Diary of The Dead

death. dead. dying. withering

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Guess where.😄 #negroni

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Before this day ends, I wanted to say how grateful i am to have you in my life, for always taking care of me, and for loving me endlessly. I love you, Panpan! 😚🐼 Happy 5th my @inkedcoffeeguy. ❤❤❤ ---- Grizz 🐻 #panpangrizzly

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Before this day ends, I wanted to say how grateful i am to have you in my life, for always taking care of me, and for loving me endlessly. I love you, Panpan! 😚🐼 Happy 5th my @inkedcoffeeguy. ❤❤❤ ---- Grizz 🐻 #panpangrizzly

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Before this day ends, I wanted to say how grateful i am to have you in my life, for always taking care of me, and for loving me endlessly. I love you, Panpan! 😚🐼 Happy 5th my @inkedcoffeeguy. ❤❤❤ ---- Grizz 🐻 #panpangrizzly

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I found Mario! And he's naked. Lol 🤣 #mariokart #marioplumber #sexymariobros #mario #princesspeach #marioart #randomarts (at The Curator)

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Wala naman makakabasa neto so ill post it here.

Ganito pala yung feeling. Ang sakit. You have to pretend okay ka. Masaya. Walang mali. All this time. I am not enough. Eto na siguro yun. Eto na. Bumabawi na. Pero i have to endure. Pinagtyatyagaan na nga lang ako. Hahaha

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Mahal na mahal ko siya. Oo mahal niya din naman ako. Ako yung kasama niya. Katabi sa pagtulog. Pero probably iba nasa isip niya. Napakaseloso ko. Nakikipaglandian siya sa iba. But I admit I may have done the same thing before iba nga lang ang level. I have to accept. Ito yung kabayaran eh. Bumabawi siya. Deleted messages. Secrets. People he does not want me to know about. Conversations he does not want me to look. People he does not want me to meet. Bakit?

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Syempre nakakahiya ako. Jusko ang pangit pangit ko. Who would be proud of me? Wala malamang. Walang trabaho. Walang bahay. Walang kaibigan. Malayo sa pamilya. Ang baho baho pa 😵😱. He's all i have. He's my everything. Mahal ko siya. And i have to accept na ganito siya. Na kayang kaya niyang gawin. 10x more painful.

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Suddenly I wanted to post something dark.

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Chorizo pasta ftw! Thank you my @inkedcoffeeguy 😊😙 #chorizopasta #pasta #panpan&grizz #indahash #chorizo (at Toby's Estate Philippines)

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Hamtarooooo in @subspacecoffee! #latepost #hamstaro #hamstersofinstagram (at Subspace Coffee House)

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This will be our Official Tumblr Page. :)

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Nalam-ek nga aldaw manen, panagtutu-do ket. 🌧 #coffeebear #coffeetime☕ #coffeewallart (at Toby's Estate, Ortigas Branch)

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Ikape nalang natin yan! ✌ #kape #coffeetime☕ #coffeebear #latte (at Toby's Estate Philippines)

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Never a dull moment with you. 😶🙈 (at Eastwood Mall)

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Yellow-Orange

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One word. BLACK