May 20
#NOT A SHIP#capital M mini comic based on a headcanon i’ve had for ciel for a few years#for years i’ve always had the headcanon that ciel is subconsciously scared of sebastian.#like not in the sense that he’s scared to be near him but in the sense that sebastians always there. always watching.#he sees him in peaking out of the shadows of his room at night.#he hears his voice one room away and when he goes to investigate the room is empty.#he’s always subconsciously afraid sebastian can read his thoughts because he doesn’t know the full extent of his abilities.#he appears in memories from before the fire where it logically doesn’t make sense.#he sees him in dreams and nightmares where it doesn’t make sense for him to be. always in the background watching.#sebastians always impossibly close by like he can be in two places at once. ciel wonders if he can teleport#black butler#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis
