safe haven

on hiatus

[revvetha]

btw everyone can unfollow if they want, I no longer rly plan on posting here. For more than 15 years, this blog has been a place for my passions/fandoms and my beloved characters and OCs, and I no longer have any of those things. I don't have anything left that interests me or brings me joy. And while I begrudgingly plan on sticking around for the sake of my family and pets, I'm just existing now and I see no reason to keep updating this blog.

[revvetha]

Fall Out Boy were right. Some nights it really does get so bad you almost pick up the phone

[crybabymikaa]

i keep having a dream where someone comes and saves me but there isn’t anyone and i can’t be saved

[revvetha]

.

[saveyourhelplessspite]

i bring a sort of "this character is canonically malnourished and would gain at least a couple pounds during their hypothetical healing arc wherein they get better" vibe to the function that people dont really like

[whyenn-reader]

firm believer you can't be a ''good person''. too much niuance to life.

[whyenn-reader]

you can be good (adjective) but you cannot be good (identity)

[whyenn-reader]

if you think you are good (identity) you are more likely to cause harm as you don't consider yourself to be capable of it

[possessable]

it's fine i don't even need to be part of social groups or friend groups anyway (giant hole appears in my chest spontaneously) ? what's that

[revvetha]

my therapist is very cute thinking I could envision any kind of future in which I am happy or alive

[brokenloveblog]

you were engraved into my soul, but i was not even a scratch into your existence

[clown-guitar]

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

[lunamonchtuna]

— Sylvia Plath, from The Letters of Sylvia Plath Vol. I: 1940-1956 (via lunamonchtuna)

[bakwaaas]

You gotta understand that some people never really grow. They never learn their lesson. They never recognise their mistakes, they never acknowledge their faults, they never admit they were in the wrong. You will never receive an apology from them, and you will never see their behaviour change.

[girlstressed]

sorry i cant talk rn im busy thinking about how i should have done everything differently

[metaphorformetaphor]

“It’s all memories now, and distance.”

— John Koethe, from “Falling Water,” North Point North: New and Selected Poems (Harper Perennial, 2003)

[st-just]

Covid's cultural hangover is fascinating because on the one hand no one really wants to think about or remember it, but on the other it does seem to have permanently destroyed the last shreds of (at least) American civic society, in a way which is only becoming harder to ignore as time goes on.

[lawbutch]

It also started an ongoing health crisis that everyone is in denial of in a way that makes me feel absolutely insane. Long covid has overtaken asthma as the most common chronic illness in children, causing fatigue, depression, anxiety, and more. Disability rates in all ages have skyrocketed and will continue to grow. Every covid infection can cause long-lasting or permanent immune system and BRAIN damage and we're wondering why everyone is sick all the time and has no attention span or critical thinking skills. A study found that driving a car with acute or long covid is as dangerous as driving drunk because your brain is so fucked.

It wasn't just social isolation that's making everyone nuts, it's the wreck-your-brain-disease that everyone is spreading every day like its their full-time job. If you want to fight fascism, wear a mask!

[slowspinningredemption]

unfun fact: any flu virus can cause this damage. even regular "normal" flu. covid seems to be very efficient at this, but influenza viruses can also cause "long flu" and months or even years of issues. i can't even count the number of people i've seen saying things like "i don't understand, it's been months and i still feel wiped out. it wasn't even covid, it was just flu!" like bruh. there's no "just" flu. flu fucks you up and can kill people too, especially the very young, very old, the chronically ill, and the immunosuppressed.

masks stop every virus, not just covid. wear a fucking mask.

[strokingout]

religious psychosis might be the move

[crybabymikaa]

their punishment is who they are as a person remember that