I COULD REMEMBER CATHERINE BUT I KNEW I WOULD GET CRAZY IF I THOUGHT ABOUT HER WHEN I WAS NOT SURE YET I WOULD SEE HER, SO I WOULD NOT THINK ABOUT HER, ONLY ABOUT HER A LITTLE
"I DON'T LIVE AT ALL WHEN I'M NOT WITH YOU."
"I WON'T EVER GO AWAY," I SAID. "I'M NO GOOD WHEN YOU'RE NOT THERE. I HAVEN'T ANY LIFE AT ALL ANY MORE."
"HELL," I SAID, "I LOVE YOU ENOUGH NOW. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? RUIN ME?" "YES. I WANT TO RUIN YOU." "GOOD," I SAID. "THAT'S WHAT I WANT TOO."









