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....Well its been a damn hot minute!

I have officially turned into the crazy cat lady and at this point I have accepted it.

17 cats later...

Thank you Covid. Thanks to you I went from having a normal amount of cats to...This many.

Small little...update? I guess?

I dunno where to..start. But I kind of started a Medical Billing and coding certification course.and im three classes away from getting it finished. Had a few more road blocks.

Kind of had a little hospital stay. Just like 4 days. Nothing super major but also kinda scary? And found out discord was like..blocked on hospital wifi? (Side note, infections are not fun, do not under any circumstances get cellulitis.)

Afterwards, Got a job for a while. Found three more kittens in the shed and a year or so later, they unfortunately bred.

Now we got...

Nora.

Jack.

Noodles.

Moxxie.

Ellie.

Scooter.

Velvet.

Puddin.

Gizmo.

Genn.

Smokey.

Lucy.

Cooper.

Maximus.

And...the three new little shits that were born days before easter...to be determined Kinda?

Jellybean

Zoey/Spatz

Mr. Popo.

Thats...how the last 3 years have been going!

Just cats. Cats. And more cats.

If any friends here would want to reconnect here or discord, I would honestly love to. There isn't a moment when I haven't thought of you all. But as everyone experiences.

*Inhale* Anxiety is a bitch. And we all experience it.

Sometimes I miss who I was before everything happened. Or if I ever was that person. But every day is a new experience, and another opportunity to grow. I can't take back mistakes that I have made or hurt that I have caused. But I can make sure that I hold myself accountable, and to be better so it doesn't happen again. That's all I am asking of myself now.

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I want to be better at what I do, even if it's just a little bit every day. Maybe I won't be the best at it but who cares, right? Seeking validation won't heal the hole I carved into my heart and soul, but doing my best and learning to love myself will. All this work will be worth it one day when I'm sitting in front of a fireplace with my mom and older brother and my cats. We will make it together. But this work is worth it now too because I will make it worth it. It's the biggest learning experience. But it makes life worth it. Every loss, every gain, it's everything that makes me unique. And that's the same for everyone else.

Let's just live

Day by Day

And not be conquered by our sorrow

The past can't hold us down

We must break free

Inside we are torn apart

But time will mend our hearts

Let's dance

And laugh

And Let's just live

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This guy always takes his chocolate art to the next level!!... Omg!!

(Source)

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You can’t make wood out of chocolate!!

….

You can’t make giant matches look that tasty!!!

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do you ever laugh with your friends and think oh this is the point. this is the point of everything

rheasmirror

I look forward to having this someday. Not that I don't have friends, they are all online and i love them dearly. Sometimes I just wish I had a friend group I could hang out with, go out to dinners/bars/game nights/movies. But also just not feeling that anxiety that they are doing it because they feel awkward about saying "Nah we don't wanna hang out"