(un)lost

Rian | 18 | Senior | Fashionista | Dance captain “Control what you can. Confront what you can't. And always remember how lucky you are to have yourself.”

[rian-evansx]

I’ve thought really long and hard about this over the last couple of days, I sent a message to the main, and I think it’s time for me to leave this rp. When I first joined, it was fresh and new, and it was something I had never done before. Never did I think I would still be here 8 months later. In all this time, I’ve seen so many people come and go, and I’ve had the chance to write and collaborate with lots of different individuals with different personalities, ideas and styles of writing.

But as time has passed, new interests have been found, inspiration has been lost, and even though I’ve tried to hold on for so long, I think it’s about time to finally let it go. No use in beating a dead horse, right? I want to thank all of you whom I’ve had the chance to speak to for making my first roleplaying experience a positive one and something that I will always remember, especially Britt and Maci for being such great admins. This is the nicest, sweetest group I could have ever been a part of, and I’m going to miss you all and your charries so much. If anyone wants to keep in touch, I’ll leave this blog up and you can message me if you want my personal blog/kik/twitter/whatever.

This is my farewell until next time.

Jaz :) xx

[avalynn-martin]

Ava  went over and talked to the boy and then came back plopping down next to Rian, “Someone has a date next Saturday.”

[rian-evansx]

Rian’s jaw hung wide open, words completely failing her at the moment. She was torn in between feeling ashamed that she couldn’t score her own date and wanting to hug Avalynn. “What... How... Are you serious? I can’t believe this! Ava, you are the greatest person I’ve ever met in my life.”

[bbychasity]

“Come on Rain. Have some guts. You’re fricking gorgeous, now go talk to the gorgeous boy.”

[rian-evansx]

“Fine, I’ll do it,” she said with confidence as she hopped up and strutted her way over to the boy she had been eyeing. After a few brief moments of conversation, she sulked back over to Chasity and plopped down. “Oh, my God. That was one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. Can I just die now?” she asked as she covered her face.

[viviennewaters]

“Seriously? You make it sound like I’m dumb. No.”

[rian-evansx]

“I never said that. You were the one who made a comment about the way I talk.”

[rian-evansx]

xx

[marisoljimcnez-deactivated20170]

“Is it wrong that I’m already regretting signing up for the pie booth for the Oktoberfest this weekend?”

[rian-evansx]

“No, that’s completely reasonable. Why would you do that to yourself?”

[rian-evansx]

okitswes:

When you’re trying to do Trig homework and all you’re getting is Pokemon.

I don’t even know how that happens since the two have nothing to do with one another.

[gtfonatalie-blog]

Evan laughed, “Hot?” he asked nervously. “I wouldn’t go that far.”

[rian-evansx]

She smiled. “Come on, don’t be so modest. You do know you’re good looking, right?”

[viviennewaters]

“That sounded so formal. Do you always talk like that? Anyway, you do have a point.”

[rian-evansx]

“If you consider speaking properly as formal, then yeah, I guess I do. Do you always sound so condescending?”

[stfujoelrath]

“Just because you have the day off doesn’t mean you get to act like an arrogant ass around campus.”

[rian-evansx]

“Some people just have no class,” she said, shaking her head at the hooligans that were goofing off in the hallways.

[allamerican-psycho]

Gunner stared down at his glass for a moment, thinking over his words carefully. His situation didn’t really sound the best when said out loud, he knew that, but that didn’t stop any of it from hurting him. “I got dumped,” he said finally, his head tilting slightly as his eyes narrowed at the glass. “And then, the guy that potentially led to my breakup, didn’t reply when I texted him to talk. Because I figured if he wasn’t going to date me until I was single, he should know when I was single. But I got nothing. And other than him, I don’t particularly have anyone else to talk to.”

[rian-evansx]

Rian hummed, the corners of her lips turning downward. She knew the pain of heartbreak all too well, so she could empathize. “I’m sorry.” It may not have meant much, if anything, to him, but it was sincere. “Teenage love is overrated anyway,” she said, offering a weak smile. “Maybe he was just tied up at the moment. Look, I know I may not be anyone’s first choice of company, especially yours, but I’m here as long as you want me to be.”

[avalynn-martin]

“Well if you’re not going to talk to him, then I’m going to talk to him for you.” She said getting up.

[rian-evansx]

“What? Ava, please, no!” she begged, but it was already too late.

[gtfo-ryder]

“Aw, I’m your favorite?” he gasped playfully, placing his hand over his chest. “I can understand why I am.” He joked. “Pretty swell, and how are you?”

[rian-evansx]

“Alright, Mr. Conceited. Your ego is showing,” she teased, nudging his shoulder. “I’m great. I mean, studying sucks, but at least the weather out here is nice, and there are cute boys in view.”

[dammit-elena]

“Oh my god—-Tell me about it. That scene gets me too. Know what other Disney movie gets to me? Toy Story 3. When Andy gives Woody and the rest of the toys to the little girl at the end of the movie, I swear I cry like a baby.”

[rian-evansx]

“Yeah, that one was a real punch right in the childhood. Did you hear that they’re making a fourth movie? I don’t really know how I feel about it since I thought the last one was a perfect ending.”

[carinaxporter-deactivated201511]

Nathan smiled wide. “I heard it loud and clear, Rian. You make me feel beautiful.”

[rian-evansx]

“Well, that’s what friends are for, right?” she beamed. “Honestly, I’m just really glad that you’re not making this weird and awkward.”

[audrieno-blog]

“See, the problem is that you’re probably thinking that it wouldn’t work out, but trust me, it totally would. If anything, you could just walk up to him confidently and start a conversation.”

[rian-evansx]

“And what happens if I do that and he either tells me that he’s got a girlfriend or he’s gay?”

[viviennewaters]

“I don’t understand how getting job in Montana is a bad thing, but good for you.”

[rian-evansx]

“Well, as a dancer and possibly a future fashion student, there aren’t really any opportunities for me in a place like Montana as opposed to here.”