Just a little spun...

** I DO NOT promote the use of potentially harmful drugs or lifestyle choices.** ***My life and my battles are in no way glamorous, wholesome or impervious to failure. Conversely, I will not belittle or condemn anyone else for making their intrinsic choices. Everyone is going to make their own decision whether I say it's a bad idea or not. So, instead of failing to discorage, I'm focusing on HARM REDUCTION. As well as a safe place for anyone (myself included) to express themselves.*** I don't blow clouds, because I'm stuck laying out rails underground... Call me Sharkie|| Somewhere over the rainbow|| Ex-Alcoholic, current drug user/ scientific twacked out philosopher I've been using for as long as I can remember.. The only thing that's changed is my D.O.C It use to be self-Deprecation The real gateway drug is Loneliness Please, talk to me any time about Harm reduction or emotional support. (Or whatever you need.) God knows I can't fix myself, but I'd love to try and help anyone who needs it. Kik = ResignedSharkeee Feel free to ask anything. If I don't know the answer I'll be upfront with you. All I have are my opinions and experiences, but I'd be more then happy to share. Let's be friends. Because I'm the best mistake you'll ever make. ~~~~~~~

[acutelesbian]

Nobody has ever left me just once. They always come back to see how their absence dulled the vibrance in my eyes before disappearing again.

(via pukin)

[resignedshark-blog]

So...

Anyone wanna pay for my hotel room tonight? XDDD Just kidding.... kinda. Being homeless is hard.

[lovelysuggestions]

stay safe because I like being alive at the same time as you

[dragonchaser99]

Let’s play “Who else on Tumblr shoots dope” (Hint: peep the sleeves 😂)

[lol-fuckyoutho-blog]

“We stay up late and we blast our music and drink vodka and do drugs and laugh and cry and have the best time because we are the sick generation. Intoxicated by love and desperate for danger. We belong to nobody. We break hearts and we get our hearts broken. We are the kids your parents warned you about.”

(via jay-baaby)

[quietvoiced]

[mydrugaddictionstory]

Thoughts

I’m so depressed right now. I feel like nothing, totally worthless. Why stay clean and sober? I want to numb the pain, the hurt, the emptiness.

I want to die.

[extramadness]

[resignedshark-blog]

That moment when you're rolling and you don't know weather to be happy or sad... So you're both and neither. All at the same time."

[aerenel-deactivated20190105]

Tweaking Positively #1

Tweaking Positively #1: Appreciate when things go better than expected. Don’t obsess over missed opportunities.

When you re-up and don’t find cut, when the bowl melts like better, when it hits like lightning. When encountering these and countless other GOOD tweaker moments, instead of rushing to tweak even HARDER, pause to enjoy and remember this moment.

Too many times I’ve seen people obsess over a plug who screwed them on a pickup, or the jerk who bunt through the bowl right after they loaded it, and so on. If it’s causing so much distress that the times you’re down drain all the satisfaction from when you’re up, then consider making a change?

Depending on who you are, this could be a change in how seriously you view the drug, a change in whether you continue using the drug, or more. I just know the people I’ve enjoyed in my life the most are those with positive energy, and I believe positivity applies everywhere, if I just remember to let it.

Your thoughts?

[dayumnatureyouscary]

[aerenel-deactivated20190105]

Tweaking Positively #1

Tweaking Positively #1: Appreciate when things go better than expected. Don’t obsess over missed opportunities.

When you re-up and don’t find cut, when the bowl melts like better, when it hits like lightning. When encountering these and countless other GOOD tweaker moments, instead of rushing to tweak even HARDER, pause to enjoy and remember this moment.

Too many times I’ve seen people obsess over a plug who screwed them on a pickup, or the jerk who bunt through the bowl right after they loaded it, and so on. If it’s causing so much distress that the times you’re down drain all the satisfaction from when you’re up, then consider making a change?

Depending on who you are, this could be a change in how seriously you view the drug, a change in whether you continue using the drug, or more. I just know the people I’ve enjoyed in my life the most are those with positive energy, and I believe positivity applies everywhere, if I just remember to let it.

Your thoughts?

[turtlemeow]

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO GET A FUCKING NEEDLE TO REGISTER I finally did though and that was definitely the best shot I’ve had tonight

[bittersweet-chemical-clouds]

Yeah, man,

We know the risks of getting our fix Yet We still consort our dealer Praying for a hit and not a miss

[mischievous-chef-deactivated202]

About as much effort as I’ll put into this website. :-)

[dayumnatureyouscary]

[aerenel-deactivated20190105]

Tweaking Positively #1

Tweaking Positively #1: Appreciate when things go better than expected. Don’t obsess over missed opportunities.

When you re-up and don’t find cut, when the bowl melts like better, when it hits like lightning. When encountering these and countless other GOOD tweaker moments, instead of rushing to tweak even HARDER, pause to enjoy and remember this moment.

Too many times I’ve seen people obsess over a plug who screwed them on a pickup, or the jerk who bunt through the bowl right after they loaded it, and so on. If it’s causing so much distress that the times you’re down drain all the satisfaction from when you’re up, then consider making a change?

Depending on who you are, this could be a change in how seriously you view the drug, a change in whether you continue using the drug, or more. I just know the people I’ve enjoyed in my life the most are those with positive energy, and I believe positivity applies everywhere, if I just remember to let it.

Your thoughts?