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‎ ‎‎ ever since the day 𝐘𝐎𝐔 went away

‎ ‎ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ' 𝐕𝐄 been sending flowers to 𝐌𝐄

‎‎ 𝐠𝐫𝐢 ( an ) ݂ or　 g　　 ̈ ﹖ . 𝐡e hum 𝐡ym

‎‎ ꕀ 18yo . part in a 𝐬𝐲𝐬 treat as source always 𝐢𝐰𝐜au

‎‎ ahuman avian + tkn ݂ ‎ ──‎ recipromantic

‎‎ 𝐣𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐢blr + 𝐲𝐚𝐧blr . sweet “ 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄–𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐍 ” delight

‎‎ ❀ 3423332 rahl oddar ݂ ﹙ ´◡` ﹚ anon ( s ) 𝐞𝐧𝐜our.

‎‎ understand 𝐌𝐄 further, my 𝐁𝐘𝐈, i am anti endo, anti rq, and anti pro / dark ( ship ). this will not change, i block freely. i experience extreme paranoia, depression, and more. i may go offline for long periods of time with no warning

‎ ‎‎ send 𝐌𝐄 no flowers today

‎ ‎it’ll never be like it was with him, so maybe i should just give up. it can’t be replicated, i don’t think i’ll ever be able to have something like that. something where i don’t always have to be strong, something where i don’t always have to explain myself to be understood. it’s just not possible, i only ever felt that way with him. i’ll just keep self sabotaging

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ my ‎ ‎ 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄 ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎#jirai #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #landmine #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai posting #jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #landmineblr #landmine boy #my sweet scar has been the only one who has ever really understood me #he knew what i wanted without me even saying it #and i can’t expect other people to be like that. it’s asking for too much #so i shouldn’t bother trying anymore

‎ ‎i’ve had a really persistent headache for the past three days

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ‎ ‎ chirping ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎#jirai #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #landmine #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai posting #jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #landmineblr #landmine boy

haii griii would u like to be in my mc world in bird form ? ^_^

‎ ‎hihi yes! i’d like to be a red parrot if that’s ok.. smiles

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 ‎ ‎ of ‎ ‎ 𝐇𝐔𝐌 ‎ ‎

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ‎ ‎ chirping ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎#jirai #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #landmine #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai posting #jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #landmineblr #landmine boy

‎ ‎how do i stop being bored of everything and everyone around me

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ‎ ‎ chirping ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎#jirai #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #landmine #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai posting #jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #landmineblr #landmine boy

‎ ‎i wish i wasn’t viewed as a failure for being depressed all the time. i don’t really have the energy or motivation to talk to other people, sometimes i just want to disappear for a bit. i’ve tried to explain this to people before forming friendships, and they say they understand, but then they get upset at me when i act avoidant. what’s even the point

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ‎ ‎ chirping ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎#jirai #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #landmine #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai posting #jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #landmineblr #landmine boy

‎ ‎too weak to get out of bed. gh.. i’m sick to my stomach, but i don’t really want to eat. all i can think about is food though

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ‎ ‎ chirping ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎#jirai #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #landmine #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai posting #jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #landmineblr #landmine boy

‎ ‎i feel like all i do is repeat myself on here, but i don’t have anything else to say, i’m just tired all the time

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ‎ ‎ chirping ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎#jirai #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #landmine #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai posting #jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #landmineblr #landmine boy

‎ ‎oh my days i actually hate everyone close to you. i’m genuinely just going to block them this is so annoying

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ‎ ‎ chirping ‎ ‎

‎ ‎they should invent naps that actually make you feel well rested

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ‎ ‎ chirping ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎#jirai #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #landmine #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai posting #jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #landmineblr #landmine boy

staaaaring at you. in the most fashionable way though, of course

‎ ‎wauw.. very fashionable of you! so charming, so mesmerising! smiles

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊 ‎ ‎

‎ ‎i wish i was desirable beyond the idea of what i can be and offer others. you only like the idea of me and that is infuriating

#‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ❀ ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ꕀ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ݂ ‎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ‎ ‎ chirping ‎ ‎#‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎#jirai #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #landmine #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai posting #jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #landmineblr #landmine boy

‎ ‎and anyways before i go do that, i just feel it’s important for me to say that no, my soulmate is not a “ fictional character ”. he is my soulmate, my scar, and it is genuinely real. i’m not going to entertain the idea that it’s lesser than anything else