Welcome

For whatever fortune throws my way

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Huge guitar sound, love this

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Just rediscovered this gem of a band, truely beautiful. If your reading this and don't know AJJ, do yourself a favor and just binge listen the first 3 albums.

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Working a lot of overtime at work lately, this album has been on heavy rotation as well. I love heavy music that uses lead syths, I feel like it adds a certain enery that typical metal instrumentation doesnt quite have on its own.

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Never played this game, but the music makes me want to.

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I'll start this off my talking about some music I'm into right now. I have spotify playing all day at work so I get to listen to music quite a bit and its helped really expand my musical tastes. Growing up I was always a metalhead, and will always be deep down, but I've really been enjoying a lot of hip hop and R&B as of late.

Joji in particular has really caught my interest. His songs are beautifully produced and have real emotional charge. This song and Yeah Right have been in my heavy rotation along with Brockhampton's latest album and I've been absolutely loving it. Hope you do as well.

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Quarter Life Crisis

I'm going to use this blog as kind of a public journal to help me make some positive changes in my life.

Up until now, I have made some major decisions in my life that have not turned out as well as planned. In the years since high school I have gone to college and completed a degree for a profession that I hate and abandoned long held dreams and passions. I have closed myself off socially and romantically due to crippling self loathing and anxiety to the point where I only leave my apartment for work and food. I have lied to myself about my own orientation and suppressed any feelings that would betray that lie. I am 24 years old. I live on my own, have a well paying fulltime job with heath insurence, 401k, and plenty of vacation time. I make twice what most people my age make. I have all of this and I am still miserable.

But I aim to change that. It starts with this blog. I will use it to post about things I am passionate about, journal progress, and hopefully make a few friends along the way.