[rinetheca]

haven't logged into this account since high school (11 years ago jesus) but did i log back in just to read more Kingdon stuff? abso-fucking-lutely

[parkurcannen]

[the-inspired-lesbian]

If you don’t live with mental illness, don’t make assumptions about what is and isn’t a symptom.

Depression isn’t always sitting in a dark room, crying. It’s forgetting important things like appointments and due dates. It’s living in a messy home. it’s forgetting to brush your hair or teeth. It’s failing an assignment you are 100% capable of doing. It’s finding the negative in every situation, even the most positive ones. It’s questioning why anyone wants you. It’s not allowing yourself even one mistake. it’s being exhausted when you haven’t achieved anything for the day. 

Anxiety isn’t just stressing or being nervous. It’s losing the ability to breathe. It’s aches in your body. It’s cancelling plans with people you love. It’s taking the longest route because you know it will have the fewest people. It’s questioning everything. It’s your stomach always dropping. It’s your mind constantly making up “what if” scenarios and scaring you. 

PTSD isn’t just violent flashbacks. It’s getting angry and upset or reacting to something without realising why it’s happening. It’s not trusting anyone. It’s avoiding things people never think of as negative. It’s nightmares while you sleep and while you’re awake. It’s felt in every inch of the body. 

Anorexia isn’t just failing to eat. It’s physical and mental pain. It’s looking in the mirror and finding only negatives. It’s thinking all day about food and being scared of it. It’s never feeling good enough. It’s complete self destruction. It’s crying because people saying “just eat it” makes things worse. 

Mental illnesses are often romanticised or dulled down to just one or two symptoms. But mental illness impacts a person in every way. If someone has a mental illness and they’re doing something you can’t understand or they’re not doing their jobs, don’t call them lazy or dramatic or useless. Understand that mental illnesses may be housed in the brain, but the illness spreads throughout the body and into every aspect of life. 

[rinetheca]

Fuck off!!!!!

[rinetheca]

You’re so fucking annoying. 

Get off of my blog

[rinetheca]

Cussing does not make you low class or uneducated.

Cussing does not make you low class or uneducated.

Cussing does not make you low class or uneducated.

I can say fuck all I want if I wanted to, but that does not make me scum or low class or uneducated. 

Fuck yeah  

[slowlymitchellrots]

been getting a lot of heat for being on OK terms with Catherine again like dang chill

[rinetheca]

Happy 19th Birthday to one of my favorite people on this planet, mitchellkeo

[slowlymitchellrots]

Comicpalooza was a grand old time lemme tell ya!!

[rinetheca]

Forgot to post this gem on here 

My friend and I were Juno and Paulie Bleeker for senior week and it was so sick 

Sofia has been one of my good friends for quite some time now, and she is easily one of my favorite people on this planet. I appreciate her so much, and am very grateful for her presence in my life.

[rinetheca]

Prom was yesterday and I fucking slayed

[rinetheca]

I think about killing myself almost as much as I think about you tbh

[rinetheca]

New Found Glory tonight was so fucking amazing that I thought it was worth making a Tumblr post about it on a Tumblr I hardly get on anymore.

Shout out to anyone who came up to me afterwards and recognized me as the chick who stage dove far too much. Shout out to Jordan, lead singer who gave me the mic so many times. Shout out to the awesome friends I had there M, Jaime, Rick, Taylor, Christian. Shout out to everyone who was having such a fucking good time. And shout out to everyone who dropped me hahahahahaha

[rinetheca]

A year ago today you told me you loved me. It is a memory so important to me that it was worth making a Tumblr post about.

[rinetheca]

I have not once slandered your name or have tried to make you look like a bad person in real life or all over social media. I have never, ever let anyone believe anything bad about you—in person or on the internet. And for you to do so is, yes, childish and immature. But if I were to even tweet about you or anyone else being childish I would be called out on or be yelled at. I hope you realize that it’s incredibly hypocritical, childish, and naive for you to do such a thing—and to continue to do such a thing.

[rinetheca]

I really do miss you. And you definitely deserve to be missed you're amazing.

And if you really wanted things to change you wouldn't be messaging me on anon.

[rinetheca]

I miss being your friend and I miss talking to you so damn much :(

No one misses me. And if you miss me, you probably shouldn't. I don't deserve to be missed.