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[18-02-28]

I call that useless wind-

no break intended always

devours

- please! kill the monster of my

desires

I call that useless wind

to kill the north witch to kill that which

gives me cups of coffee

instead of sleep

and kleenex instead of heart that is clean

I call that useless wind -

- come in flesh or come in gold

syrup for my fears and blasphemy

- the wind is not young nor is it old

an enemy

ambitious [18-02-27]

we are not pretty but yet we try to be the ones adored at night

nor are we smart yet we study still in hopes to replace intellect with will

and we can't write poems yet we sing our songs we are the girls designed for applause

[18-02-26]

am I the weakest human or the bravest ghost?

[18-02-25]

And I don't know if there is sadness to my love or love to my sadness.

pretty things [18-02-24]

a frame of a video the sun on my hand and plant collection in abandoned lecture hall

you know it all I have been drifting from picture to picture put in the right words and I’ll spit a poem

is this what time is, seeing pretty things you will never be say make green creeper climbs up my neck and whispers

shhhhh take this dot of happiness and zoom in to desired size optical illusion for the heart the sun on my hand shadow on my mind

i wish i had a car [18-02-23]

Some days I wish I had a car. I wish there were places I could drive my car in this city.

This place that I call a home, it feels like it cannot be called home any longer. I'm bad at taking hints and good at feeling unwelcome.

It feels like this place isn't mine anymore.

i wish i had a car