Relapse And Rewind.

Personal diary. Or maybe just spam.

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Here we fucking go again. Making zero time for me.

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Trust issues

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Beyond stressed!! I do not know how to trust people.

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OOOOOF

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May you be treated the way that you’ve treated me for the rest of your life.

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Thought you didn’t want to lose me. Now you don’t care if I’m dead or alive.

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I miss you so fucking much.

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The fact that you can treat me like shit and I still love you.

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And then one day you never talk again.

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This is not how you treat people.

You do not spend years with them, watching them dedicated to you, while you’re active on dating apps. You don’t keep them a secret. You don’t forget their birthday. You don’t tell them they’re too much when they just want to talk to you like a normal human. You don’t taunt them with hope of a life you have no intentions on spending with them.

I hope you don’t treat anyone else like this.

You watched me be dedicated to you for years while you were active on dating apps. While I was trying to make you the happiest, you were teasing me with a life together, but simultaneously forgetting my birthday. I was never worth your energy. I’d work 80 hours a week and stay up all day and drive 40 minutes for a few minutes with you. It’s so mean. It’s so unfair.

Do you realize how much that can destroy someone? Im a real person.

[relapseandrewind]

Have a good life.

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I was due for some weight loss.

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And that wraps that up.

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They’re never worth it.

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lol forgot my birthday

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Fuck it. I’m out. Remember people, you shouldn’t be the only one doing the work in a relationship.

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