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Rick Avidan; 23; Architecture major; Junior @ Lakewood;

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tfchloee:

“I sure as hope it wasn’t a rat, gross.”

“Yeah, rats are super gross, but they won’t steal your souls.”

[tfchloee]

“I swear to god this house is haunted. I was in the kitchen at 3 in the morning and something moved without it being touched and then I heard a knock. 3 knocks. You know what 3 knocks mean? Demons. We got fucking demons in the house, you guys.”

[rickavidan-blog]

“Could have been a rat. Or a person.”

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ftwdanny:

He let out a sad sigh, still feeling bad. “Yeah but it wasn’t me who was supposed to tell him. I’m an idiot, I couldn’t keep my mouth shut.”

“I know, but sometimes things don’t work out as planned. I would have loved to tell him myself, with you there with me. But it’s okay. All that matters is it’s off my chest.” He reassured him, pulling him in for a gentle kiss. “It was an accident. You were excited. It’ll be okay.”

[ftwdanny-blog]

Immediately getting off of his bed, he walked over to Rick’s room, opening the door. “Hey…” He whispered, walking over to his bed. “I’m really sorry.”

@rickavidan

[rickavidan-blog]

Rick looked up as Danny entered his room, smiling at him. He took his hands gently “I know you are, baby. I know it wasn’t on purpose. It’s okay. I should have moved faster anyway.”

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Text || Boyfriend

Danny: I'm sorry, really

Danny: We just started dating, it's a big deal, I should have kept my mouth shut I'm so sorry

Danny: What? How? Wait, I'm coming over

Rick: it's okay danny

Rick: don't worry it was an accident

Rick: you dont have to do that

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Text || Boyfriend

Danny: Babe I'm so so so so so so so so so sorry

Danny: I was talking about you without mentioning you and I slipped up I'm sorry

Danny: are you mad at me?

Rick: i know you are

Rick: accidents happen baby

Rick: not at you. i should have told him sooner.

Rick: im disappointed in myself

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Text || Boyfriend

Danny: :/ yeah I'm sorry, it slipped up, I didn't mean to I'm sorry

Rick: i know you didn't..

Rick: I wish it had come from me though

Rick: I was really scared and i wanted to get it off my chest and stop being afraid of what my family would think

Rick: I guess it achieved the same goal though

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Text || Boyfriend

Danny: Pssssh

Danny: :)))))) very sneakyy

Rick: so i learned something today

Rick: i saw jake

Rick: and you told him?????

Rick: we were supposed to tell him together

[meganhawkins]

“It’s really only you I can’t lie to. Everyone else either doesn’t know my tells or I just don’t know well enough to feel bad about it,” he chuckled. “Well when you put it like that it doesn’ t sound as fun,” he joked with his brother. Other than his brother soccer was the only thing he had that remained a constant in his life. Because of that, it was his escape from the life he lived. “Yeah I know but I am allowed to wrap other people’s wrist, shoulders, knees, and ankles. So, it’ s really good experience.”

[rickavidan-blog]

“Wow, I cannot believe you. Jacob Avidan, master deceiver.” He laughed, smirking slightly at the other. He loved their little back and forth. “Not.” Rick added, sighing happily. “Well that’s something, at least it’s not just boring paperwork. You’ll be an athletic trainer yet.”

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Text || Boyfriend

Danny: ya but I'm taller than youu

Danny: ;) I was in disguise

Rick: by like an inch

Rick: sneaky sneaky boy

[meganhawkins]

“I know they did. And probably still do now. Which is exactly why I stopped lying to you after that,”he laughed“It’s actually good. Soccer practices are long but I love it so its definitely worth it and I’ve learned a lot working with the trainers even though most of the time I’m just doing paperwork.” 

[rickavidan-blog]

“Oh I’m sure they do. Attaboy, lying is bad for the soul anyway.” He nodded, eyebrows raised at him. Of course, he couldn’t say much, having lied to plenty of people before. “I’ll never understand your love for the long hours of sweating, but I’m so glad it makes you happy. You’ve got to start somewhere, kiddo, at least you’re working with them and you’re learning.”

[meganhawkins]

“Remember when I tried to lie to you for the first time in like fifth grade and you just straight up laughed at me?” Jake asked. “Honestly, just lots of soccer and I’ve been working in the trainers,” he said.

[rickavidan-blog]

“Of course, how could I forget? You weren’t very good then and you never quite had the affinity. The eyes give you away every time.” He recalled, teasing him slightly, but it was the truth. “Yeah? How’s that going at least?”

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Text || Boyfriend

Danny: make meeee

Danny: because I'm tall af and I see everybody lmao

Danny: 😁😂

Rick: i'm tall too, genius

Rick: plus tall cute boys tend to stand out

[meganhawkins]

“Sadly, you do. Can’t pull anything over you anymore,” Jake laughed. “Alright. We’ll take over the world together,” he said jokingly.

[rickavidan-blog]

“No sir, you can’t. Unless I elect to let you, like in the past.” He hummed. Chuckling he shook his head “What’s going on with you lately, though? Anything interesting?”

[meganhawkins]

“Oh, it is. No one can figure out my evil plan for world domination then,” he joked. “Yeah, I don’t talk to her as much as should,” he nodded feeling a little guilty about it. “Yeah, it is,” he nodded in agreement. 

[rickavidan-blog]

“Except for me. I know all your devious little tricks and whatnot.” He shook his head teasingly “If you’re going to take over the world I have to be right by your side.” Rick laughed.

[meganhawkins]

“Yeah but thankfully you’re the only one that knows them. Yeah, that might also be a small part of it,” He smiled. “I also won’t forget to help around the house before you ask,” he joked. “I called him a couple of weeks ago. He said everything was good with her meds.”

[rickavidan-blog]

“Must be great for you that I’m the only one. No one could figure out how evil you truly are.” Rick teased, laughing. “Attaboy. I’m sure mom will be so happy to see you. She  misses you so much, Jakey.” He nodded, remembering the last time he called their mother, all the questions she’d asked about the younger. “That’s really good.”

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Text || Boyfriend

Danny: !!

Danny: on a side note you looked cute today 😍

Danny: I saw you for a second, after your programming class

Danny: I was like daaaaaayuuuuum who dat

Danny: It my boyfraaaaan 😍

Rick: oh my god stoppppppp

Rick: i didn't so you how did you see me nooo

Rick: you're gonna make me laugh in class stoppp