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Hi. No one cares about me enough to even acknowledge my existence (:
my dental insurance doesn’t do online payments and it’s fucking annoying i sent in my info and they said i missed last months payment BUT NO you didn’t run my bank account dumb ass!!! i’ve payed all my bills but that one bc it’s impossible to pay!!! i dont even use it but its only like $8 a month so in case
i took acid after doing some coke and i got some o/xy while i was tripping and regretted taking the cid bc i only took it bc i didnt have anything else besides weed and coke but i was able t get it while tripping and im still lowkey tripping but not much thank god but i did some o/xy and im stil in pain!!! i have to pee every 5 seconds and its annoying fuck lsd i just wanna nod out thanks
I really need o/xy
me: wow i havent done drugs in weeks!
also me: does coke regularly, abuses my ambien, buys adderall from friend, smokes weed
Having DID sucks even when I don't switch because all the fucking ~emotions of other parts especially the kids.
For the last year or 2 I rarely switch. I think it has to do with the pandemic (online therapy is not working well for me especially) as well as being sexually active again. I try to put DID out of my head mostly. But that's not really working and just making moving out harder because all the children inside are just stuck there and I ignore them.
i was “broken up” with a few days ago for doing drugs :)
im so confused. he called me today (i sent a text the day or day after he broke up and he just got it??) and i dont understand what the poitn was. he was asking about drugs and how he always sees scary videos and im just like. its propganda dude. you work at a pizza place, everyones stoned. and he said he doesn’t pay attention to them because he’s concerned about me. I am so confused
I told him it's best we don't see each other anymore like a week ago and he said okay but then he called me tonight to fuck so he came over and we did many positions
i was “broken up” with a few days ago for doing drugs :)
im so confused. he called me today (i sent a text the day or day after he broke up and he just got it??) and i dont understand what the poitn was. he was asking about drugs and how he always sees scary videos and im just like. its propganda dude. you work at a pizza place, everyones stoned. and he said he doesn't pay attention to them because he's concerned about me. I am so confused
i was “broken up” with a few days ago for doing drugs :)
I hate myself when I take harder drugs but I still do. I don't want to be that person.
I am going back on my old medicine i ran out of and stopped taking back in ~June. I really hope it makes me feel better again. I also gave a one week notice to my current job because the physical toll it takes is unbearable and not worth 13$ an hour. I cant do anything outside of work and i can barely work because it’s just so painful. I’ve been considering quitting for a little while now, and my dad and one of my roomates have said that they think I need to. And I did. Only one more week. I can’t feel any releif about it, though, as I still have 25 hours of shifts left. Luckily, nne of them are 8 hours, but one is 7 and the rest are 6. It’s unbearable and I don’t know how I get through it, but I do.
I talked to my dad tonight. Like actually had serious conversation. About me. It was fine. I may have downplayed my suicidality and stuff but when it comes down to it, I wouldn't kill myself, ad that wasn't the main part of the conversation.
I almost called my dad and asked gor I'm to get me into a hospital because eim that depressed and suicidal but that would just mak him worry, wouldn't help, and I have a cat that needs taking care of.
I've been crying uncontrollably whenever I'm not at work the past few days and I don't know how to stop it. I'm not sure what I'm crying about. I know it's because I miss my old life and my stupid ass thought moving out would be a good idea. I miss my dad and the guy from my old work and my old work and everything.
I hate me so much.@!!!!
I miss my daddy a lot :( I called him on the video and I also colored kitties and now I am watching dragon tails and am going eat the pancakes!!!! I feel like no one likes me here!!! It mKss me sad :( I wanna go home but now thus is my home :( I love my kitty and she is here thoigh!!! From Emily 2!!!@
i cant believe my roommate has existed for 25 years and not been killed yet. He is mysoginistic, racist, and just an asshole. all i wanted was to have a house meeting and he went on a bender about how thats a waste of time.