RachelRidiculous @ridiculous2012 - Tumblr Blog

healing isn’t always fun. it’s work. it’s hard.

sometimes it’s taking time for yourself. sometimes it’s crying for hours and hours. sometimes it’s relapsing. sometimes it’s being mad and angry and frustrated. sometimes it’s seeking help. sometimes it’s just talking it out. sometimes it’s forcing yourself to eat. sometimes it‘s wanting to scream. sometimes it’s singing your favorite songs very loudly. sometimes it’s laughing with your friends about stupid things you did. sometimes it’s having hard conversations.

again, healing is hard. but it still needs to be done. and i‘m proud of each and every one of you who are trying. because i know it can be so so so draining. i believe in you.

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seriously fuck telling kids “don’t do drugs”. show them what it’s like, tell them about the withdrawals, tell them about how they won’t be able to get out of bed, how they’re bones won’t stop aching, they’ll be throwing up, and shitting themselves. tell them about how so many people OD on drugs. tell them about how some people end up in the ER because of withdrawals and they can’t stop screaming and crying. dont just tell them not to do it. show them what it’s like to stop, tell them about the withdrawals.

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My nieces witnessed me suffer multiple times because of my usage. I unintentionally scared the living shit out of them just by being an active addict. 😬

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Next month 🙃

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Next month for me too!

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ur twenties are weird. i have the priorities of a kindergartener again. i don’t know what in the hell is going on EVER. i like colors. i like soup. i want to take a nap