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[dumbandy]

i have this constant feeling of wanting to leave all the time, i don't know when, i don't know where, but i only know that i want to leave

[ladamarossa]

Shelley Duvall in the deleted hospital scene from the original ending of THE SHINING (1980)

What I wouldn’t give to see this scene

[sadnegro]

[llustfulll]

i want a smart man who can teach me things

[freshmoviequotes]

Tess (1979)

[raeiyyn]

[theresbloodonyouu]

[rennieisblue]

[blackatemosstonight]

[blackatemosstonight]

Hi

[rennieisblue]

this diva

[rennieisblue]

[rennieisblue]

being autistic sucks. it sucks. i love myself, and i love how my brain works. but, i hate the way i interact with other people. i upset people without being aware of it, or i weird people out without being aware of it.

i have said 3 things i’m not socially allow to say in the space of 20 minutes whilst being out with my family. i know they’re just joking but they called me rude, and keep getting upset with me. it’s my worst aspect of myself, and i hate it. i take back what i said, i really hate the way my brain works. i’m scared to say anything, i have anxiety to even speak because i’m frightened i will mess up. i’ve never been one to have social anxiety but now it’s at an all time high. only a few sentences are safe for me now.

how do i become more aware of social cues and situations? how do i stop myself from just speaking without thinking?

[rennieisblue]

don’t be scared to speak.

no matter how whimsical, bizarre, or so called morally bankrupt words you speak - what blossoms from your mouth will breed seeds for people to reject or accept either way. speak only what your soul wants to exalt, love yourself.

[rennieisblue]

Gustav Vigeland, Kneeling Man Embracing a Standing Woman, 1908

[seamossdoll]

[rennieisblue]

girl so confusing

i want to read i want to write i want to create. i need to pack up to nyc to paint in the clouds, i want to kiss a girl and adorn her in jewels, i want to wear a big ring and run around bare foot with a baby on my back. when i breathe in once my eyes open and i think.

[horrorlesbians]

Enfants Riches Deprimes SS25 + The Secretary (2002)

[bpdohwhatajoy]

GIRL NO YOU’RE MOURNING SOMETHING THAT HASN’T EVEN HAPPENED YET AGAIN!!!!!!

[rennieisblue]

i always see at least one interesting thing omw to school i swear