~★~★~★~ Previous Retry Now Themepack by: @.pyonakaa~★~★~★~
~★~★~★~Zanka dividers by: @.jirai-haruhiz (they're mine only though so don't go try to steal them, alright?)~★~★~★~
~★~★~★~Current Dazai theme by: me!!! (nf2u)~★~★~★
~♪~★~♪~嘘ついたら針千本 誓って~♪~★~♪~
いますぐ輪廻(Retry Now) - NAKISO
~★~About Me~★~
My name is Nico ★
Struggling Demiboy ★
I go by They/He/It pronouns and am not comfortable with any others ★
I am 14 (turning 15 this year on December 12th) ★
Tone tags appreciated ★
Jirai boy/Jirai Danshi (clarifying here since apparently some who used to follow me didn't support our inclusion in the community) ★
Fictionkin and platonic yumeshipper ★
Dollkin ★
Very friendly, feel free to send an ask just to talk or be friends! ★
Chronically Ill and possibly neurodivergent ★
Gothic Lolita/Ouji Fashion with a side of Jirai Kei ★
Timezone is GMT-4 ★
retrynowforme on Discord ★
Jirairetrystars on X/Twitter ★
My DMs are always open to chat ★
This blog is part of jiraiblr and landmineblr! ★
This is just a blog for me to directly voice my thoughts, feelings, and opinions but it's also a vent blog in its own right so, be very aware of this when you proceed!!! ★
I block freely even outside of DNI! ★
Block don't report!!! ★
Userboxes for my blog ★
~★~★~★~Backup account: @r3tryn0wf0rm3~★~★~★~
~★~Interests~★~
~★~★~Fandoms~★~★~:
Vocaloid (including Project Sekai) ★
Bungou Stray Dogs ★
OMORI ★
Puella Magi Madoka Magica ★
Moriarty the Patriot ★
Dead Plate ★
Married in Red ★
Cold Front ★
The Case Study of Vanitas ★
Danganronpa ★
Minecraft (mostly ARGs) ★
Mouthwashing ★
Nanbaka ★
Alien Stage ★
Stars Align ★
Sk8 the infinity ★
Kamisama Kiss ★
What Remains of Edith Finch ★
Assassination Classroom ★
Hamilton ★
Gachiakuta ★
The Manipulated ★
The Black Phone ★
Project Hail Mary ★
Iron Lung ★
Death Note ★
Serial Experiments Lain ★
Alice in Borderland ★
Twisted Wonderland ★
Genshin Impact ★
Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint ★
Trash of the Count's Family ★
Jujutsu Kaisen ★
Scum Villain's Self-Saving System ★
Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation ★
Heaven Official's Blessing ★
★~More+++ (Feel free to ask!)
~★~★~Hobbies~★~★~:
Writing ★
Reading ★
Arts and crafts ★
Drawing ★
~★~Fictionkins~★~
Dazai Osamu (BSD, PM ver., permashift, iffy with doubles) ★
Zanka Nijiku (Gachiakuta, permashift, iffy with doubles) ★
Kim Dokja (ORV, permashift, iffy with doubles but usually encouraged) ★
Kalim Al Asim (TWST, iffy with doubles) ★
Floyd Leech (TWST, iffy with doubles) ★
Gojo Satoru (JJK, iffy with doubles) ★
Cater Diamond (TWST, doubles are fine) ★
Keith Kogane (Voltron: Legendary Defender, doubles are fine) ★
Saiki Kusuo (Saiki K, doubles are fine) ★
Homura Akemi (PMMM, doubles are fine) ★
~★~Platonic Yumes~★~
Grim (TWST, son, sharing) ★
Lee Gilyoung (ORV, son, sharing) ★
Shin Yoosung (ORV, daughter, sharing) ★
Han Donghoon (ORV, son, sharing) ★
Biyoo (ORV, daughter, sharing) ★
~★~DNI List~★~
Racists/Xenophobics...
Zoophiles...
Pedophiles/MAPS...
Pro-contact paraphilias...
Homophobes, Transphobes, anything falling anywhere near that or just anti-LGBTQIA+...
Ableists...
Sexists, Misogynists, Misandrists...
Islamophobics, anti-Semitics...
Harmful/problematic TransIDs...
Radqueers...
~★~Tag Masterlist~★~
~★~•→Destiny kneel before me (normal posts ★)
~★~•→This mistake is so depressing (vent posts ★)
~★~•→Now entwine and become one with me! (asks received ★)
~★~•→I want you to be reborn again (asks made ★)
~★~•→I'll do so selfishly every time (reblogs ★)
~★~•→ My number one and only ( @your-coquette's mootie tag ★)
~★~•→✨🩷 anonnie (A, my first dedicated anon ★)
~★~•→🍮 anonnie (Mochi, my second ever dedicated anon ★)
~★~•→🥚 anonnie (Egg of Wisdom ?, my third ever dedicated anon ★)
~★~•→💋 anonnie (Aubry, my fourth ever dedicated anon ★)
~★Text Masterlist★~
This is Nico, turning idle!~★ (offline for school/xyz activity or irl thing but not asleep ★)
This is Nico, back online!~★ (online after school/xyz activity or irl thing that wasn't sleeping ★)
Don't worry, nothing serious is going or happening, I just want to announce something
I'm going to leave this account and community today
I haven't gotten sick of the community or of anyone here, in fact, it's the opposite
I love this community and every single person I've ever met here and I continue to do so but I seriously want to try to recover once more from my bad coping mechanisms and thoughts
This is an abrupt and sort of random goodbye but I want to say that even though this space has brought me a lot of peace of mind and companionship, it still ended up serving to further worsen my own thoughts and feelings
I love all of you so much as my friends as well as my community members and I don't know if I'll ever come back but even then I still care for every single one of you and hope for the best for you all
I won't deactivate this account but I will not log in again
