys home. the baby socks mixed in with their laundry. the sleepless nights. the baby bottles drying at the sink. they want it all.
waddling, heavy bellied, arched back, and full tits. thats exactly what they need and thats exactly how they’ll keep me <3
i was supposed to get promoted at my job but apparently thats not happening anymore so i really need to start recording shit for my fansly cuz i cant with this place anymore!!! i was trying to use this promotion to buy more stuff for porn >_<
im not gonna tag this post i just need to vent because all of a sudden im getting psychically attacked at many angles
ko-fi and fansly in my bio and pinned if you have the means and would like to support me monetarily but please only do so if u know 100% that would be okay
Rape you, rape you, rape you...... I have noticed I get hornier after having spicy food...
rape you, rape you, rape you...... praise you, praise you praise, you, praise you ::3
from a horny shy british transfem♟️
little lab rat wonders if there is a link between spicy and horny.... spicy probably just Arouses the senses.... research must be carried ou-- ah!! oh no!! as im trying to write my hypothesis i got got!!! maybe i should sit down and write next time rather than just bend over my desk ....
*to the sound of my fakeboy pussy being pounded by girlcock* i love being a lesbian i love being a lesbian i love being a lesbian i love being lesbian iii lovveee nngh
Claim me by getting me pregnant. Either you could force it on me, grabbing me by my hips and roughly fucking into me as you pin me down and hit me for fighting back. Keeping me locked up and housebound so I can't escape you, being bred again and again so I'm stuck being your housewife forever. Or you could do it without my knowledge, slipping inside me while I sleep so I'm made go watch myself grow softer and rounder with your babies and not have any idea what's happening until it's too late. Keep me docile with gifts and drugs until I'm too dumb and obedient to ever notice that you never pull out anymore. I'm so stupid and so fertile and you can't help it if my cunt is the perfect place for you to keep your cock 💗
Monster anon here, might definitely send some of my fantasies or tastes....try to really empower that sensation but I don't have the time right now. I should claim an emote right? I don't actually know how to do that on tumblr so just copying an emote from another website
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yes please!!! let me be a stock character in any of your primal fantasies; begging you to do this and that to me, whatever you want to me. i specifically want to be your helpless prey and i'm the gross pervert for liking and wanting this any time you worry about how it theoretically looks when youre doing xyz to me dont worry about it just think about how much i clearly am into it and go harder bc u remember how gross i am
even if i as a real person am not into xyz remember that ultimately: it just turns me on to be in your head doing what you want me to do !! im everyone's mental lab rat !! your imaginary friend* with benefits!!
*friend implies more personhood than i want to express but i am using it for the sake of the term. i am more like an imaginary kobold fuckpuppet
heya pretty thing ;) been thinkin' aboutcha while walking around a tourist city today. how ya been? i don't have any super fun sexy thoughts, but i wanted to check in and letcha know you were my.... ahem, material, this morning, to get myself off <3 you've been serving superiors even unknowingly, ain't you a good girl?
- cowgirl
hope you've been having fun in the city! :D and thank you for taking me with you then <3
it makes me soooo happy and horny thinking about being used by my Superiors whether i know it or not ....... its all ive ever wanted and more truly <3 its the least i can do lliterally hehehe
i just love to be a good girl for my Superiors n_n
