my life has no meaning

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WHATEVER HAPPENS CHAPT: 1
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DISCLAIMER! All written work is fiction and not based on real events a lot of the stuff maybe true and solely based off Michael’s interviews and movies. Also I speak two languages so if there’s any grammar mistakes PLEASE
Genre : romance and angst maybe smut idk
I will say I haven’t written a fic in years … but it’s a drought happening
Michael Jackson x reader ( it can be whoever you desire )
Series ( if the comments tell me they like it ? )
Description : love at first sight
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Y/N POV :
It was a hot summer in 1987 in the middle of Hollywood walk , I was insufferable the heat had been killing me and my roommate for days now , we had been trying to save up as much as possible for a new air conditioner . Frankly new everything . I came to LA when I was 24 full of dreams and saved up money I had worked for but unfortunately life had to hit me in the damn chest and I’m here. I still in pursue of my dream tho don’t get it twisted. I’m a model part time and artist . Although I Unfortunately work at a supermarket as well but we don’t count that I say that’s a temporary job until I can truly achieve what I want. I work part time in a gallery small part time job of course I had gotten through persuasion with the owner Marie it was called AMORA . She adored me solely because I made her laugh consistently and I sold whatever she told me to sell of course would save a portion then send it back to my parents who I know they don’t want me living off my life alone in a city they don’t know and while they work and still send me back money when they can. I want so much in life and I am going to get it .
But !
For now ! I gotta worry about not suffocating in this shoe you call an apartment. I shared with my best friend Ofelia we met in high school and we’ve been stuck ever since to describe Ofelia is to me to describe a long lost sister . And she’s my person , she also works in the supermarket the same as mine but on different shifts unfortunately the manager has caught us too many times talking to eachother together while stacking up shelves don’t get it twisted she also has dreams she wants to be a celebrity makeup artist and an actress both are amazing if people saw her as the MC In cabaret it’s to die for . Yes we both audition here and there , matter of fact I was on my way to one right now that was mentioned to me by the art director of Amora ,Lucinda I don’t know if it’s because they’ve seen that my shoes are ugly OR because I look like I’ve stayed up three nights but Lucinda’s husband is connected to the Hollywood world and she said it was supposedly a big star and that all they need is a main girl , request was to wear a black dress and some boots or heels. Which not going to lie it sounded like they wanted some and some extra change. And most importantly she gave me an address of where it was going to be mostly as she said as she nagged her husband and he gave up the addresss .Hollywood city walk theater it was a huggggggeee theater which that hosted many plays but mostly many good discoveries . Last time one was held in there it was Madonna for her world two and she discovered . It was also great cause one I was low on cash and two ! I can walk I just had to walk with my arms up so I don’t sweat . Imagine I get to the studio and I get called miss onions .
“ my god , it feels like satan hot breath in this apartment we need to find a way to get rich quick without sleeping with saggy old men “ Ofelia said as she sat near on window hoping a fresh breeze will come by . She raised her eyebrow “ you and I both know that’s one thing we’ll never do , besides we are in the middle of casting Hollywood world “ she said as she finished putting on her red lipstick “ you know .. have you gone to any more castings yet “ she asked fanning her self with a newspaper. I chuckled As I twirled around relatively with my dress it was an black dress I had to rummage through Ofelia’s closet and heels I had stolen from my mother to which she never shuts up about .
“ you do got a casting !! Where ? With who ?? “ she asked slapping my arm . “ wait why are you wearing a dress ? Your not … “ she questioned “ oh GOD NO ! OFELIA !! “ I said gasping “ listen I’m simply following a tip that the art director of my gallery mentioned . She said it was supposedly a big star and such was looking for this and it’s you know at that huge theater where Madonna held her auditions so ! I just needed to wear this “ I said pulling my dress down . “ and you know it’s good to have a foot in there .. I already feel like an outcast in these castings so it helps to know Lucinda helped me “ I said sighing as I grabbed my bag .
Ofelia looked at me with sadness and a glint of hope in her eye , she and I both know the struggle of being ourselves in this world we both come from the same culture and want to step into a world that doesn’t accept different cultures it’s difficult.
“ mi hermana ( my sister ) i wish you the best luck ! “ she said getting up “ you got this , don’t let these people mess with you , you walk in there like you OWN the place because if you don’t already know you are that girl “ she said grabbing my face and giving me a hug “ now go I gotta get ready for me shift , you know Mr Wilson gets angry if your a minute late !” She said almost pushing me out of the door .
And with that I was on my way to the casting studio or place ? Oh god let this be it .
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MJ POV
We arrived at this theater right on the center of Hollywood walk , where if you had seen the line outside of the theater you would have thought it was a meet and greet. Q , me , Bill and the Casting director had arrived to the theater an hour before and I had to of course dress up as an old man to be able to get inside without people realizing who I was .
Infact I couldn’t even say “ oh by the way you are at a Michael Jackson audition “ it had to be oh it’s a big artist. Which is what I wanted , to be fair with fame it comes playing these types of games of who’s really with me for me and who’s really with me to get a new car , or to sell some silly story to the tabloids that I floating on the air when I’m sleeping or to simply say hey I slept with Michael Jackson .
I see A lot of attitudes change when they see who they are coming to audition for.
“ you see Mike , isn’t this nice wel be able to see the girls nicely from here “ the casting director joe said showing the stage . “ we’l do one by one ask the name and simply ask them to walk back and forth “ Q said as he walked behind me
I walked in and looked at the stage it was huge, my goodness I looked around at the decoration it was stunning I was a sucker for art like this it looked like Apollo and Louie the 14th had come up with a plan together to design it . I nodded to Q’s plan and grabbed the notebook I had brought “ let’s get the show on the road man “ Q said clapping his hands as we took our seat
And with that the doors for the auditorium opened and the girls came in. I knew I was in for a long night it was about 12 :00 pm and we had to about see EVERYBODY . Don’t get me wrong alot of the girls were stunning beautiful , but the song the way you make me feel you needed a groove , I needed someone to walk into a room and break everyone’s need as they walked in. I must have been mumbling to myself cause Q said “ what Mike nobody has caught your eye ? “ he said leaning back . “ you’ve turned away 10000 girls by now boy what’s wrong with you ?” Q said shaking his head . I shook my head and chuckled. “ trust me that I’ll know what I know “ I said affirmatively . Just as I was looking up from my statement there she was ..
She was 5,4 or 5, 2. Short for a model but wow and just as she walked to give joes assistant her headshot every men and women’s head turned . She was just stunning to look at , her hair , her big eyes . I felt myself choking up. I just kept staring at her and I know she felt the stare because she kept looking specifically at my direction.
Thank god I was in the darkest part of the stadium because I looked like a damn fool I had been putting on a funky voice the whole audition and just as I was about to speak I couldn’t ..
“ I - uh “ I managed to say before Quincy noticed and chuckled loudly
“ Hello miss “ he read from your headshot “ y/n I see here your under height for being a model . Do you really think you’d get the role ?”quincy said pulling down his glances .
“ well , I’d say that with that mentality we wouldn’t be able to do anything would be ? I think and have gotten casting before for modeling , I can walk with heels with no problem besides I think i can do what you are requesting right to walk ? “ she said with her hands on her hips confidently.
I had spend about 5 hrs trying to get through the 5 questions I had written down and yet I’m speechless right now what’s wrong with me .
I cleared my throat mask my voice “ well alright “ “
Show us your walk please “ I said while looking at her ,
As she walked she swayed her hips and when she looked back any man who was in her way would swoon at the sight.
That’s when I knew she was the girl for the video “ she’s the one I want “ I whispered to Quincy “ Very well miss y/n well contact you as soon as possible thank you “ Quincy said smiling as y/n stood and nodded “ thank you everyone for the opportunity “ she said smiling as she grabbed her bag and made her way out . And I was watching her on her way out too.
Quincy and bill looked at me laughing so hard they could not breath “ man what ?” I said turning to them
“ listen here joker , I haven’t seen THAT look since you know who happened “ Bill said referring to my past relationship.
“ I’m a healthy 28 year old man who simply was admiring a beautiful woman “ I said clearing my throat blushing as I gathered my papers .
Quincy chuckled as he finished off telling his assistant to tell the other girls they had finally found the girl “ yeah you admired her so bad you choked “ Quincy said
Apparently people now days can’t appreciate beauty geez. It does not mean she got me.
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