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Thank you. Thank you for not loving me the way I deserved. Thank you for treating me like an afterthought. Thank you for teaching me everything I never want again. Thank you for revealing your true colors. Thank you for breaking my heart over and over again and giving me the capacity to love someone else even more than I loved you. Thank you so much for the good times, ugly times, tears, panic attacks, and anxiety. Thank you for teaching me how to love myself. I had to. I had to learn how to give myself the love I never got from you.

Most of all, thank you for doing what I would never have been strong enough to do: walking away.

❤

It gets better guys. I promise.

Healing is NOT linear and it is NOT pretty. There are days when I can't get out of bed and feel like a massive failure. Days when I contemplate what the point of life is and nights when I genuinely would be okay not waking up in the morning. Then there are days when I cry happy tears because for the first time I woke up and you were not the first thing on my mind. Days where cigarettes don't taste the same and memories don't feel the same. Days when your name doesn't make my heart pound. Days when I kiss someone else and don't taste the remnants of you. And most importantly, days when I don't think of you all.

I wish you the life you deserve.

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To the boy who broke my heart

You wanna know how I feel? I’m pissed. Pissed that you wasted my time,energy, and emotion. You let me believe this whole time that we were on the same page. And we obviously weren’t. Stop being so full of shit and just admit that you never cared enough to even try to make it work. You didn’t wanna be lonely and used me while you could. Your conscience is clear because you ended it before it “got too serious”. But that just goes to show you know nothing about me. Because I was serious about you from the moment we met. You’ve fucked with my emotions to the point where I want absolutely nothing to do with you. You’re a coward and an asshole and you don’t deserve to have me as even an acquaintance. Am I gonna miss you? More than you can imagine. But knowing who you really are and FINALLY seeing that you don’t give two shits about me is gonna make that easier. You gave me all this bullshit about you loving me and seeing a future with me. How could you. How fucking dare you use my emotions against me like that. You were my best friend in the whole world and I really thought you loved me. But you don’t. I used to say that I would rather have bad times with you than good times with anyone else. Fuck that. You don’t deserve even the worst of time with me anymore. I’m done letting you jerk me around and control my happiness. And I will be DAMNED if I’m going to let you back in my life just so I can backslide to loving you again. I don’t have the energy or emotion for it. So in conclusion, FUCK YOU. Fuck you and your indecisiveness and fuck the friendship and relationship I thought we had. You are nothing more than a fake piece of shit that used me and tossed me away when you got tired of me. I hope that one day you look back and your heart breaks because you realize that you will never find another woman who will bend over backwards for you at every turn. You will never find someone else who loves you like I do, and you sure as HELL won’t find another woman who will put up with as much as I have. So again, fuck you and have a nice life.

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This is your sign not to get back with your ex...6 years later and all this shit still applies

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Drinking makes your true feelings come out. I believe this because I’m drunk and all I can think about is you.

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Because my best friend is better than yours and she brings out the silly side of me. I love you!

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To the one I waited for.

I’m over it. I’m over the hurting and the crying. I just can’t do it anymore. We’re friends. That’s all we will ever be. I keep wondering what you want. When actually it doesn’t matter. I know what I want. And I know what I don’t want. I don’t want to keep doing this with you and getting hurt and hoping that things will change and work out in the end. Nothing will change and I’m accepting that. I hate it and it hurts but I can’t keep imagining what it will be like one day. Because chances are high that one day will never come. I’m just done. You are my favorite person in the entire world and I hoped for so long that I would get to spend my life with you. But I won’t. You won’t let it happen. I don’t know why but I can’t keep blaming myself or obsessing over what the fuck is going on. I’m sorry that things couldn’t be different. And I’m sorry that you missed your chance to be with someone who will love you more than you will ever know. And I’m sorry that I fell in love with a fantasy and imaginations of the future. Once I realize and grasp the concept of reality I’ll be able to move on. But for now, this is all I’ve got.

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One year ago today I married this passionate, kind, wonderful, badass woman, and it was one of the best things I ever did.

Thank you for being my wife - life is so much better when we’re a team!

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