Sirka Stormseeker

Agender Married 🥰 Mostly blogging about Dungeons and Dragons. Roleplaying saved my life.

[my-dailydreams]

[retquits]

artistic rendition of how my cat fell asleep this morning

[reowa]

After losing half of my friends, me playing D&D came to an halt for half a year. It sucked and I missed it so so much. I mean, it was my safe haven and all.

But I am glad to announce that we found new players (that finally seem to stay and have fun and became friends fast) and I can play Sirka again.

Now part Dwarf and part Celestial, she vowed to never kill and take someones soul. It will be interesting to play non-violence in a violent party. But she got some cool new abilities and that is pretty cool. And it makes me happy, that she and Merikel are now bonded for life (since she fused with the celestial part in the sword to restore her soul after her sacrifice to save the party).

[reowa]

I picked up embroidery last year and I really like it.

Those are my first 2 official pieces except from the 2 small practice pieces I started with.

I love the concept of only using black, white and grey tones.

[reowa]

I didn‘t post an update to my tattoos, but I am really happy with them. They make me feel strong and powerful.

[yuumei-art]

Night ✨Gown

Just want to paint all the translucent things~

[reowa]

Booked my tattoo appointment!! In 2 months I’ll finally have my D&D themed healing potion and Merikel, Sirka‘s Greatsword.

It‘s not cheap but a) I deserve it after all this crappy months/years and b) I‘ve wanted it for years and c) it‘ll be a nice reminder to be brave and confident in the future.

[thepersonalquotes]

[positivityoutsiderecovery]

You don't have to "make up" for your disability. Even if you never study, never work, never do anything independently, have zero special skills or talents and create nothing, you're still a human being worthy of the love, support and care you need - and no level of disability will ever change that fact

[positivityoutsiderecovery]

You are not failing society by being disabled - society is failing you by not accommodating your disability

[beautifuldarkmind]

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

[reowa]

We‘ll be fighting off a pirate invasion the next few sessions and finish Arc 5.

Last Sessions I double critted in a row, slicing one poor underpaid pal in half. Killed another one and threw his corpse up the roof to finish number three. It was really fun.

Of course we planned that whole thing 1,5 hours before we could start the session, like always. But it is how it is.

Our DM decided we‘ll need some time off afterwards, because the campaign will apparently change significantly and offered to play the pathfinder 2 starter box in the meantime. I really have a hard time to decide if I want to play a basic vanilla bard or Tiny Nina, the bomb throwing alchemist I played in another one shot.

[reowa]

I am so proud of myself, I still smile thinking about it. I realized a huuuuge link between two informations we were given that no one else noticed. Even my DM applauded me after I was finished. The first one was given almost over 60 sessions ago. Serious note taking pays off!

So we now have some juicy informations about Ahazu the Seizer, his tooth and his possible connection to Amber. Yay!!

[dailydungeondelves]

This may be one of the more cursed things I've drawn, but its also pretty accurate

[dailydungeondelves]

[reowa]

Never underestimate getting a fucking cool sword.

[reowa]

We arrived in Farshore. Well it was burning. Again. I am starting to see a theme here. Pirates started raiding the colony and we‘ve arrived just in time to minimalize the casualities. Good news is Farshore is safe - for now. Because we found documents of the Crimson Fleet giving them orders.

In an attempt to safe a captured pirate from hanging, I said some truly awful things and intimidated the crap out ouf everyone in the process, but he told us that the Crimson Fleet plans to attack them again in 1,5 months from now. That‘s bad because Farshore is in no position to defend themselves all alone.

We got to save the day again, kind of. It‘s more or less on us to find allies in the near Olman villages and help to build up some defenses in town. But we‘ve got this. I might gain a new hobby and start to pick up weapon smithing. Also the smith is the first (second?) dwarf we‘ve encountert in the whole campaign so far and that made my day.