requests are currently: open for headcanons and music matches
if you're interested in sending a request please include what character/s you are looking to see along with a prompt, this can be as simple as a word or as long as you'd like (keeping in mind i would appreciate a little creative wiggle room).
sending your own headcanons is also greatly appreciated, i love to hear what other people think of the characters.
accepted characters:
- V1
- V2
- Archangel Gabriel
- Minos Prime
- The Ferryman
in the case of V1 and V2 if there is a preferred set of pronouns for them please mention that in the request, elsewise i tend to use they/them for them.
my posts are best viewed directly on my page
Hello! I'd like to ask for a music match please :)
My pronouns are they/him (he/him preferred atm), I'd like to get matched for Gabriel (I headcanon him as trans, and that he's insecure about his face a little bit so he wears the helmet! I think it's lovely)
I... Don't entirely know where to start. On the positive, I'm a big fan of music, I love art, I looooove machines. I really wish I was one; the kind of vibes I would give would be immaculate.
I'm big into like, either the most sopping wet pathetic men imaginable, or women who could probably like, crush my skull or something. Don't know why.
On the negative, I've got DID (two alters but they almost never show up), really bad memory loss & migraines, and a complete lack of understanding of myself. Each new day is like learning I'm a different person all over again, and I kind of mold to the people around me, but this is getting better with help.
Additionally, I'm very insecure and I've got a bit of a savior complex. I love dark themes in media, but need a happy ending or I'll cry. I need a good amount of validation or I'll totally fall apart (once again, also getting better with help!!!), but I'm very open & communicative about my needs and willing to negotiate things with people.
I love music with themes of rebellion and attitude, and I love a good story about sticking it to the man and going your own way. In media, I've always loved seeing stories of tragic heroes falling at their own hands but being swept up by someone stronger and sturdier than them, even if it's just for the moment. I've seen myself in the weak one, and I've always wanted to be the strong one.
I've always wanted to save someone from the same situation I was in when I was young, and that's carried onto my adult life. I think this carries into my taste of music and partners; I can't handle anything too happy, or it feels fake. There are very few people who I comfortable with being overly positive towards me.
My life is almost defined by labels. Without them, I would feel lost. I wouldn't be able to just point to a section of the DSM-V and go "oh, right there, that's me."
Silly note, I am mad autistic and start crazy stimming and squealing whenever I hear either a honking bicycle horn, or the KLING of a coin as it's being flipped. I also like to gnaw on things, I'm the guard dog of my friends, and I constantly flip between insanely high-energy and insanely low-energy.
Gen really sorry if this is wonky or too much at all, I'm not good with these... Tysm :))) Also, I'm an INFP-T and an Aries, if either of those help!!!
- TT
โซโช.ฤฑlฤฑlฤฑll Gabriel Music Match llฤฑlฤฑlฤฑ.โซโช
1. Remember My Name - Mitski
a song about feeling valued for what you give others and feelings of inadequacy both past and present. i feel both you and Gabriel would connect over this. for him, his entire creation and purpose was centred around his service to heaven, the council and ultimately the Father. losing this along with his trust in the council and the belief in his creator would undoubtably leave him with questions about his own worth now he was unwilling/unable to fulfill his duties. for what is the fate of an angel scorned by Heaven?
"just how many stars will i need to hang around me
to finally call it heaven?"
2. Til We Run Out Of Air - Hatchie
a song for the saviour complex in you. ultimately about hope after dark times, this is sure to prompt a happy daydream/scenario or two. this song also has parts alluding to self worth issues, which as previously mentioned could be applicable to either of you. true connection and compassion untied to his performance of his duties or role in Heaven is something Gabriel is truly unfamiliar with, but now he has you. you're here for the ups and downs, not keen to give up on him so quickly.
"to spend your whole life as your enemy
such a crime"
3. Lovesong - The Cure
seeing Gabriel struggle with emotions/feelings you similarly have delt with, you recognise and empathise with him in a way that was never provided for him before. i feel this song could apply both ways, your love and care give him the motivation to continue to find his own purpose and worth, and for you he would provide the same compassion in return. as you mentioned appreciating validation the repeated admissions of love could once again go both ways, depending on how you feel at the it might help to imagine this is him talking to you, or you to him.
"whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am whole again"
i apologise for the lack of overtly punk/rebellious music, however finding songs that were about a relationship in some way that fit that theme and weren't about unhealthy dynamics was very difficult. that being said i hope you like what i came up with, and if you want an additional 3 songs please feel free to send in another request. also apologies again if i sound clinical/uncaring when i speak about insecurity or similar negative self ideals/perceptions, i'm being direct about what i see patterns/connections with. thank you for reading
Hello!, I've been reading your works and i love how you depict each character, anddd I have a request for V1, V2, and Gabriel!
How would they handle a reader who is a bit more rough love (i.e; light punches, gentle shoves, snarky words but an undertone of 'hey i love you'), and tend to be a little more defensive, reason for it being.. anything you want it to be :D
Also if its okay, could this be a 'read as platonic or romantic'?
V1
- it would take them a while to recognise your actions as affectionate, and would probably result in a bruise or two on your end (you tried punching a war machine, if anything that's your fault)
- half of your snarky comments are going to be met by blank stares. while this isn't particularly productive for conversations, they like fucking with you in their own way. you never know if they are offended or if your joke flopped (it's neither, they're a little shit and abuse the fact they don't have facial features)
- their genuine reaction to said comments is indifference, they aren't usually the type to be spurred on by words. if you say something with especially poor timing the most they are likely to do is to turn and give you a full body 'did you actually just say that' look
- sparring will most likely become a common activity. it gives you a way to express affection in a way you're used to while giving V1 a chance to work on using only as much force as necessary. no weapons are involved on their end, but you would be free to use anything besides a gun (unless you're willing to be a blood donor)
- while they were never designed with conflict management in mind (at least not the kind that doesn't involve bulllets) they aren't too bad at it. they will quickly recognise that you get defensive and give you space during conflict. quality time is usually how they comfort you, and if you're feeling particularly defensive and insecure they will offer a sparring session. they would never usually rig a fight in your favour, but giving you a few more chances to hit them usually helps cheer you up
- after some time of them getting used to it rough contact will be returned, with less force to account for your squishy exterior. on the odd chance they shove you too hard or use too much force their wings will droop in an apology, that or they will give you a free shot to shove them as hard as you want
- while they don't care as much about your defensiveness as some others might, it will still prompt conflict at times. if your ego or insecurity is keeping you from resolving conflict they won't give you a pass. they aren't entirely immune to negative comments, if you end up crossing a line or refusing to admit and accept your mistakes they will distance themself until you apologise
V2
- they would probably match your energy, if not take it as a sign you want to spar. such aggresive physical contact is endearing to them, you could hardly hurt them even if you wanted to, so feel free to go all out
- i imagine surprise roughhousing would soon become commonplace, you full on tackling them out of nowhere with a "think fast". it's all fun and games until they do it to you, expect a couple bruises after that
- any half-hearted snarky comments would be met with playful glares or a shove in return. despite theirโat timesโstaggering ego, they arenโt particularly bothered by snide remarks, serious or not
- the both of you would have a very similar way of expressing affection for eachother. while others would look on with mild shock as the both of you do your best middleschool bully impersonations, the both of you understand what lines you can and cannot cross
- this would, however, backfire slightly in regards to emotional vulnerability and conflict. V2 can come off as cold or insensitive at the best of times, this is only worsened when one or the both of you are upset. they aren't particularly equipped for comfort, it will take a lot of effort on both of your parts to work through this, especiallly on V2's half
- on a serious and slightly less healthy note, V2 would take advantage of your defensiveness. they know how to prod at you to provoke you. while they would normally have no reason to do so, i imagine if they are particularly annoyed at you they would fall back onto purposefully provoking you
- similarly, apologies of any kind are going to be rare. a lot of your conflict resolution is going to boil down to leaving eachother alone for a while, before coming around again with an "are we cool?"
Gabriel
- it would take him by surprise at first. he isn't used to super casual interactions with other people yet alone anything boisterous. this will probably lead to a few miscommunications โ him taking a few snarky comments as genuine insults. while he would come to understand this is how you express comfortability and closeness, he probably won't mimic or play along
- even when he knows you don't really mean it, snarky comments will prompt dramatic reactions. such reactions will often be followed by a pause as he realises you weren't serious. he's embarrased every time he misses the joke, but a flustered Gabriel was most likely your goal anyway
- the one time he tried to copy your behaviour he accidentaly punched you with much more force than he intended. you received one big ass bruise and a myriad of apologies afterwards
- he will eventually become used to your behaviour - well, most of it. i doubt he'd ever get entirely used to that type of physical contact (light or not); he will always jump slightly if you shove or lightly punch him. he isn't scared or angered by any means, merely confused and slightly annoyed. he might understand your reasoning, but it just isn't how he acts, and as such there is always a level of disconnect
- he would inevitably clash with your defensive reactions. he has a strong sense of justice and gets especially angered by lying in any form - white lies included. if you don't own up to your faults or mistakes he will be blunt about his disapproval. he won't let you get away with trying to save your ego, he'll expect you to fully apologise for any disrespectful behaviour, wether you see it as disrespectful or not
- unlike the others he will eventually prompt you to explain why you act defensive. he wants to know it isn't prompted by anything he is doing. he wants you to feel comfortable with him, both physically and emotionally. he's happy to help you work on it, but most of the effort will still need to be on your end
thank you very much for the request. as usual requests are always open - i'm thinking i might open up slots for short stories as well - but in the meantime i will take headcanons and music matches. thanks for reading
"stop fussing and sit still, you're making this harder for yourself" you chide. the bisected joint in her arm socket half heartedly twitches as you pull more scrap metal from around the wound. her head stays held high in some attempt at retaining her dignity, as though being covered in her own blood and guts was so different to the gore she tore out of other machines. as you pry out an especially jagged piece of metal you hear the whirring of her remaining arm tense, the slight flexing of her wings giving away the uncomfortability of the situation. you give her an apologetic smile, placing the piece into the growing pile.
she hops up off the floor while you are turned, slowly walking across the room towards her workbench. she had already begun planning a new arm, youโd had to all but wrestle her to clean the still very open wound. welding could wait for a few moments, you suspected there was another reason she was avoiding care.
you approach slowly, but she can sense you moving the second you start to get up. the closer you get the more she seems to curl into herself, wings drooping and scraping against each other. the sound is grating to your ears, but you donโt falter. gently, you place your arm on her waist, slightly leaning against her back. you sit your head on her shoulder, looking down at the scrawled recreation of her previous arm, the kuckleblaster. the slight hum of her internal parts shifting is always pleasant to hear, but the rapid scratching of pen on paper was more frantic than in a flurry of inspiration.
โhow about we head to bed and you continue this tomorrow, youโll think of something even better this time, iโm sure of itโ your voice is warm with pride but the only response you receive is an annoyed twitch of her wing. well, if thatโs how weโre playing it. you slowly snake your hand around her waist and up towards the remaining hand holding the pen. your first attempt at touching her hand is shrugged off, movement firm and warning. you catch her hand again, speaking before she has the chance to shrug it off. โwait, listen to me firstโ. she finally pauses, if only to get you to stop. her temper is burning the already fleeting fuse of her patience short.
you use the momentary distraction to snatch the pen from her hand.
she all but screeches as you dart across the room, impish laughter echoing. your dive towards the bed was almost interrupted as she all but tackles you, her fury making her momentarily forget your lack of metal casing. you let out a short oomf at the full force of her weight landing on top of you. she quickly rolls off of you, but moves her head to stare at you, imitating a glare.
tucking the pen beneath yourself you give her a shit eating grin in response. after another second of a deadpan stare she moves to shove you off the bed. you scramble to grab purchase of the bed, but your flailing hands only pull the blanket down with you. you land with a heavy thud.
you lie still. it takes a few seconds before she deems your reaction unusual enough to check on your wellbeing, but as the seconds tick by you finally see her glowing yellow optic peek over the edge of the bed. you grace her with the image of you poking your tongue out, pen held in a hand also flipping her the finger.
her wings bristle, shoulders rising momentarily before she rolls back onto the bed. your brows furrow at the abrupt abandonment of the chase. you shift to sit up, tucking the pen behind your ear. shuffling closer to the bed, nestling your head atop your crossed arms, weight leaning against the bed. she meets your gaze as she lies on her side, quickly rolling over to look away from you.
you sigh, climbing atop the bed and lying next to her, staring up at the ceiling. โyouโll get him next time Veeโ. her wing twitches in response. silence fills the room again.
she rolls to her back, mimicking your quiet contemplation of the ceiling. โit was beautiful, you know? the fight. i havenโt seen you so focused before. the way you moved, it was mesmerisingโ. the stroking of her ego was a cheap play, but you meant every word you were saying.
she lies still for a moment before moving to gently touch the remains of her arm dangling from itโs socket. you look over, noticing her lingering touch. you sit up, rolling to straddle her waist, looking down to meet her gaze. โhey, you were, and are amazing. youโll get another chance, i promiseโ pausing, you lean down, holding yourself up on your hands. you grab the pen tucked behind your ear and move to gently place it in her open hand, curling it closed and holding it. โweโll work on this in time, you donโt need to get it perfect right awayโ.
you sit back on your knees, slowly letting go of her hand. โnow, will you let me finish cleaning the wound? we could both go for a good bath afterwardsโ. her response is delayed, but she slowly nods. you reach down and pull her hand to meet your lips, gently kissing the back of her hand.
what was meant to be a touching moment was ruined by the crusted blood now sitting on your lips. yep, definitely need a bath.
as the mantra goes sorry about the wait. thank you to the latest anons, i'm excited to fufil some more requests. also apologies if there is any mistakes in formatting, it wouldnโt let me post it on my laptop.
- the first time he hears you say you love him he thinks he is dreaming. he freezes as the words leave your lips. at first it is easy to mistake this for an awkward pause, but mentally he is reeling from how casually you dropped this. proclamations of love were not uncommon in heaven, but that was different. love for the Father was a duty - your prayer and your service. your words were different, this was not duty nor holy obligation. he quickly recovers, passing off the reaction as a lapse of thought to save pride. the hand of God faltering to feeble words
- each subsequent time he falters less, falling into a choked acceptance, but the warmth and enjoyment he feels doesnโt lessen. he doesnโt mean to reply with silence, but he is not yet at a place where he can say it back. he would take a bullet for you, but he feels any words he could reply with are feeble in comparison to what he feels
- itโs a long time before he says it back, the longer it goes on the more he feels he needs to say. it grows to be a burning hole in his chest, flickering in anger at every missed opportunity yet scorching his lips at every attempt
- you receive an impromptu invitation from him to the gardens of Heaven, a promise of a beautiful view of space the bait in his well laid plan. he foreshadows nothing as he picks you up for the date, conversation pleasant if meaningless
- the gardens are all you were promised and more, the frigid blue glow permeating the forests of trees haunting yet beautiful. a crescent ring of white roses encircle a small pond, clear water reflecting the orange and purple of the sky. itโs here he guides you to sit down, entwined hands moving to face palm to palm
- this time when you tell him you love him, he replies. off his lips fall a cascade of words, praises of your character, your actions and your words. he proclaims your presence his rising sun, he bathes in your warmth and treasures every second of sunlight. should he find no everlasting life he will find solace in knowing he spent his time with you
- now with every proclamation of love you gift him, he shares one in kind
apologies for the wait, iโve been chipping away at several requests. i greatly enjoyed writing this one, angry angel man is a particular favourite of mine. music matches and headcanons are open
howdy! this might seem like a weird request, but could you write headcanons of all four (if not, gabe and minos) with an s/o who sleeps with a stuffed animal? it could be a comfort item or just a preference. if not thats alright. thanks for your time!
Small Comforts
reader who sleeps with a stuffed animal headcanons
(included; V1, V2, Gabriel, Minos)
V1
- they would be intrigued more than anything. they would want to hold the stuffed animal, but wouldn't take without your permission
- they don't question why you have it, humans are already a little strange to them so this wouldn't weird them out. if anything they understand the appreciation of the natural world, to them the plushie has a similar appeal as art
- they would be a bit rough handling it at first, not particularly used to holding something so easily torn. if you ask them to be more gentle with it they would simply cradle it, not trusting the seems and joints of their hands to not rip or catch on the material
- they quickly grow to like the stuffed animal, seeking out it's company if you are busy or away. they haven't really figured out to put it away correctly so expect to have to go hunting around your house to retrieve it
- they don't really like staying still for long periods of time so they don't have any particular feelings on you sleeping with the plushie, if anything they appreciate that you have something to cuddle (they are aware it's a much more pleasant time to cuddle the toy than themself)
V2
- you wouldn't have to tell them, they would have dropped by your home unannounced and spied it immediately. they would all but launch across the room to pick it up and begin pestering you with questions about it
- if we are being honest here they are definitely going to make fun of you for it, at least for a little while. this would quickly become a topic of great humour for them, expect for them to bring it up for weeks to come
- that being said, the interrogation would stop if you reacted too negatively. their teasing is for their own amusement and a strange concept of bonding, they oftentimes don't grasp how hurtful their taunting can be. that being said they aren't intending to genuinely hurt you, and they will shut up if they get the sense you aren't enjoying the conversation anymore
- the plushie will most likely go missing on occasion, the culprit adamantly denying they had anything to do with it. half of the enjoyment of kidnapping the toy is your pointed questioning about it's location, the other half is seeing where they can hide the toy to give you a plausible chance of finding it without making it easy (they're a genuine menace sometimes)
- if you end up sleeping in the same bed they would refuse to have the stuffed animal inbetween the both of you, you can have it on your side but they are adamant that nothing physically separates the both of you (they are an absolute bed hog and despite not needing to sleep they still hang out in bed while you do)
Gabriel
- he would notice it's presence fairly quickly and would look at it in his own time. it's likely you would catch him picking it up to inspect, which would finally prompt him to ask you about it
- he wouldn't be particularly interested at first, treating it as just another decoration in your room, but over time he would grow to appreciate it. you may find him sitting with it if he's had a particularly bad day
- he doesn't like handling the toy himself, fearing he might damage it in some way accidentally. he is very aware of his own strength and is especially cautious around you and your possessions. with enough encouraging he will become more comfortable holding it. the sight of Heaven's mightiest angel sloftly petting a plushie as if it's alive isn't something you will forget any time soon
- he doesn't mind if you cuddle with the toy in bed instead of him, he is big enough to hold the both of you at the same time if you wished. he finds that he appreciates having the toy nearby, seeking it out if you are late to bed or are unable to stay the night with him
- he may look into getting one for himself. most likely it would be a stuffed cat or a lion and would be fairly big. he would find a simple pleasure in seeing both of your animals sitting next to eachother. if he saw you holding his stuffed animal he would freeze in place, the feeling of his heart warming almost overwhelming
Minos
- he would find it absolutely adorable and would tell you so. he doesn't mean this in a patronising way, he just genuinely appreciates that you've found something to comfort yourself with
- it's almost comical how small it looks in his hands, and the sight of him holding it so gently warms your heart. he wouldn't handle it without your permission but you may catch him sitting with it by himself. he can't deny it's appeal and definitely compliments you on your choice of animal
- he may prompt you with questions of why you have the stuffed animal, but never with the intent of judging you for it, he has definitely seen weirder
- he would invite you to bring it with you on dates or when you cuddle. it isn't embarrassing to him, if anything he greatly enjoys the sight of you carrying it around or including it in activities
- if you have to leave for any particularly long period of time he would keep he plushie nearby, the sight of it a comforting reminder and imitation of your presence
feel free to send multiple requests in my inbox, i go by order of what i feel inspired to write/what i have ideas for so i don't mind multiple asks. thanks for reading
Your writing is so wonderful!! I love it so much...
If its okay, may I ask for Hurt no Comfort V2 headcanons (even fics r fine!!!). It can be anything like how they interact with the reader or how they treat themselves (especially with the stress of v1 and hell).. i dont mind anything!!
You Knew the Game and Played It
hurt no comfort V2 relationship headcanons
cw graphic description of an injury
- emotional intelligence is not something V2 has much of, their interactions with other people have been extremely limited and oftentimes immediately violent. arguments or disagreements can quickly swell into fights or ignoring eachother. they don't mean to blow up like this, but they honestly don't know a way to deal with their emotions besides violence and anger. they wouldn't dream of intentionally hurting you, but they are not particularly safe to be around
- before they encounter V1 they almost fully believe they are indestructable, and this flippant attitude extends to how they handle most danger. they will be more cautious with you nearby but there will be times they will but you in a dangerous situation with the idea that you'll be fine simply because they are there. your own mortality doesn't register in their mind, you have to be fine. he doesn't even consider you getting hurt as a possibility, but when you do, which you will eventually, it's a sobering moment. their silence is deafening and you don't think you've ever seen them this shaken before. they refuse to touch you, suddenly aware of how little effort it would take anything in hell to kill you
- if they get injured don't expect to be told. they will do everything in their power to hide it from you. a mix of both ego and insecurity breed a dangerous pattern of behaviours, their wounds ignored in your presence only to leave them writhing in pain when you are gone. this culminates in a near death experience, a moment where they have no choice but to think about what could happen. shattered glass mixing with internal wiring in a sensation akin to eating razor blades. they can't think clearly, pain clouding their thoughts as they stumbles towards safety. they can't feel their arm. why can't they feel their arm. you find them unconscious on the steps of their hideout, their life holding on by a tether of rage
- after their first fight with V1 their obsessive and scheming nature really begins to shine through. they are rigourous in their preparation for fighting them again and will borderline ignore you throughout. they will be short and extremely blunt in those rare conversations, chiding you for bothering and distracting them. they know they are hurting you, and it's killing them, but they can't let you down again. they need to win this time. they don't want to think about the eventuality that they dont come back home to you. this is a necessary sacrifice in their eyes, they know you'll understand one day.
- they don't say goodbye before going to face V1 again. it's a mix of desperation and dread, they need to do this, they need to win. the all consuming rage slowly ebbs during the fight, their blood slowly covering more and more of their frame, and only their blood. it's a memory of you that spurs them to flee out of the pyramid, a last ditch effort to grasp at a life they had forsaken the moment they entered the place. the flash of blue that follows them down the steps seals their fate. they die alone, last thoughts unable to stray from the regret that lingered in their mind since they stepped foot inside limbo
apologies for this being somewhat short, however i am fairly happy with the end result. just a reminder my inbox is open, check my pinned post for more
I think he'd like the italian bmt or steak & cheese but he wouldn't get anything special on them. like just plain what's in the sandwhich.
he does take me as an italian bmt man, but a cynical part of my brain says he would order a meatball sub with white bread and no salad. i think if he tasted even the slightest bit of spice he would simply implode (in a rather theatrical manner, like all things he does)
- he lingers around you, but at first is hesitant to initiate physical contact. he at times struggles to verbalise his wants in romance, the purity culture of his church having wormed it's way deep into his brain. it takes time, but his affection for you overwhelms his lingering guilt. and when you touch him the world is at peace, he sees why this bliss was kept from him for he would defy Heaven again for another minute in your arms
- he has always enjoyed the freedom that playing an instrument game him, and sharing his talent with you provides yet another way for the both of you to bond. if you also know an instrument he would be more than thrilled to play together. he uses music as a way to emotionally regulate, and with the closeness of your relationship he feels comfortable enough to let you see him in such moments of emotional vulnerability
- if you express any particular appreciation of his voice he will offer to read some books aloud for you. with you nestled in his arms and the low rumble of his voice it will be hard to fight off sleep, he appreciates the closeness and certainly doesn't mind you spending a few hours in his arms, awake or asleep
- your openness towards him was especially impactful after the council's fall. he values your willingness to explain yourself and your accountability, he truly belives you when you promise him something. his trust is not something he gives lightly and as the last remaining recipient of it you have a lot of power, don't misuse it
- he absolutely loves forehead kisses, both giving and recieving them. he has learned to be exceptionally gentle with them, his soft hand tilting your chin down as he lightly taps his helmet against your forehead
- the quickest way to fluster him without making him uncomfortable would be to hold his hand. a simple gesture, but it holds much meaning to him. i honestly believe he would take relationships very slowly and that it would take time to move towards more intimate gestures, so holding his hand is an innocent alternative that still conveys your affection
thank you for the request, i tried to include some wish fufilment while staying true to my interpretation of the character. there are a few sentences grossly overusing the oxford comma but you can pry it out of my cold undead hands
- he had never taken much of an interest in having a hobby before, his duties had never given him the time. this changes after he meets you, your passion in your hobbies inspire both affection and interest in him, and it isn't long before he begins practicing in his spare time to share with you
- it isn't the most surprising thing that he is incredibly touch starved, however the issue goes further than that. Gabriel was designed to act as a soldier for God's will, a spear against the darkness and a voice for the aimless. the only compassion intended in his design was that for heaven's chosen, not himself. his reaction to comforting touch is shock and immediate discomfort, not to the physical sensation- he could drown in that, but in what it represents. all he had ever recieved were compliments for his actions and abilities, the people of heaven revered him, but they did not truly love him, not like you do. it takes a fair amount of time for him to settle to the idea of intimacy, but once he does he incorperates it into nearly every interaction, wether that be a lingering touch or a short embrace
- i imagine his wings aren't corporeal, however this doesn't stop him from wrapping them around you while the both of you cuddle. he sees it as his job to protect you from the numerous threats across both heaven and hell and he knows with you safe in his arms nothing bad will happen
- despite his distaste for their inhabitants he does appreciate the architecture and views around certain layers of Hell (such sentiment has never been voiced and never will while he serves the council). if you appear interested in viewing any of the more notable sights around Hell he will volunteer to take you, being that you are willing to go no further than an arm's reach. he trusts you, however he does not trust the wretched beings that inhabit Hell
- a majority of his tasks are dealing with the more distasteful tasks such as quelling unruly inhabitants of Hell and overseeing the conduct of other lesser angels. he rarely wishes to recount his day to day activities, much preferring to hear about your own day to day life, mundanity and all. such domestic normalcy is a dream to him, so please humor him with details of chores and unruly hair, nothing would make him happier
- he is quite easy to fluster, especially with any particularly forward expressions of affection. he quietly delights in the attention he receives for his reactions; teasing may have a slight sting to it but is much easier for him to digest than soft words
- if you ever choose to dress in his colours or in similar attire you will find him enamoured, his gaze unable to leave you for long. he very quickly notices the gesture and the creeping burn of a blush doesn't leave him until he is forced to take a moment to compose himself
- he is especially gentle with you. oftentimes he chooses to let you initiate physical contact to allow you to approach it at your own pace and to avoid manhandling you by accident. he is exceptionally strong, and all it would take is him being distracted to grip you too firmly and bruise you, or, Heaven forbid, worse. he has seen the damage that his wrath incurs and would sooner perish than harm you
- he (much to his own dismay) doesn't have a mouth to kiss you with, however the both of you have learned to make do with other gestures. touching foreheads has to be his favourite, there is something about having you so close to him that calms him almost instantly. of course you are still able to kiss him, and despite his, at times, inelegance in other romantic interactions he is always quick to respond if you peck his cheek; expect to be swept up in his arms for a hug
the sneak peaks at the new chapter have been really interesting so far, i am excited to see where Hakita is taking the plot (especially Gabriel's story) next
Hello!!! i just want to say, that song thingy idea u mentioned in your last post sounds really fun!! I would b really curious to see how you do it!! :)
Thank you :), i greatly appreciate everyone's enthusiasm for the song requests, the idea had been meandering around my brain for a while.
Song Requests are now open!
Included will be:
- three songs i think suit the vibe of you and your selected character
- a short blurb for each explaining it's inclusion
Required for a request:
- a short blurb about your personality (feel free to use myers briggs)
- your pronouns
- an ultrakill character i write for (please refer to my pinned post for the list)
All song requests will be tagged as #musicmatch, i will not tag them as x reader as they are personalised and i do not wish to fill up the tag.
V1
- is unable to speak. they were not programmed with speach in mind due to being a model for war, they are able to understand most languages but do not have any form of voice box
- as previously stated they enjoy painting with blood. in a form one might compare to graffiti they tend to paint as a way of tracking where they have been, and for their own enjoyment
- their enjoyment of art and painting started as a method of self expression and a form of connection to their creators, as this particular V1 model had only ever seen a handful of humans before arriving in hell
- can record and capture photos of things they see, this was yet another vestige from their original purpose. they often record fights with more notable opponents for reference in subsequent battles
V2
- is not inherently programmed with the ability to speak but is equipped with a voice box. i imagine that they were at one time planned to speak however it was not finalised in this model. there are however vestigial limbs of that design plan, and if sounds are uploaded they would be able to speak
- after a certain amount of time in hell they do find a way to synthesise speech. it is a bit janky, but once they find a way to speak they don't stop. literally. please shut them up dear god
- similar to V1 they have the ability to capture photos of what they see, however their ability to record was removed from this model due to privacy concerns. Unlike V1 V2 rarely takes photos of things, they are still intent that they are leaving hell and want as few reminders of the place as possible
- they contain many images and pages of information about human cultures in their databanks which was intended to better inform them about the humans they would be guarding and interacting with, helping them serve their role as bodyguards or security
Gabriel
- while i always love seeing other's interpretations of what Gabriel's face look like i do not believe that he has one in a traditional sense. i believe that the armour he wears is actually part of his form, and that removing it would be a sort of beheading him
- before his fight with V1 he disliked the sight of blood and gore and avoided being around it as much as he could. it is not as if he couldn't stand it, he simple didn't like to be reminded of the realities of what Heaven's justice looked like for the average person. after his fall from grace, he is no longer phased by it, if anything prefering it to clean surroundings as a reminder to himself that he did the right thing
- with the father's light Gabriel was technically immortal, as long as there was some part of him left he would eventually ressurect. as a soldier of god he was designed to be able to fight evil, unlike the council members (which is how they were able to be killed so easily)
TW Self Harm v
- has not been given many positive ways of dealing with traumatic situations and as such has resorted to using battle as a form of self harm. he sees his physical wounds as a karmic payment for his misdoings
^
many thanks for reading, i will endeavor to update this with my headcanons for other characters where i am able to. as always feel free to send your own headcanons in, i love learning about how others interpret the same characters
What are your headcanons for V1/V2 if they were to own a pet? Like, are they a cat person (robot...thing???) Or a dog person? Or fish person..or animal person??
- definitely a bird person, more specifically pigeons
- they have a flock that they visit every so often. they are not really their owner per say, they just take care of them on occasion. the birds provide a slower and more menial task that allows V1 to destress between expeditions around hell
- the birds tend to eat the viscera or gore that catches in V1โs chassis and limbs, which can be hard for them to remove otherwise. try not to think about wether that is healthy for the birds, but considering they live in hell i'm sure they could do worse
- likes to just sit there and let the birds perch on their body, taking time to just watch them clamber over their form
- would be happy to introduce you to their flock, the flock is fairly flighty so it might take a few attempts for them to approach you
- you will find V1 watches you when you interact with the birds, they simply enjoy seeing you in an environment where the both of you are at peace, where they don't have to worry about protecting you
- out of habit the birds may peck you expecting food, try not to react too harshly elsewise you might upset V1
- if V1 ever felt like they wont be back for a while, they most likely will get you to take care of the birds. this ends up being more for V1's sake than anything as they know the birds can take care of themselves, they just want you to have company
V2
- doesnโt seem like an animal person
Maybe owns a large type of spider
- rants to the spider at length about, well, anything. Most people or husks they interact with just want them dead, so a captive audience is something they will always take advantage of
- they treat it like itโs the scariest thing in the world
- usually doesnโt like animals but thinks of the spider as a small predator, and loves the idea of โcapturing such a crafty predatorโ
- i think they would name it something along the lines of Death, Pestilence or Plague. wether the spider lives up to the name is another thing entirely
- would be hesitant about letting you take care of it, very much in the camp of 'my pet is my pride and joy and can do no wrong'
- if by some chance they do let you, for your sake keep an eagle eye on the damn thing. You'll find that it is a very easy creature to take care of, i couldn't imagine V2 having enough time to take care of a more demanding pet
- V2 doesn't want you to handle it, mainly for your own sake (not that they would tell you that), but if you have experience dealing with spiders they might let you hold it while doing their best impression of a helicopter parent
- if it bites you that will be considered your own fault, no matter how much V2 likes you
I live! Don't take this as an immediate opening of the flood gates content wise but I am happy to be back. Also for those of you who want to request, please do! Requests are done on a basis of what inspires me the most, and feel free to request multiple times, I will close my inbox when I have enough.
Anyway, thanks for reading!
Hey Red, if you still have access to this blog, I just wanted to say that I really like your writing style! I'd understand if you don't want to respond after like 4 weeks of nothing, but I do miss your blog updating. I'd like to know if you're alright or not, see how you're doing and all. So, how're you, friend?
Hi,
I'm going to start this off with apologising for not posting recently, I am working on requests. I am going to ask to this anon to please stop messaging me. I do appreciate your concern, but I am not your friend. You don't know me. I am asking to set a boundary here, I'm fine with occasional friendly messages but please do not contact me every week asking where I am.
Thanks for reading, will update soon.
what are your headcanons of their preferred traits and personalities in a s/o? (i don't know if you have a character limit but if you wouldn't write all 4 maybe both v1 and minos?)
Their Type
preferred traits in their s/o headcanons (included characters; V1, V2, Gabriel, Minos)
- they would prefer someone more talkative compared to quiet, lacking the ability to speak they love to hear their s/o talk and are always willing to hear a rant about something they love/hate. they are a very engaged listener and will prompt you to continue even if you get embarrased, they will never not find your passion on a subject to be annoying
- similar to themselves they appreciate a partner who has a creative spark. they will be your greatest supporter and would love working on any creative pursuit with you. if you are knowledgable in music they will help write sheet music for you, composing new songs about both their life experiences and yourself
- V1 is quite adventurous and as such would appreciate a partner who could at least keep up with them, preferably having a similar enthusiasm for such escapades. they do appreciate lazy days from time to time but as they are incapable of feeling physicaly tired they tend to have an insatiable need to move
- a song to represent the relationship would be Back to You by WILD
V2
- somewhat similar to V1 they would prefer a partner who is more talkative, though they like a partner with fire to them, someone who can and will backtalk or is open to teasing. they see such interaction as a challenge and a way to show that they do not underestimate their partner, they will only challenge what they believe you can meet
- a partner who is decisive would also be appealing to them, they aren't insensitive to anxiety but they find confidence in yourself to be much more attractive
- they would find passion and skill to be appealing. V2 appreciates a partner who is capable in their own right, someone who applies themself to their work and is willing to dedicate to a task for the pleasure of mastering something would find themselves in good company around them. such a shared passion for mastery would help them feel understood
- a song to represent the relationship would be love u lately by Laica
Gabriel
- a partner who is caring or empathetic towards Gabriel would be especially attractive to him, he finds showing kindness to himself to be difficult, and having a partner willing to give him the break he denies himself is appealing
- he would find spirit or enthusiasm for life to be appealing in a partner, so much of his life has been dictated by duty and task, a partner who finds the concept of living and the human experience to be enjoyable/inspiring would inspire a similar enjoyment of life in himself
- gentleness would be similarly appreciated, the only tenderness he has been shown was your touch, such a disposition would show him a new way to interact with the world. he finds himself prefering to avoid violence after being shown it is an option
- a song to represent the relationship would be Sunlight by Hozier
Minos Prime
- being an older soul Minos would find maturity similar to his own to be attractive. he expects a certain level of emotional literacy in his partner and finds childish behaviour to be exasperating
- being a good conversationalist would similarly be attractive. good conversation is an art, being able to convey ideas in an engaging way similar to him would lead to many a pleasant afternoon, simply being in eachother's company enough to entertain
- having a well read partner would be appealing to him as he is very knowledgable about both the arts and history, being able to have an engaging and lengthy talk about such topics would give the both of you a better understanding of eachother's thoughts and views on the world and he finds such a connection important to a strong relationship
- a song to represent the relationship would be Wasteland, Baby! by Hozier
many thanks for reading, sorry about the wait and the brevity of each section, i'm prioritising getting requests out. again sorry for the wait, ive been sleeping most days away due to the cold.
a small apology for Gabriel's section, many of the traits do fall into the "having to teach a man basic human decency" category however i believe this is the one of the few cases where it isn't toxic. also let's be real here, we all love a good 'i can fix him' moment when the man isn't a raging asshole
small inquiry, would anyone be interested in being assigned a song for their relationship with an ultrakill character? similar to what i included in this post however i will elaborate on it. i will tag it seperately so they can be blocked if unwanted, but i thought that may be cute. if i get an anon or two giving the go ahead i will open my requests to such an idea
Helloo.. may I ask what happened to ur other posts if thats okay to askk...!!
i'm afraid im not sure what you are talking about? all of the posts on my account are still available, i am not aware of any issues accessing them. if you could be more descriptive i would be happy to be more of use, my apologies
Hey man, just wanted to drop in and say that I love your writing! I know that you may see it as "just headcanons" but I assure you that your writing style is unique in of itself, enough to show through whatever you write. It's easy to read, wonderfully descriptive and can easily conjure a mental image in my mind. Thank you for sharing with us your writing skills and letting us send prompts for you! It is appreciated and loved :3
i woke up to this message and, thank you so much anon! i am beyond happy that people are enjoying my work. sending lots of love to everyone, more stuff coming soon
