wolfheart

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❀ ! welcome ; 🍊

my name is helya or wolfie, i use she/her but genuinely don't mind any pronouns and i'm 21-year-old (mixed) karelian professional multipotentialite! i can draw, write, create different stuff but the most important skills are yapping about anything, creating (or translating) memes and wasting my time at video games.

currently i'm an otome girly, more specific, tears of themis and lovebrush chronicles girly, so feel free to ask my uid in this games. from time to time i'm playing reverse 1999 and cookie run kingdom. also played honkai star rail but after one ui update can't do it anymore but still following the updates (p.s amphoreus is my roman empire). to be honest i've played too many games, both gachas and not gachas, so it's easy to ask what games i didn't play (#finalbossofloneliness).

i'm also a kpop and jpop stan but not that active as i used before and right now mostly judging majority of kpop stans (yes friendly fire). my favorite groups are onewe, illit, nssign, onf and jo1 (btw fuck shosei) but i know and listen other groups as well (mainly bgs but their also some ggs).

i'm not a huge fan of tv series since it's hard for me to find something for my liking and keep interest. i'm definitely watched majority of 00-10s cartoon network shows (especially total drama, twog, steven universe), euphoria (i'm regretting about that), skam (original), some local shows in my country. i like horrors and detectives (and time related stuff ig). also eurovision fan but currently boycotting it since fuck ebu.

eh..i'm also chronically ill without proper diagnosis (the diagnosis that i have doesn't exist but in my area doctors will give it to anyone if they don't want to give a proper test) so sometimes might disappear for a long period of time + i'm some sort of a housekeeper since i'm unemployed. also!! english isn't my native language however i'm pretty advanced at it (b2 or around that) but sometimes i may or may not understand slang (which sometimes a pain in butt even in my native) so please don't be mad at me!!

my main tag is #helya yappin

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i'm alive dw!!

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Mist city Alkaid route spoilers below!

Basically my reactions while playing:

Ayn + Alkaid beef will never stop sending me

Alkaid pookie… is everything ok

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i'm cryin 😭😭😭 why it's always this two who have a beef with each other 😭😭😭

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i changed my social media profile picture to the little mole, captioning it "i love this mole, i wish the country that created him was real." the little mole was created by czechoslovakia 🥀🥀🥀

(the little mole, if you don't know who it is)

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yeah i'm out of my mind

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HUH?? EXCUSE ME WHAT THE ACTUAL FU–

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well..that was worth it 😭

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never let me cook again

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at first i've got a headache thanks to thunderstorm, then i couldn't eat cause of it and now my wifi isn't working 🫩🫩🫩

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i'm lowkey traumatized...

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finally my poor baby can rest

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another update. it's nighttime in here and my poor baby is struggling. she wanted to throw up early the evening but failed (succeed much later but with water bc don't eat at all). rn she came to my room, bumped into the door and walked shaky? like yk she had a stroke or something like that (most likely it's true cause her head looks paralyzed). now she laying under my chair and not moving but breathing (well at least she did so when i checked earlier)

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i'll maybe delete it later idk

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it's getting worse and now euthanasia became an option but guess what? our vet don't pick up her phone 😇😇😇 fuck that bitch it's your damn job

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i rly don't wanna disturb any of my close friends but i also can't keep it to myself. my baby kitten (read as a rly old cat who's 17) is slowly fading away and god knows how long she will last. she's not eating only drinking, really weak and can't meow or purr anymore. there's nothing we can't do, only wait or hope she'll get better (which is barely possible)

idk what i'm gonna do when the time will come bc for me it's not just a cat it's my childhood friend who literally grew up with me, moved with me into new place and been there with me throughout all shit that's happened since 2020. i will be alone again and considering my current state i don't want to.

i can't and don't want to eat, sleep and i made a new personal record of my blood pressure cause of that.

like yeah sure i can adopt new one after a while, maybe a new birthday wish (bc my bbg was a birthday wish of barely 5 year old helya), even tho it will never replace my kitten but there's a catch. mom who most likely won't agree bc that loss will be devastated for her as well (step dad maybe will be agree with me but who knows).

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that's me rn