eidolons, eidolons @resque2-blog - Tumblr Blog

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hoppusfarm

YOLOAWTFHAIFIUTM (you only live once and wtf how am I fucking it up this much)

i'm untalented and boring and i suck at ballet and i'm slowly and slowly going more insane as a result of spending time increasingly more time alone and I just want stay home and eat pocki yolo (◕‿◕)✿

observando

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like shit I work hard EVERY FUCKING DAY at that fucking studio and continue to get shit in return, all the while my teachers are saying "good job, you're improving. you're working hard." but when there's a little performance opportunity which is supposed to be a fun, no pressure thing, I don't get shit. it's taken away from me again. after the 12 years I've spent here I've still amounted to nothing, and no one cares. it just leaves me asking myself again, why am I getting up every day to go there? it's obviously a huge waste of time. I can't separate myself though. it's my life and it would be like tearing out my liver with my own bear hands than to quit after all this time. the difference is that unlike the liver, the studio will live on without me, without anyone taking a look back, no one remembering. god just fuck it all right now.

i don't know why i bother to work hard at all