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WIPS MASTERLIST

bc i am a shameless abandon-er of ideas, and bc i will take whatever form of praise/encouragement i can get, here are links to all my wips divided by ships (also dw, about clicking on non-con, gore, abuse or just smth u don't like, i always put tags for myself in the beginning bc it's easier for me later on so you can nope out of there the second u see that):

[fof] yuanyi:

surge of power - my Opus Magnum, my Pièce de Résistance, the one fic I will finish no matter how long it takes me or how difficult it will be. zyz and xiao zhuo make a kid, but it's all bc bingyi is too empathetic. i am already planing on making it a series

grab a bite - modern au smut. beware of nsfw images in the wip

haze that i'm under - ngl this one will probs never be finished. xiao zhuo focused sex party

all the lies i've told - canon compliant smut after the fam pretends zyz is giving away his inner core in ep 28

[vos] liji, yuan wuhuo/ji ling:

nothing more real than this - canon compliant smut in ep 7;

reunion after a long separation - a little drabble about their fight in ep 16; it's a wip bc i am wondering if i want to make it smut

[mjty] juezhi:

silences we fill - a modern mafia au

from wicked eyes into wicked hearts - abo, post-canon smut

this fire burning me out - vampire au

I will try to keep this post updated if i ever finish any of these wips and post them, or if i decide any other wips are coherent enough to be added to the list.

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feeling very sad and, um, upset about wanting to share all these ideas in my head with other ppl but being unable to

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for some reason writing comes harder and harder to me with each passing day. like bro, i know I'm getting old but why is my brain deteriorating this fast?

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i have so many ideas about ywh/jl and all of them revolve around ywh in li jie's body doing nasty things to his little fox

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there are many things i am confused about when it comes to veil of shadows even after having watched it, but what i think I'm most confused about is li jie and yuan wuhuo's race. hear me out on this.

yuan wuhuo was human before he was consumed by the butterfly who was a yao. the butterfly demon was two beings not one, therefore we got li jie and new yuan wuhuo. if i remember correctly the whole deal about the butterfly demon was that after they consumed yuan wuhuo's consciousness/memories they are fully reborn, bc that's part of their ability, but when yuan wuhuo dies at the shilin sect his body doesn't dissolve like the other yao's does. in later episodes li jie also says that he cannot wait for ji ling's heart stone to recultivate bc he will not live that long, but both he and yuan wuhuo were the new forms of the butterfly demon. who was a yao. which means they too are yao right?

but then when li jie first arrived at the shilin sect he had no token to keep him safe from all the traps, and one would assume long shen would be able to tell whether he was human or not, or at least bai ze would tell him. but if both li jie and yuan wuhuo were human how come yuan wuhuo had the butterfly demon's powers? did only one of them become a yao while the other stayed human? what happened to the other butterfly demon then? where did he go?

gjm, bro, nothing here makes sense...

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anyway, what i wanted to say is that in my head both yuan wuhuo and li jie are yao, and li jie can live through centuries to find ji ling again

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there are many things i am confused about when it comes to veil of shadows even after having watched it, but what i think I'm most confused about is li jie and yuan wuhuo's race. hear me out on this.

yuan wuhuo was human before he was consumed by the butterfly who was a yao. the butterfly demon was two beings not one, therefore we got li jie and new yuan wuhuo. if i remember correctly the whole deal about the butterfly demon was that after they consumed yuan wuhuo's consciousness/memories they are fully reborn, bc that's part of their ability, but when yuan wuhuo dies at the shilin sect his body doesn't dissolve like the other yao's does. in later episodes li jie also says that he cannot wait for ji ling's heart stone to recultivate bc he will not live that long, but both he and yuan wuhuo were the new forms of the butterfly demon. who was a yao. which means they too are yao right?

but then when li jie first arrived at the shilin sect he had no token to keep him safe from all the traps, and one would assume long shen would be able to tell whether he was human or not, or at least bai ze would tell him. but if both li jie and yuan wuhuo were human how come yuan wuhuo had the butterfly demon's powers? did only one of them become a yao while the other stayed human? what happened to the other butterfly demon then? where did he go?

gjm, bro, nothing here makes sense...

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it's gotten to the point where i don't even wanna talk about ships anymore, i only wanna talk about what i wrote or will write for them. i think i need to go outside

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can y'all believe it was more than 10 years since ca:tws came out? feels like yesterday. has a grip on my like it was yesterday

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i got my five minutes of elation from posting a fic, now it's back to the Struggle

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just wanted to let u know that i posted some filth on ao3 today

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if there's one thing you can count on when it comes to my writing, it's that i either write cute gen drabbles or extremely explicit filth. there is no middle ground. middle ground does not exist to me

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sincerly hope ruirui will not act in any more gjm dramas (unless its mjty2,) not bc i don't want him to work but bc he deserves to play better written characters

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y'all if you have not seen ruirui's pics from his upcoming drama, you really really should. my boy is so pretty.

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well... i wrote shit-all today

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today, i gave up on writing after 45 minutes. it's not even 10 am yet

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if i had a dollar for each time gjm found a reason to put ruirui's character in a literal closet i would have $2, which is not a lot but it is... suspicious

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god i wish i was paid for writing fics, it's all i do anyways