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ask/rp blog for revived wilbur soot || inbox: closed (discontinued)

[resurrectedgentleman]

INTRO-

this is an ask/rp blog for the character wilbur soot after being revived. it's not a kin blog or associated with the content creator in any way

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please don't send any asks that are sexual/nsfw, heavy on shipping (talking about canon partners like sally is fine), or include threats of violence. please also avoid sending heavy ableism, since the admin is mentally ill and would rather not hear it

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[resurrectedgentleman]

hi youre a dumbass (affectionate)

uh. okay?

[resurrectedgentleman]

I mean beside the fact that you'll get why I asked in the future, I'm talking about you you clueless rat. But nooooo, Chat knows better until they tell you you didn't deserve to go to Hell for thirteen years, and you're not a bad person because you regret things. You didn't do them to get a kick out of them.

......oh. i-

[he's visibly unsure what to make of that, and so latches onto the last sentence.]

i still did them, though. why doesn't matter, no one cares about why. i did them, and that hurt people. i hurt people. how is that not enough to make me a bad person?

[resurrectedgentleman]

Gee, I'm wondering why I'm asking.

yeah, i'm wondering too. that's why i asked, and all. but if you don't want to talk about it or something that's fine, i didn't mean to pry

[resurrectedgentleman]

And if someone else says they're a bad person and they deserved death, but you know them and that they're not bad?

weirdly off-topic question, but okay. i'd probably tell them so? i mean, i can't make them believe me, but that's concerning enough that i would at least try. why do you ask?

[resurrectedgentleman]

you're ridiculous sometimes. do you want a french braid or a fishtail?

excuse you, i most certainly am not. a fishtail braid sounds cool, so maybe that one?

[resurrectedgentleman]

Wilbur, you're allowed to let things affect you even after they're done.

i really don't think i am. i mean sure, other people do, but i'm not them

it's really very simple, chat. i'm a bad person, so i don't get to feel hurt. i don't know what about that could be tripping you guys up

[resurrectedgentleman]

hey king once you're done irrationally blaming yourself for your suffering can i braid your hair

it's not irrational if it's objective fact, but sure. you can braid my hair, just don't yank on it

[resurrectedgentleman]

you really didn't, mate. it was literal torture, and i wish there was something we could have done to help. but there's not, so, uh- want some glowing moss?

you guys are doing plenty. you're here, aren't you? no one else has wanted to stick around, but you lot have. that's more than enough

.....yeah, that sounds really cool. i'd love some, thanks

[resurrectedgentleman]

You know it's okay if you still hurt, right?

i- it's not, though, is it? because it isn't over if it still hurts. but it is over, i'm alive again! it's over. that means it can't- it doesn't hurt, because it's over. and if it hurt it wouldn't be over, but it is! so it doesn't

[resurrectedgentleman]

i don't think that's how trauma works

it's not trauma, chat. i'm not traumatized. it's just a little something i like to call 'the consequences of my actions'

[resurrectedgentleman]

You didn't deserve what happened...

oh, no, i definitely did. do. whatever! point is, it's fine! i'm out now, so it's fine

[resurrectedgentleman]

Wilbur...

what??

[resurrectedgentleman]

You know I'm saying this out of concern for you. I'm sorry if we seem pushy, but... We just want you to be safe after you've gone through so much.

of course i know that. you're just doing what's best

and i haven't gone through that much. most of it was my own doing anyway, so you don't need to feel bad for me

[resurrectedgentleman]

Whatever man. I'd tell you who to ask because I don't think you're taking it as seriously as you should, but I can't and anyway you'll find out about it eventually.

i feel like i'm taking this plenty seriously, but sure! chats tend to know better than i do

[resurrectedgentleman]

Well you hanging out with Dream to keep tabs on him could lead to Dream using that tidbit next time he goes after Tommy. He could take you hostage or kill you because he thinks Tommy cares for you and then taunt him with it. He could ask you to do something that down the line would lead to it hurting Tommy... Many things could happen.

dream isn't that stupid, chat. i'm sure he's capable of figuring out that tommy doesn't want me around! and even if for some reason something like that did happen, i'd deal with it. there's no point obsessing over hypotheticals

[resurrectedgentleman]

Just saying. Dream's good at making someone think they're in control or they're doing something small then they find themselves all knotted in his threads. So, I'm again asking, if by some misfortune, what you're doing is going to be used against Tommy to hurt him, what will you do?

again, how would me keeping tabs on dream be used to hurt tommy? i really feel like that's a clarification that has to happen first before i'll be able to know what i'd do about it