✧ HEADCANON. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐒𝐈𝐗 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒. it's a surreal thought , but it's also chilling to be back in an environment that brought him such crippling loss / heartbreak. he lost his childhood up here to early adulthood. 𝙼𝚈 𝙻𝙸𝙵𝙴 𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙴𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙳𝙰𝚈 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙱𝙾𝚁𝙽. he lost his mother up here. 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙵𝙻𝙾𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳 𝙼𝚈 𝙼𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁. his sister was thrown into skybox until she was meant to endure the same fate. 𝙼𝚈 𝚂𝙸𝚂𝚃𝙴𝚁 , 𝙼𝚈 𝚁𝙴𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙽𝚂𝙸𝙱𝙸𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈. he's haunted by crimes he's committed on the earth's surface , but the truth is , he's just as haunted by the things he did on the ark. bellamy suffers from nightmares , visited by those he's lost. those he's responsible for. 𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧'𝙨 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙙. when bellamy and echo begin to grow closer he sneaks into bed with echo on those difficult nights , craving the warmth and acceptance she offers. this occurs often and becomes a regular routine. it's their first intimacy before they share their first kiss.
