She started her star chart!
Once she accepts you as having the authority to award gold stars with the promise of ice cream, scented candles, or rock shopping once she earns 7, you're really 100% a mommy, right?
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She started her star chart!
Once she accepts you as having the authority to award gold stars with the promise of ice cream, scented candles, or rock shopping once she earns 7, you're really 100% a mommy, right?
Looking for gold star chart template
Anyone have a good template for a chart my princess can use to collect her gold stars for being so very sweet, helpful, and princessy?
of course you don't like it yet. you haven't had any practice liking it. some things are easy to like, and some things take lots of hard work. just think of how proud you'll be of yourself once you finally figure out how to enjoy it.
torn between saying this verbatim to my princess vs clutching her tighter to protect her from people who want to say this, lol
Milestone
I think I've hit a new milestone with my middle- she asked me to tie her shoes for her yesterday! -melts-
When do I stop wanting to hold her?
On today's installment of "becoming a mommydomme", our protagonist reads through perverted fics that used to thrill her as she imagined being subjected to the acts depicted therein. She is suddenly aware that her overriding impulse is not to be controlled by these people, but to hold her princess on her lap and rock her to sleep before she even finds out the world contains such people.
I would buy a straight jacket just to put a girl in it, and hold her in my lap during a party, and give her drink of something sweet through a straw and feed her snacks, and pet her, and then once people have left, let her out and praise her for doing such a good job while bound and I’m so thankful for her
oh someday i'm going to give my princess a day where she doesn't have to do anything, just like this!
She's fun to tease
It's cold enough that I am starting to enforce a bedtime dress code more often for my middle. Pink footies and sometimes even a swaddle! She is SO cute, and she's got a really good attitude about having a Mutti now, and she even likes being all swaddled. She's got an absolutely killer little smile!
But she has noticed a problem- she told me last night that she really doesn't like having to take her pjs off to go potty. Cue me smirking my most devilish "Mutti knows best" smirk and pondering aloud what we could do to fix that awful little problem. (She knows I have a not-so-secret wish to diaper her and regress her further). She shut her pretty blue eyes and started whimpering "nooooooooo" and I think she may have actually done the "hide from Mutti in Mutti's chest" thing a little bit. So precious.
Anyway I have something new to suggest to her probation officer :)
The thing about the "hypocrisy" of conservatives bleating about "pedophiles" but supporting Trump is that to a lot of conservatives, the definition of "pedophilia" is "that which supports young people's autonomy or individuation from their parents/authority."
That's why a children's book that says "Be yourself! Everyone is different! You don't have to fit in!" is "pedophilia," but Trump raping a 13 year old girl isn't -- it was done to her against her will, so it didn't facilitate her dangerous autonomy. That's fine. Like child marriage -- it's perfectly fine, because the parents force it on the children. Parental authority is preserved.
A point my partner has made is that discussions of historical or cross/cultural variations in "age of majority" really underestimate the depth of patriarchy. "At what age is a girl considered a woman?" presupposes that a woman can ever meaningfully be considered an adult, which, in many forms of patriarchy, she really can't.
In the broadly liberal tradition, "children" are, broadly, defined as a class of people denied bodily autonomy and civic rights, but spared from the responsibilities of hard labor and harsh punishment; while "adults" are defined as a class granted bodily autonomy and civic rights, but subject to hard labor and harsh punishment. Which is why ageists (and ableists who infantilize disabled people throughout the lifespan, sexists who infantilize women throughout the lifespan, etc) think they have a real gotcha with "Well if you think young people (disabled people, women, etc) should have bodily autonomy and civic rights, then they have to have jobs! And go to prison! Or else you're Having It Both Ways!"
But many patriarchal authoritarians have never accepted this vague and never-actually-evenly-applied liberal construct in the first place. Everyone should be subject to hard labor and harsh punishment, and no one should have civic rights or bodily autonomy. Everyone should be subject to the authority of the patriarchal order. There is no "contradiction" between "a 14 year old should be married and a 24 year old should not be allowed to transition." They aren't saying that a 14 year old is "old enough/mature enough to decide for herself" whether to get married; and they're not really saying that a 24 year old is "too young/too immature" to transition. Marriage is an obligation and gender conformity is an obligation. Hard labor is an obligation and obedience is an obligation. The concept of being a "child entitled to protection, safety, and support" does not exist, and neither does the concept of being an "adult entitled to autonomy, self-determination, and political representation." They aren't even going to understand "If a 14 year old can be tried as an adult and go to prison, why can't they vote?" as a question. Everyone should be subject to prison and no one should vote. Life is about obligation and obedience, and age has very little to do with it.
Confirmation Bias
Not me browsing for Tumblr nonsense exhaustively researched and peer reviewed studies to show my middle that it's scientifically proven she should still be nursing at 27 and that it would be the best thing for her health if she would just lie into my arms and suckle Mutti's great big breasts like a good girl, k?
"Stockholm syndrome isn't real" people when I hold her in my arms (she is tied up so she can't attack me) and coo so soft and sweetly and lovingly spoon more of my homemade meals into her mouth until eventually she falls in love with me and starts to realize the restraints are for her own good:
Hands and ankles cuffed together. Paci gagged, diaper, onesie. The chains on the cuffs connect to the collar connects to the leash connects to the bedframe. I rest, secure in the knowledge that you want me bad enough to make sure I can’t leave. To make sure I’m comfortable in this prison for as long as you want me here. I relax, my mind stretching lazily like a cat while my body is restricted. I am, I am, I am. There is no other option but to be. No room for worries when there’s no room for choices, no room for mistakes.
I’m curled, my head in your lap, occasionally nuzzling in when your hand comes to run through my hair and down my back. You read, and my mind is too fuzzy to even make out the words on the cover. My eyelids are heavy, my body is heavy, weighed down. It feels like I could float in this space forever.
There is no performance, no expectations, no image to maintain. Whether I struggle or lean into the bonds, I’m still here and for that you shine that gaze on me, intense and affectionate. Whether you’re hurting me or caressing, praising or demeaning. How would I ever want to be a person, an equal, a peer, when it’s so easy, so right, to simply and only be Yours? I can’t move, can’t talk, can’t wriggle out from under the weight of your control. I can only be Yours.
Mommy gave me a new rule...
No sounding like a grown up at home.
When I start talking normally, she gently shushes me and calmly waits for me to understand.
I'm only allowed to talk like a baby.
Only simple words, only if the more difficult letters are slurred, making me think hard before I can say anything complicated.
"I love you" is "I wuv you" from now on.
Sometimes I just give up and babble and point instead.
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I cling to her desperately as we walk back inside. She smiles and looks down at me.
"What's wrong, little one?" she asks.
"I didn't wanna leave you," I whine.
"Hmm, 'leave' is a bit too big for you, isn't it?" she says thoughtfully.
I blush and fidget, looking down at my feet. "Didn't wanna weaf you, Mommy," I say softly.
"Good girl."
She ruffles my hair.
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"Maybe we need to make it only one syllable words," she says one day.
I look at her, my eyes wide. My mind races to try to find an excuse, any way to preserve what little maturity I can.
"Buh buh...wanna be able ta say Mommy!" I whine, toddling over and hugging her for added effect.
She smiles with a gentle cruelty, hugging me back. "We'll let you keep 'Mama,' then. You can try a little harder for your most important word."
I sniffle a little, holding back a sob.
"Fank you, Mama," I whisper. And despite everything, I mean it.
...Should I have curtsied, if I could have?
Bizarre crossover between work and my kink life where, after two weeks of hobbling bent over with a back injury, I can start standing up again. Cue everyone cooing over how well I'm walking! This is going to be a strange week, especially since I'm now more a Mommy
Shopping for my middle
Does anyone have ideas where to find cute outfits for a "middle"? Size 12, 5'11", and very princessy?
Surprising change
So, is this really how it works? 28 years of obsessing over the idea of being forcibly treated like a baby, feeling guilty about everything, and desperate to be controlled so you can feel good without it being your fault, 28 years ashamed and hoping to find the right caregiver to belong to?
And then you suddenly meet a woman and the switch flips. I think... I think I'm a Mommy now? I mean, she's clearly a princess, makes the world better just be being in it WHICH IS THE DEFINITION OF PRINCESS, she's an artist, she's got such scary things happening to her and all I can think about is holding her so the monsters don't get her.
She's resting in the next room. I've been tucking her into bed every night for the last 2 weeks and I think it is the finest thing I've ever done.
I love control. Every single sexual fantasy I have involves me taking control away from someone. I love it in so many different forms but for me there is one way that seems the most intense, most charged, most powerful. And that is ageplay. I would love to explain why.
Note: I will be using kiddo here but the implication that kiddo is at an age where they are universally agreed that they are capable of consent (in my opinion, at least 18 years old)
I think that making someone act like a child is the most controlling thing you can do. Other forms of bdsm denies the sub of things, autonomy, sexual freedom, rights, etc... but in ageplay I think the focus is on permission. When you have a kiddo, they are your responsibility. It is not about what has been taken away from them but more about what they are allowed to have. Because after all you are the responsible adult who knows best.
It hits harder because you are regressing them to position of power they have already been in. Everyone has been a child, everyone has had to rely on someone that was responsible for them. And they eventually grew and put themselves in a situation where they are independent and self sustaining. When I take that away from someone I am saying "I am taking away all of the lessons, the work, the time, the effort it took to get you where you are. I like you better when you are reliant on me"
It is only sexual when I decide it is. If I ever had the wonderful opportunity to daddy you, you would learn that it is not just constant teasing or foreplay. A diaper takes time to get wet, you need to be fed, you will find yourself in a situation where you are doing exactly what I want, and that thing may be playing a child appropriate board game at the table together. I find sex to be a collaboration, but one that I lead. You will find yourself in a spot where no matter how horny you are, or how sexy you try to make yourself look, I have full control over when and where the foreplay starts and stops. And that is intoxicating
going full toddler: part 3: so icky
Steve gave Marie’s puffy bottom one last pat before standing up, ruffling her hair as he moved toward the kitchen. “Daddy’s going to make lunch, princess,” he announced, already rolling up his sleeves. “You be good and play while I cook, okay?”
Marie nodded, still nursing from her fresh bottle, the slightly sweet taste of the special juice mix lingering on her tongue. She didn’t know exactly what Daddy had added to it, but she had a feeling she’d be finding out before long.
She squirmed a little, her warm, squishy diaper pressing against her with every tiny movement and Daddy had left her like that on purpose.
But he’d change her soon… right?
Marie sighed softly, settling back into her playpen. She picked up her bunny again, absently rubbing its soft ears against her cheek as she looked over her little collection of toys. The pastel blocks were still scattered from earlier, and after a moment of hesitation, she grabbed one and started stacking again.
At first, she tried not to peek at Daddy.
She really did.
But every so often, her eyes drifted toward the kitchen, where Steve was moving around with practiced ease, grabbing pots, stirring things on the stove, humming softly under his breath.
And then he caught her staring.
Marie squeaked and quickly ducked her head, pretending to be totally focused on her blocks.
But she wasn’t fast enough.
Steve smirked from across the room, his gaze warm, knowing, adoring. He didn’t say anything just gave her a look, one that made her tummy flutter and her face burn.
It was the kind of look that told her he knew exactly what she was thinking.
She whimpered softly behind her bottle and squirmed in her soggy diaper, feeling small and silly and warm all at once.
Steve chuckled but let her be, turning back to his cooking.
Marie tried to focus on her toys again, and the more she played, the smaller she felt. She lost herself in the simple joy of stacking and knocking things down, occasionally giggling softly when the blocks tumbled over.
Every so often, she’d glance back toward the kitchen—only to catch Steve looking at her again.
And every time, his expression was the same.
Steve’s expression was one of love and adoration, his eyes practically glowing with it whenever he looked at her. But there was something else in his gaze too—a hint of waiting.
Marie wasn’t sure what he was waiting for.
She fidgeted in her playpen, absently stroking her bunny’s ear between her fingers. The warmth of her soggy diaper was still noticeable, hugging her bottom in a way that made her feel hyper-aware of just how little she was. But there was something comforting about it too—the way Daddy had checked her, acknowledged it, and then just let her be.
Like it was normal.
Like she was supposed to be like this.
That thought sent a deep flush to her cheeks, and she quickly grabbed another block, stacking it carefully atop the others. Her pigtails bounced as she shifted her weight, her legs splaying out as she leaned forward, focusing intently on her tiny masterpiece. The plush blocks were soft beneath her fingertips, the pastel colors almost soothing as she built her little tower, block by block.
Marie giggled when the stack tipped over, tumbling in a small heap in front of her. Without hesitation, she started again, grabbing a new block and placing it at the base.
She was so lost in her play that at first, she didn’t notice it.
The gentle gurgling in her tummy.
At first, it was subtle. A soft little roll, an almost pleasant sensation deep in her belly. She barely paid attention to it, more focused on stacking her blocks higher, her little tongue peeking out in concentration as she carefully placed another piece on top.
And then… the sensation grew stronger.
Marie froze mid-movement.
A slow, deep warmth settled low in her belly, spreading outward in gentle waves. It wasn’t painful—just… different. A pressure that wasn’t quite insistent yet, but undeniable. Her eyes flicked up instinctively, landing on Steve in the kitchen. He was still moving around, still cooking, still watching her with that same expectant look.
Like he knew.
Marie’s stomach flipped for an entirely different reason.
Her heart thudded in her chest as she swallowed thickly, shifting a little in her playpen. The thick bulk between her legs crinkled as she adjusted, but it only made her more aware of what was happening. Of what she might have to do. Of what she had told Daddy she was curious about.
Months ago.
She had confessed it in a hushed voice, barely above a whisper, while curled up in Steve’s arms one night. She had told him that she’d wondered about it—that she’d thought about it before, about using her diaper for everything.
And he had listened.
He hadn’t teased. Hadn’t laughed. He had just held her closer, rubbed her back, and told her that one day, when she was ready, she wouldn’t have to think about it anymore. That it would just happen. That she would just let go.
But… was this that moment?
Marie’s cheeks burned as her fingers tightened around the edge of her bunny. Had Daddy given her something to make this happen? Was that why she had been so thirsty? Or… or was it just because she felt so small?
She wriggled a little, trying to distract herself, reaching for another block and pretending to focus on it instead. She stacked it neatly, her pigtails swaying as she moved, but her belly had other ideas.
A small cramp rolled through her, stronger this time.
Marie sucked in a soft breath, her thighs pressing together instinctively. Her toes curled slightly, her body tense. The pressure was more insistent now, sitting low in her tummy, warm and ready.
Her fingers trembled slightly around her block. This was happening.
Unless she stopped it.
She hesitated—just for a moment—before blurting out the words before she could stop herself.
“D-Daddy?”
Steve glanced up from the kitchen immediately, his eyes locking onto hers. “Yes, princess?”
Marie squirmed, her cheeks burning, her fingers gripping her bunny so tightly that the soft fabric bunched under her hands.
“Can I… um…” She gulped, suddenly feeling very, very little.
Steve raised an eyebrow, stepping closer. “Can you what, sweetheart?”
Marie sucked in another breath, her tummy gurgling again, sending another slow, heavy wave of pressure through her. She knew what she needed to do.
But she wasn’t sure she could.
“Can I go potty?” she whispered, barely audible.
Steve stopped.
For a moment, he just looked at her. Then, very deliberately, he tilted his head.
Marie’s stomach flipped at the expression he gave her next—soft, patient… but completely unyielding.
“Oh, baby,” he said smoothly, stepping closer. “Where are you sitting right now?”
Marie’s face flamed. She knew what he meant.
But still, she mumbled, “M-My playpen…”
Steve nodded. “And what’s my little girl wearing?”
She swallowed hard, squirming. “A… a diaper…”
His eyes twinkled.
“Exactly,” he praised, reaching in to cup her cheek, stroking it gently with his thumb. “So, princess… why would you need to go potty?”
Marie felt so small under his touch, her heart pounding, her tummy still churning with slow, insistent pressure. Her legs pressed together on instinct, but Steve’s hand was right there, sliding down to her knee, gently easing them apart.
“You don’t need to go anywhere,” he murmured, his voice warm but firm. “You just let go, sweetheart. That’s what your Pampers are for.”
Marie let out a tiny, high-pitched whimper. “B-But Daddy—”
“No buts,” Steve interrupted, brushing his lips against her forehead. “You wanted to know what it felt like, didn’t you?”
She had. Months ago, she had.
But now that it was happening, she wasn’t sure.
Her tummy tightened again, her body practically begging her to just do it. But her mind… her mind was racing.
Steve cupped her cheek again, forcing her gaze to meet his. His expression was so gentle. So knowing.
“It’s okay, baby,” he whispered, his voice soothing. “You don’t have to hold it anymore. Just be a good girl for Daddy.”
Marie whimpered softly, feeling herself tremble. She could feel it—right there. Ready to happen. She squeezed her bunny, clenching her thighs just for a moment longer.
Could she really… just do it?
Steve gave her bottom a firm, reassuring pat, rubbing slow circles over the thick bulk of her diaper. “That’s my girl,” he murmured. “Just let it happen.”
Marie whimpered again. Her tummy churned.
And then…
She took a slow, shaky breath.
And stopped trying to hold it.
Marie’s breath hitched as she squeezed her bunny tighter, her fingers gripping the soft fabric like a lifeline. Her tummy gurgled again, a slow, rolling pressure that made her shiver. She couldn’t fight it anymore—not with Daddy right there, not with his warm, patient voice guiding her.
Her legs trembled as she hesitated for a split second longer, clenching her thighs before finally… releasing.
A deep warmth bloomed low in her belly, spreading downward in slow, deliberate waves. She gasped softly as her body took over, instinct giving way to something deeper, something far beyond her control. The thick padding beneath her swelled with warmth, hugging her snugly, accommodating every slow, inevitable push. She whimpered, her cheeks burning hotter than ever as the mushy sensation spread, pressing against her as she filled her diaper right there in her playpen.
She hadn’t even realized she was whimpering until Steve’s voice broke through, gentle and full of praise. “That’s my good girl,” he murmured, brushing her bangs back from her damp forehead. “Such a good little princess, just letting go like she’s supposed to.”
Marie whimpered, her body still tingling from the experience. The sheer helplessness of it, the warmth cradling her, the way she could feel every shift, every squish as she settled slightly—everything was so much more intense than she’d expected. Her mind swirled with emotions, hot and messy, just like her diaper. She had wanted this. She had asked for this. And yet…
She felt so little. So vulnerable.
And so, so icky.
A sniffle escaped her before she could stop it. The heat of shame mixed with the lingering flush of arousal, her emotions tangled in a way she couldn’t quite understand. “Daddy…” she whimpered, shifting slightly, her mushy diaper pressing into her in a way that made her eyes go wide with a fresh wave of embarrassment.
Steve’s hand was on her instantly, warm and grounding as he cupped her cheek. “Shh, baby, I’ve got you.” His voice was all comfort, all reassurance, but Marie still squirmed, her lip wobbling.
“I—It’s so yucky,” she whimpered, pressing her face into his palm.
Steve chuckled, completely unfazed, rubbing slow, soothing circles against her back. “I know, sweetheart. But that’s what Daddy’s here for, isn’t he? To take care of his little girl?”
Marie nodded, but the sting of embarrassment remained. The warmth in her diaper was starting to cool, the heavy, sticky feeling making her squirm even more. “It’s so messy,” she whispered, voice thick with emotion.
Steve’s smile softened as he reached down, slipping a hand under her bottom, palm pressing firmly against the full, squishy bulk of her diaper as he scooped her up into his arms.
Marie gasped, a fresh wave of humiliation crashing over her as she felt the mess shift, pressing against her even more as Steve lifted her effortlessly. She whimpered, curling into him, her small hands gripping his shirt tightly. “D-Daddy…”
“Oh, princess,” Steve cooed, rubbing her back as he bounced her slightly, making her feel every little squish. “It’s okay. Daddy’s got you.”
She sniffled again, feeling overwhelmed as he carried her toward the changing table. Every step made her hyper-aware of the state of her diaper, the way the full padding pressed and squished against her with each movement. She buried her face in his neck, her breath warm against his skin as she fought back another sniffle.
Steve laid her down gently, his touch careful as he set her on the padded surface without squishing her too much. Marie’s breath hitched as she stared up at him, her emotions swirling.
“Alright, sweetheart,” Steve murmured, grabbing the wipes and fresh diaper from the shelf. “Let’s get my messy girl all clean.”
Marie bit her lip as he popped open the tapes of her swollen diaper, the cool air hitting her skin immediately. And then—then the smell hit her.
Her face burned hotter than ever as she realized just how strong it was now that the diaper was open. She clenched her fists, looking away in pure shame. “D-Daddy…”
Steve, however, didn’t even flinch. He just chuckled, wrinkling his nose playfully. “Whew, baby girl, you really did make a big mess, huh?”
Marie whimpered, her hands flying up to cover her face. “It’s so stinky…” she whispered, her voice barely audible.
Steve’s warm, reassuring touch was back in an instant. “Of course it is, sweetheart,” he said cheerfully, grabbing a wipe and starting to clean her up with practiced ease. “That’s what happens when little girls go poopy in their diapers. But that’s why Daddy’s here, remember? To clean up his princess and make everything all fresh again.”
Marie peeked at him through her fingers, her heart twisting. How could he be so unfazed? She was lying here in the stinkiest, messiest diaper she’d ever had, and he was still smiling at her like she was the most precious thing in the world.
Tears pricked her eyes, but this time, they weren’t from shame.
Steve worked quickly, wiping her down with gentle care, humming softly as he made sure every inch of her was clean. “There we go,” he said as he slid the used diaper away, balling it up neatly before grabbing the fresh, pastel-printed unicorn diaper she loved so much. “Almost done, princess.”
Marie sniffled as he lifted her legs, sliding the thick new diaper beneath her before dusting her with sweet-smelling powder. The familiar scent was comforting, grounding. As Steve taped up the fresh diaper snugly around her, she felt… safe.
Loved.
By the time he was done, the overwhelming emotions she had been holding in finally spilled over. With a soft, shuddery breath, she reached for Steve, her lip wobbling. “D-Daddy…”
He was there instantly, pulling her into his arms, cradling her close. “Shh, baby,” he murmured, rocking her gently. “I’ve got you.”
Marie clung to him, fresh tears spilling over as she buried her face in his chest. “I—I don’t know why I’m crying…” she hiccupped, overwhelmed by everything—by the release, the mess, the shame, the care, the love.
Steve just held her tighter, rubbing her back in slow, soothing circles. “It’s okay, princess,” he whispered. “Sometimes little ones have big feelings. That’s what Daddy’s also here for—to hold you through them.”
Marie sniffled again, curling into him, her new diaper soft and crinkly around her waist. “I love you, Daddy,” she whispered.
Steve kissed the top of her head, squeezing her just a little tighter. “I love you too, baby girl. Always.”