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My husband and I have agreed to take 1 day off each each week from household chores and the kids. He can do/go whatever/wherever he wants for a day and the same goes for me. But my problem is I only want to go out and enjoy a day off with him. 🫠

My Biggest “Love Next Door” Takeaway:

Whether you’re in your 30’s or 50’s (or almost 60), chase your dream anyway.

#love next door #kdrama

Gusto kong kayanin. Pero ang hirap.

Pregnancy Blues

I was required by my current OB GYN to secure a copy of my first pregnancy’s OR Technique for the VBAC procedure of my second pregnancy. Upon receiving a copy, I reviewed the document (which is full of terminologies foreign to me lol), but in hindsight, I was amazed by the processes my body has gone through throughout the entire procedure. In a patient’s point of view, I knew I have gone through a Caesarean section surgery and another surgery for the removal of my cyst in the ovary. After the procedure, I woke up, feeling lightheaded, and wanting to recover as soon as possible. But to a medical practitioner’s point of view, I never thought how much my body had to go through to survive the entire procedure. And at the end of the report, there it is written “patient tolerated procedure well”. I was more dazed more than ever how my body could handle all of that. I can only thank God for blessing me with this vessel that can surpass and “tolerate well” everything I had gone throughout the surgery. Most importantly, this vessel that God has given me have also tolerated well the entire pregnancy of my firstborn and now my second born. And now, I can only give praises of the wonderful works of God. ❤️😭

Some Things Never Change

I remember waiting for my favorite segments in myx and mtv as a kid just so I could sing along to my favorite songs at the time. I like myx a little better since there were no lyrics on mtv. Also we do not have a cable then, and mtv had a really bad signal in our place.

I remember I was in high school and I had these songs downloaded in our pc - which I would play in a music app I forgot what it’s called. It allowed me to also upload the lyrics in the app so I could sing along while the music plays. I also remember our pc being a haven to viruses from the mp3 files downloaded from torrent sites.

I remember I was in college and by this time I could listen from my ipod. It also allowed me to upload the lyrics and I would sing along to my favorite songs.

I remember when I was already in the workforce. I could just easily play any song in Spotify from my phone. Back then, I could sync the app musicmatch with Spotify so the lyrics would pop up when songs play.

Now I just turned 30. I could just easily play any song in Spotify. The lyrics are now incorporated in the app. I could sing along whenever. I would connect my phone to the tv so my screen is bigger and my speaker better. My toddler too would dance along sometimes.

And yes while my means and ways of listening and singing along changed, my hobby (or my love) of singing along never changed. And I hope it would still be the case when I turn 60 or 70, 80 maybe?

Transporting to somewhere the culture’s clever (at Global Village) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoJiDe7PGsJ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS

I’m so used to relate to this kasi when problems/misfortunes come sunod sunod, sabay sabay. I never imagined na makakarelate din ako through blessings and breakthroughs. Blessing din naman ang rain, diba? Grabe it pours din. Sunod sunod pag dumating blessing. Parang too good to be true. Minsan ayoko masyado namnamin, baka biglang bawiin. Baka sabihin ng tadhana, it’s a prank 😅 Pero yon, umiyak at nabrokenhearted din naman ako sa pag-ulan ng problema, hindi naman siguro masamang ienjoy ko yung ulan ng blessings :)

I still can’t believe it’s already 2022

When I had you, I lost you

That constant feeling of wanting to disappear.

I don’t want to live like this.

Have you ever felt so tired you just want to disappear?

Gusto ko umattend ng party/concert that will play/perform the 10 minute version of All Too Well and I would join and sing and scream the lyrics at the top of my lungs. I bet it would feel liberating.

I only watched the All Too Well short film once and it was enough, but I’ve been listening to the All Too Well 10 minute version non stop since its release and I can never get enough of it. Guess it explains why I always choose books over their movie counterparts. Scenes are always better and more painful in my imagination.

Not everyone has the privilege to begin again.

Jake also deserves to share his side of the story. Pero it was so long ago, he might not care anymore. Wala lang, haha. I trust Taylor’s truth pero it’s her truth, gusto ko lang magka-closure by also hearing Jake’s truth. Hahaha. Kasali ka sa relationship nila ghourl? 😂

No one cares about your progress, girl. 💔

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