→ bird born in fire; [ semi - hiatus. ]

E m m e l i n e V a n c e. ❝ Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.❞ ~ Sylvia Plath { An indie Emmeline Vance RP blog. Multi-ship and multi verse. Mutli-fandom friendly (Just talk to me before) Marauders Era main verse. Changes from school to Order verse. Slightly selective. Read more about why. }

[resilite]

LORD HAVE MERCY IS THERE ANYONE I RPED WITH THAT IS STILL HERE?? OR FOLLOWING ME?? JESUS. Also, hi.

[youvebeenmangoed-deactivated202]

You look like you’ve been for breakfast at the heartbreak hotel, and sat in the back booth by the pamphlets and the literature on how to lose

Piledriver Waltz - Arctic Monkeys (via matt-helders-girl)

[earthlyaesthetics-blog]

You almost convinced me I mattered.

Six word story (via c-oquetry)

[ofmagicandice]

Since memories triggered by scent are the strongest...

Send my muse a scent and see how they’ll react to it.

[lunarchld]

Headcanon Asks!

☩ for a bedroom headcanon

✖ for a tattoo headcanon (One they have or one they want)

♖ for a childhood headcanon

♬ for a song that fits them

↹ for a best friend headcanon

☾ for a sleeping headcanon 

✻ for if they are a night or day person

✄ for a drunken headcanon

♘ for a pet headcanon

❀ for their favorite season

☮ for an embarrassing headcanon

✈ for a traveling headcanon

⊗  for a completely random headcanon

[foundersofhogwarts]

Or yet in wise old Ravenclaw

if you’ve a ready mind.

[nottheradio-deactivated20190223]

Visit Original Link

[natashaxblack]

I got this feeling that they’re gonna break down the door I got this feeling they they’re gonna come back for more See I was thinking that I lost my mind But it’s been getting to me all this time And it don’t stop dragging me down.

[resilite]

hi still alive. things are pretty bad when they shouldnt be. ILL BE BACK EVENTUALLY OK LOVE YOU ALL. 

[beautyinthebellejar]

I am constantly torn between wanting to improve myself and wanting to destroy myself.

(via iamnotthesociopath)

[bluehairandbooks]

History books are filled with lies. Whoever wins the war tells the story.

Cricket, “Lola and the Boy Next Door” by Stephanie Perkins (via bluehairandbooks)

[xspxctrum-archive-deactivated20]

and if you were to ask me

after all that we’ve been through

' still believe in m agic’ 

☞ oh yes I do

                                                  — of course I do

[sjwvevo]

if u know ur myers briggs personality type please check this out it is literally the coolest thing ever 

[resilite]

ps fucking a ——- i don’t owe you anything. i rp for FUN. it’s a hobby, not a job. i don’t have to be here; i’m here because i want to be. i am under no obligation to rp with anyone and everyone. i ship chemistry, i write threads that i enjoy. end of.

[thejadedkiwano]

To all the Tumblr users who tend to use tags very liberally:

Let’s play a game.

Type the following words into your tags box, then post the first automatic tag that comes up.

you

also

what

when

why

how

look

because

never

[incxendium-archive]

                                      Do not                                              ｕｎｄｅｒｅｓｔｉｍａｔｅ                                 the                                   ＦＵＲＹ                                                   I can ＵＮＬＥＡＳＨ

[girlswillbanggirls-deactivated2]

It has a name.  But I don’t dare speak of it.

            {s h a m e}.

It hangs from my bones, clings, like macrabe paper mache.

It’s the nights of no sleep, the dark circles that form beneath my eyes. Hisses when others ask                              ” are you okay? “

It’s every I’m fine reply.                          Every lie.

[resilite]

ooc:

omg wow hi look new followers. wow and follow forevers what even are you all smoking. 

hi lovely wonderful people -- i might be going to the hospital soon. and im literally fighting against it bc i dont think it'll do anything (i've been multiple times and stayed 6 weeks etc) and if i did think it would help i would voluntarily go. anyways. if i dont come back to this account by...let's say may 2nd? im there.

you've all sent me lovely messages and im so sorry for not replying to any of them or any of you. i love you all, seriously. ive just taken a turn for the worst and im trying to stay afloat but this crushing anxiety/depression/ocd and just the fact eating even is a chore. 

i literally try SO hard to fight.  i always do and will but in very john green like fashion:

"How do you get out of the labyrinth of suffering?"

im not romaticizing my situation with that quote, i hope it doesn't come off that way. 

For me I see there's no way out. I mean, I know eventually there has to be -- but nvm.

Anyways, sorry burdening you all with my crap, i just seem to do this all the time. im pretty insufferable and im sorry for that. 

but yeah that's it why am i even writing this ffs