Six. The completed chapter :D
I finally calmed down while Chris continued to rub my back soothingly. "H-he cheated on me...what did I do wrong?" I asked wiping my face, probably smearing my make up more than it already was.
"You did nothing wrong ma...he is stupid for doing that to you....he didn't deserve you" he said now lifting my chin. I looked at him as he wiped my cheeks free of tears and running make up. As I looked at him, I started noticing some differences in his appearance.
His facial hair was no longer neatly trimmed. It was messy and needed to be shaved. His once deep brown eyes were now a dull black and emotionless. He looked like a mess...as if he had nothing to live for.
"Chris...are you okay? ...I don't mean since you just got in a fight...I mean...since I left the hospital have you been okay?" I asked now worried that he had changed for the worse. He looked down and stayed quiet for a moment before shaking his head.
"I've been a mess...I quit my job even though I didn't need it...I've been coming here and getting drunk every night...and I've been hookin up with randoms...I'm fucked up" he confessed now looking at me, his eyes now glossed with tears. I felt terrible. If I'd never left with Drew none of this would have happened.
I wrapped my arms around Chris, tightly hugging him. I felt his arms wrap around me with the same force and we clung to each other as if our lives depended on it. I closed my eyes as his tears fell on my shoulder, wetting my skin and dress. "Why didn't you stay?...Why didn't you stay with me huh?" He cried.
I found myself tearing up again making me hold on tighter. "I'm so sorry...I should've stayed but I'll never leave again I promise" He kept crying as I whispered every word. I meant it. I never wanted to leave his side again.
I stood on the beach, reading the journal entry one more time before she arrived. I had to get this right. A nervous sigh left my lips as I paced in the sand. I turned and looked at the set up again and nodded. Everything looked right so all I had to do was be myself.
Finally, I heard a door slam shut making me turn around. I watched Charlotte take off her heels and walk out on the sand to me. I smiled warmly and hugged her. "Hey beautiful" I whispered in her ear and kissed her cheek. We pulled away and I saw her blushing, making me chuckle.
I grabbed her hand and lead her to the table. She looked at the journal then at me with a raised eyebrow. "I wanted to get it right" I blushed and she just smiled and sat down. So far so good.
I kicked the door open with my shoe and carried Charlie in the doorway while she sucked on my neck. "Fuck" I hissed when she bit down on it. I struggled with the zipper on her dress before finally just ripping down the back.
I felt her lips come in contact with my chest, lightly sucking on my tattoos. I couldn't wait to get in the room so I put her on the counter and pulled off her dress while she struggled with my belt. I smacked her hands away and undid it, dropping my pants to my ankles before attacking her neck with my lips.
She moaned out as I kissed and sucked on her neck and chest. "Wait....Chris wait" she called out moans lacing her tone. I pulled back and looked at her as we caught our breath.
"What? What's wrong?" I asked once I could breathe. She looked down at the ground and played with her fingers. It took me a moment but I figured out the problem. "You're still a virgin, huh?" She gave me a small nod and avoided looking at me. "We don't have to do this if you're not ready ma" I said lifting her chin.
She looked at me and nodded. "I just wanna take things slow, okay?" I nodded and pulled up my pants and boxers while she hopped off the counter and scurried off carrying her dress.
After a minute, I looked down at myself and sighed. "Damn man" I shook my head and walked upstairs after her. When I walked in my room I saw her dress on the bed but no Charlie. I opened my mouth to call for her but listening closely I heard small moans coming from the bathroom.
I smirked to myself and silently opened the door. There she was, her eyes squeezed shut sitting in the tub with the water still running as she pleased herself. I slipped in the room and stripped out of my button down and beater before kneeling next to the tub. In a swift motion I grabbed her arm in one hand, pulling it as I slipped my other into the steaming water.
I pushed my middle and ring fingers into her as deep as I could and viciously pumped them, earning a gasp of shock from Charlie. Her eyes opened widely and looked at me with shock and lust. "Fuuuck Chris" she moaned and began riding my fingers as I pumped them faster. I leaned forward and sucked on her neck roughly, leaving my marks here and there.
I felt her walls squeeze around my fingers, letting me know she was nearing her peak. "You gonna cum baby?" I asked as she gripped the sides of the tub tightly. She nodded quickly and tipped her head back, moaning loudly as she came.
I pulled my fingers out and dried off my arm while she came down from her high. I grabbed a clean towel and stood up, signaling her to do the same. She carefully stood and faced me, allowing me to get a good look at her body. "Damn.." I mumbled under my breath while my eyes sexed her up in the worst way.
Finally snapping out of my daze, I wrapped her in the towel and carried her to the room, a pair of my sweats and a white tee waiting neatly folded on the bed. She picked them up and examined them while I slipped off my jeans, settling on wearing my briefs to bed. I sat against the headboard, watching as she slipped on the clearly oversized clothes that hung to her tiny frame.
She looked at me and smiled as she crawled up the bed to the pillows. I smiled and cupped her face in my hands before kissing her lips repeatedly. She giggled and put her hands over mine, holding them. We sat in a comfortable silence, taking each other's features in.
She was truly beautiful and I don't think I'd ever get tired of looking at her. "Let's go to sleep, hm?" her soft tone rang out, finally breaking the silence. I simply nodded and laid us down in the bed. "Night" she kissed my jaw and rested her head on my chest. I smiled to myself and kissed her forehead, settling in her grip for the night.
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