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CHOOSE   THE   SIDE   THAT   IS   BEST   FOR   YOUR   PEOPLE.           𝐈   𝐃𝐎   𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓   𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘   𝐃𝐀𝐘.       ⸻       highly   selective   +   exclusive  bellamy   blake   of   the   cw’s   the   hundred  ,    seasons   one   through   four   based.      loved   endlessly   by   bastet   since   2017.        navigation.

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this is probably obvious but i overestimated the amount of time i’d have to be here -- for anyone who’s still around, bellamy is back on @/lamehnt. which is also not all that active. but i am on discord.

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taps the dash. is this thing on? has the mini t100 resurrection ended already?

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‘things you said’ prompts:

things you said at 1 am

things you said through your teeth

things you said too quietly

things you said over the phone

things you didn’t say at all

things you said under the stars

things you said while we were driving

things you said when you were crying

things you said when I was crying

things you said when you were drunk

things you said after you kissed me

things you said with miles between us

things you said that I wish you hadn’t

things you said when you were scared

things you said when we were happiest

things you said that I wasn’t meant to hear

things you said with clenched fists

things you said in the back seat of a cab

things you said on the phone at 4 am

things you said but not out loud

things you said in the backyard at night

things you said while I cried in your arms

things you said I wouldn’t understand

things you said at the back of the theatre

things you said in your sleep

things you said that made me feel real

things you said you’ll never forget

things you said while holding my hand

things you said when we first met

things you said you loved about me

things you said before you kissed me

things you said kissing me goodnight

things you said as we danced in our socks

things you said in the dark

things you said under your breath

things you said in the spur of the moment

things you said when no one else was around

things you were afraid to say

things you said after we fell in love

things you said i’ll never understand

things you said in a letter

things you said behind my back

things you said to hurt me

things you said too late

things you said at the wrong time

things you said before the war

things you said when it was all over

things you said [make your own]”

things you said when you thought I was sleeping

things you always meant to say but never got the chance

original post. some of these are mine, some are theirs.

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shesdaylight​   —   rapunzel ,    

“how am i supposed to slay my demons if they only come for me when i’m asleep?”

“      you   know   what   they   are  ,    don’t   you?      you   know   what’s   coming   for   you.      think   about   them  ,    look   them   in   the   eye  ,    and   tell   them      ‘    i   am   not   afraid.    ’  ”  

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ontcri​    —    ontari ,

the simple answer is always worse than the long winded one , she learned that fast enough at a young age.             her home , ashes. and yet she keeps hearing the same thing over again ————— they need nightblood to survive ; so which was it ?           “ is that not the whole point of the bunker to wait out the wasteland , i’ve been generous enough allowing skaikru into our spaces , so why then should i have to degrade myself by having your scientiests run experiments on sacrred property. ”             

“      what   if   the   bunker   doesn’t   work?      what   if   the   radiation   gets   inside  ,    and   we   all   die   anyway?      ”        worn   beyond   belief  ,    his   temper   is   fraying   at   the   edges.        “      the   nightblood   is   a   failsafe.      do   you   want   your   people   to   survive   or   not?      or   do   you   not   care   about   giving   them   their   best   shot?      ”

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azgedaspy    —    echo kom azgeda ,  

“ you people should relocate to azgeda. ”      echo keeps her gaze on the map below them. she runs her fingers over the printed hills.  her hills.  it’s easier to focus on them than the man besides her. she still doesn’t understand why he protected her in that cage…  no, it doesn’t matter.  all she needs to know is that he’ll fight alongside her in the rebellion. azgeda’s prosperity is the only thing that matters.      “ trikru will not take kindly to our alliance.      one of your ships landed in our territory;  move your people there and we can protect you. ”      lexa reunited farm station with the rest of skaikru shortly after their first truce.  the journey is ardous, but at least the destination is  safe.

“      might   be   hard   to   convince   them   to   go.      ”        not   because   the   idea   is   not   sound  ,    but   because   the   ark   is   the   only   home   they   have   ever   known  ;      even   now  ,    a   husk   of   what   it   had   been   in   space  ,    it   has   provided   shelter   and   safety.      and   there   is   another   reason  ,    one   he   does   not   voice      --      there   are   some   that   still   do   not   trust   azgeda  ,    who   cannot   and   will   not   differentiate   between   clans.      to   them  ,   a   grounder   is   a   grounder.        “      i’ll   work   on   it.      i’ll   get   kane   on   it.      he’ll   make   it   happen.      ”

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waldenborn    —    helo morris ,

helo emerges from behind the rover after patting the metal doors after they close.     the moon warms the sullen skies outside of arkadia,  suggesting it’s inevitable time where everyone should be asleep…     which is why helo is surprised when he sees bellamy is still awake.     gaits stills to a stop as he leans against the side of the rover,  rubbing his hands together to rid the dirt and rust that falls from the metal.     “what’re you still doing up,  bellamy?”

“      couldn’t   sleep.      ”        these   days  ,    he’s   awake   in   the   night   more   often   than   not.      his   head   is   too   busy  ;      thinking   of   clarke’s   absence  ,    of   helo’s   recovery  ,    the   promise   he’d   been   unable   to   keep   to   fox      --      and   more   than   anything  ,    the   faces   of   the   people   he’d   killed   in   that   mountain.      it’s   been   rough   on   all   of   them.        “      how’d   it   go?      ”

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octeiva    —    octavia blake ,

❛   what   …   no witty remark ?      no clever comment about how you were right ?   ❜

“      ‘s   there   a   point?      ”        there   is   little   inflection   to   the   words.      more   than   anything  ,    he   is   tired   of   it   all.        “      wouldn’t   do   any   good.      what   do   you   want   me   to   say?      ”

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mcintyrie​    —    harper mcintyre ,

𝗒𝗈𝗎    𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾    𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗂𝗅𝗒    𝗈𝗇𝖼𝖾    𝗁𝖾    𝗉𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗌    𝗒𝗈𝗎    𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾.    and    it    is    then    you    realize    that    the    tears    have    left    your    eyes.    and    you    cannot    help    but    look    around,    seeing    the    same    tearful    reactions.    you    had    died,    had    believed    there    was    nothing    more    than    the    pitching    blackness.    the    sense    that    nothing    was    alright.    it’s…    it’s    a    lot    to    take    in.    and    your    seventeen    year    old    body    is    barely    prepared    for    it.    and    you    almost    sag    against    him,    all    the    fight    from    waking    up…    gone.    ❝    no,    not    really.    i    thought    you’d    move    on    fairly    quickly,    ❞    you    say    as    softly    as    you    can.    realizing    you’re    close,    ❝    family…    right,    ❞    it’s    almost    easy    to    lean    into    it    again.    the    soft    family    on    the    ring.    you    pull    back    now,    the    tiredness    clinging    to    your    bones.    ❝    i    just…    we    thought…    we    wanted    a    future.    one    without    the    awful    fights,    ❞    it    seems    stupid    now.    even    as    you    swim    between    the    memories    and    the…    dreams?    is    that    what    they    are    now?

“      quickly  ,      ”        he   huffs  ,    and   the   sound   is   wet.      they   had   been   thrown   so   swiftly   into   absolute   chaos  ,    had   been   distracted  ,    but   there   had   always   been   the   underlying   grief.      there   had   been   no   chance   to   say   goodbye  ,    but   by   then  ,    that   had   become   the   norm.      maybe   it   should   be   a   relief   to   know   that   it   is   not   their   reality      --      but   it   isn’t.      a   life   on   the   ark   seems   somehow   markedly   worse.        “      ‘s   okay  ,      ”        he   says  ,    quieter.        “      you’re   here   now.      we’re  ...      all   together.      ”        whatever   that   means.

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too tired to do dash tonight ............. discord threads and talk only bail organa (taylor’s version)#6756

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enough, clarke! you are not in charge here and that's a good thing because people die when you're in charge. first you were willing to let a bomb drop on my sister. and then you made a deal with lexa who left us in mount weather to die and forced us to kill everyone who helped us! people who trusted me!

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the  intimacy  of  hands.

[ win ]  –  for the sender’s muse to place a hand on the receiver’s neck and rest their forehead against the receiver’s own for a close congrats or excitement at something. [ brush ]  –  for the sender’s muse to give the receiver’s muse a passing touch along the shoulder’s / back as they walk by. [ hold ]  –  for the sender’s muse to hold the receiver’s muse by the face / neck gently and brush their thumbs along their cheeks to get them to focus on them. [ passing confidence ]  –  for the sender’s muse brush their finger’s against the receiver’s muse’s hand, too scared to hold their hand. [ intertwine ]  –  for the sender’s muse to intertwine their finger’s the receiver’s muse and kiss the back of their hand. [ intertwine & kiss ]  –  for the sender’s muse to intertwine their finger’s the receiver’s muse and kiss the back of their hand. [ intertwine & hold ]  –  for the sender’s muse to intertwine their finger’s the receiver’s muse and hold them during an emotional moment to reassure them. [ wrap ]  –  for the sender’s muse to casually wrap their arms around the receiver’s neck and lean on their shoulder from behind. [ palm kiss ]  –  for the sender’s muse to kiss the palm of receiver’s hand. [ hand kiss ]  –  for the sender’s muse to kiss the back of the receiver’s hand. [ lay ]  –  for the sender’s muse to lay next to the receiver and lay their hand in the receiver muses’ hand. [ reassure ]  –  for the sender’s muse to place their hand over the receiver’s in a moment of stress and squeeze reassuringly. [ squeeze ]  –  for the sender’s muse to place their hands on the receiver’s shoulders from behind, and offer a reassuring / affirming squeeze before moving on. [ pluck ]  –  for the sender to pluck a foreign object ( twig / leaf / etc. ) out of the receiver muses’ hair. [ play ]  –  for the sender’s muse to run their hand up the receiver’s shoulder and play with the hair at the base of their neck as a means of comfort. [ rub ]  –  for the sender muse to rub up and down the receiver’s back / shoulder as a means of comfort. [ shoulder ]  –  for the sender’s muse to place a hand on the receiver’s shoulder to comfort them, or stop them. [ hug ]  –  for the sender’s muse to drag the receiver’s muse into a tight hug by the back of the neck, and play with their hair at the base of their neck in order to comfort them. [ shock ]  –  for the sender to recoil a bit in shock at how quick the receiver latches onto them in a moment of high emotion, before returning the affections. [ cup ]  –  for the sender’s muse to cup the receiver’s face, and brush their thumb along the receiver’s cheek. [ hair ]  –  for the sender to brush a strand of hair out of the receiver’s face. [ hair & lean ]  –  for the sender to brush a strand of hair out of the face, and lean in slowly for a kiss. [ cup & kiss ]  –  for the sender’s muse to cup the receiver muses’ face during an incredibly passionate and long overdue kiss. [ what a rush ]  –  for the long long overdue kiss to end, only for the sender to rest their head on the receiver’s, and comment “do you know how long I’ve wanted to do that?” [ no tears ]  –  for the sender to cup the receiver’s face and brush away their tears with their thumbs. [ no tears & kiss ]  –  for the sender to cup the receiver’s face and brush away their tears with their thumbs & kiss the receiver’s forehead. [ stumble ]  –  for the sender’s muse to catch and help the receiver’s muse keep balance. [ shudder ]  –  for the sender to shudder a little at some gentle touch from the receiver. [ nononono! ]  –  for the sender to hold the receiver’s head / face while they’re injured, brush their thumb along their cheeks & refuse to accept that the receiver is dying. [ acceptance ]  –  for the sender & receiver to sit / lay somewhere in acceptance of their ends together. in a final act of closeness, the sender places their hand in the receiver’s own.

[ prompt ] + reverse  –  to reverse any of the prompts !

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1k Celebration url edit for @youleftme-clarke​

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spacewalker​    —    raven reyes ,

“ nobody’s the good guy,  bellamy. ”  not anymore ––  they were too many wrongful deaths past the ability to claim morality,    too deep in a never-ending cycle of chaos and sacrifice,   only to live another day on a planet they no longer belong to.   raven’s head turns to meet his gaze,   a small shrug of her own acceptance.   “ we’re all just trying to survive. ”

“      doesn’t   stop   us   from   being   the   bad   guys.      ”        unwilling  ,    his   thoughts   turn   to   an   open   field   in   dawn’s   early   light  ;      three   hundred   bodies  ,    murdered   in   their   sleep.        “      d’   you   ever   wonder   if   we   still   deserve   it?      ”

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just so y'all know i have been thinking about bellamy all day at work and i do blame you guys

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"      doesn’t   matter   what   we   do.      we’ll   always   end   up   back   here  ,    on   the   brink   of   war.      ”            @necromancir      /      (    starter   call.   )