I am really blessed with how my life has unfolded. I wanted better for myself and I got there. I sorta have a job in the field I'm studying for even though its taken a while, and I have a really nice guy in my life that is ridiculously cool and fun and adorable and interesting. I've never felt so calm and natural and comfortable with anyone before. My cat Milo is the cutest and he climbs on my shoulders like a parrot. It makes me feel so good, especially after my other cat Boots died in November. I miss her so much. I have more than enough records, books, makeup, jewelry, and clothes, all to adorn myself with. I have a stable home life at my parents house and in a few months I'll be moving to a house in the backyard of a flower sanctuary with a really fun friend. My day job is filled with the most colorful, kind people ever, and although I get grumpy and quiet a lot because I get easily drained from too many customers, I still feel blessed that I'm surrounded by such great people. My previous job left me feeling powerless and hurt due to my verbally abusive, cold hearted managers. I now have two jobs and while I am drained a lot, I have enough money for simple pleasures and for me to finish school and get my car fixed...and maybe a tattoo here and there. I'm really happy overall and I'm not sure what I did right but I feel like things always work out most of the time, and if they ever dont then I always learn a good lesson or two. Blessed be.
