in the train on their way to their 6th year, *i*f Draco was in love with Harry, why do you suppose he beat him up? (I just want other opinions. idk I was thinking maybe bc he didn't want to face his sexuality, but what do u think?)
Hello, Anon! That’s a great question, you know?
I think that moment is painful to watch (or read), because it’s full of signs of all the shit that’s about to go down. But if we laugh about it, we can’t cry, right? Right???
So anyway, let’s get this party started, shall we?
An idea had just occurred to him, a reckless but potentially wonderful idea… in a minute’s time, Zabini was going to re-enter the Slytherin sixth-year compartment and Malfoy would be sitting there, thinking himself unheard by anybody except fellow Slytherins…
Harry, could you be more daft? *Chandler Bing’s voice*
So here’s exactly when his behaviour goes from slightly curious to psychotically obsessed. It’s not a pretty picture. Harry doesn’t even understand how inappropriate it is to do what he’s doing, even though his friends warn him.
…nobody else seemed prepared to take Harry’s suspicions seriously, so it was down to him to prove them.
See? That’s when it begins. Harry Potter, the Stalker-Who-Lived.
*Every Breath You Take playing softly in the background*
Anyway, that sets the scene nicely. Harry is already sure Draco’s up to something, so he thinks, in his flawless logic, that it’s ok to eavesdrop on someone else’s conversation.
But you know what’s the most impressive thing (that keeps me up at night)? Draco suspects Harry is there from practically the moment he gets in the compartment, but he talks about Voldemort anyway.
Some might say he wanted Harry to know he had a mission. And he does that several times that year, in fact. He makes it kind of obvious something is VERY WRONG, because he’s a 16 yo boy terrified of his own shadow, and he’s waiting for help, any help.
Doesn’t that make the Sectumsempra 10x more devastating? It does! I love suffering. Thanks, JKR!
Zabini, still clinging on to the handle, toppled over sideways into Gregory Goyle’s lap…
Oh boy, that’s something I wouldn’t mind seeing in the movies. Sorry, going on a tangent here.
Anyways, what do you do when you suspect your Archenemy™ is spying on you? Well, you make him jealous! That’s how it works… isn’t it? Normal behaviour!
Malfoy, sniggering, lay back down across two seats with his head in Pansy Parkinson’s lap. Harry lay curled uncomfortably under the Cloak to ensure that every inch of him remained hidden, and watched Pansy stroke the sleek blond hair off Malfoy’s forehead, smirking as she did so, as though anyone would have loved to have been in her place.
Heheh Harry, let me tell you something. This is not something people notice about other people, unless they’re jealous. Ok? This. Is. Not. Normal.
Also, keep in mind Malfoy suspects Harry is there. That is too funny! I just can’t. I CAN’T. HBP is priceless.
“– and Longbottom, Potter and that Weasley girl,’ finished Zabini.Malfoy sat up very suddenly, knocking Pansy’s hand aside.
‘Well, I assume so, as Longbottom was there,’ said Zabini indifferently.
‘What’s Longbottom got to interest Slughorn?’
‘Potter, precious Potter, obviously he wanted a look at the Chosen One,’ sneered Malfoy, ‘but that Weasley girl! What’s so special about her?’
‘A lot of boys like her,’ said Pansy, watching Malfoy out of the corner of her eyes for his reaction.
First of all, Draco loses his cool when he finds out Neville and Ginny were invited to Slughorn’s compartment. Not precious Harry, though. I swear, Draco has “You could do better, Potter! You could do me!” written on his forehead.
But the best thing ever is when he badmouths Ginny, because if you link that with him yelling at her in CoS, it’s just so obvious he’s jealous. He’s ridiculous. And Pansy watching for his reaction? At that point, everyone in Hogwarts knows Ginny likes Harry (everyone but Harry himself, because he’s slow as fuck). I wonder why Draco would care. Hm…
Harry was so busy staring at Malfoy he did not notice Goyle reaching up for his trunk;
When you’re so busy staring at someone, and not because they’re saying anything suspicious anymore, you’re just staring, that you don’t notice someone right beside you (and not a small someone), and you also miss when they raise a hand and pull a fucking trunk from beside you… you might have a problem, my friend.
Again: not normal in the slightest.
Pansy left. Now Harry and Malfoy were alone in the compartment.
Malfoy moved over to the compartment door and let down the blinds, so that people in the corridor beyond could not peer in.
I swear, when I first read that, I knew shit would go down.
(I thought it would be sexual shit, but well… that’s the trash talking!)
And shit does, indeed, go down. Draco sends a good old Petrificus Totalus and Harry falls like the stupid little bugger he is.
He couldn’t move a muscle; he could only gaze up at Malfoy, who smiled broadly.
Gaze. Gazing up at someone because they’re smiling. HAHAHAHA you’re so gay, Harry! Sorry, going on another tangent right there.
Anyway, back to the bullshit!
He considered Harry for a moment.
‘You didn’t hear anything I care about, Potter. But while I’ve got you here…’
And he stamped, hard, on Harry’s face. Harry felt his nose break; blood spurted everywhere.
‘That’s from my father. Now, let’s see…’
Malfoy dragged the Cloak out from under Harry’s immobilised body and threw it over him.
‘I don’t reckon they’ll find you till the train’s back in London,’ he said quietly. ‘See you around, Potter… or not.’
And taking care to tread on Harry’s fingers, Malfoy left the compartment.
Let’s consider Harry with him, because it matters:
Draco is sporting a fresh dark mark; he’s really angry with Harry, because his father is in prison; he’s got Harry alone and completely vulnerable.
Yet he doesn’t even think about turning him in to the Dark Lord. He just doesn’t. He’s so mad at Harry for eavesdropping, for sending his father to jail, for putting his mother in danger, for being there to make his life complicated. But it just doesn’t cross his mind.
If that’s not the hugest indicative he’s not evil, I don’t know what is.
Also, you might say breaking someone’s nose is bad enough, but for the amount of anger involved (and let’s remember, Draco is also terrified), just a little nose breaking is taking it easy.
And it sounds so petty, doesn’t it? So much dark shit is going on and Draco is hoping Harry will go back to London (when we know he would be able to return to Hogwarts easily if he wanted to). It’s just so childish, so innocent.
Unfortunately, Harry is too slow to read the signs here, to be sure that whatever Draco’s going through, he’s being forced to do it. Because Draco still behaves like a child, he still breaks his rival’s nose, when in fact he could get him killed for real.
(And let’s not forget Draco actually saves Harry when he’s in real danger.)
So back to your question: I don’t think Draco even had time to deal with his sexuality. My opinion is that they had no understanding of their feelings up to that point, because let’s face it, life was too insane for that.
Draco was always jealous of the people around Harry and Harry was always obsessed with knowing everything about Draco, but they didn’t really read anything into it until that point. Because they’re both stupid as fuck.
But I do think it’s an important moment for them, to show us Draco’s not really evil. To show us he could have redemption. And also, to show us Harry doesn’t learn from his mistakes and keeps on being a dumbshit.