we are banditos

but i only want to stay at home please

[allthesebees-deactivated2019070]

sometimes I really want a boyfriend then other times I want a girlfriend and then sometimes I’ll see a cute girl and be like damn and other times I’ll see a cute boy and be like daMN and anyway being bisexual is exhausting

[stories-of-scars]

Being suicidal doesn't necessarily mean you're holding a gun to your head.

Sometimes, it means smoking a cigarette in the hopes that you’ll get cancer and die. Or jaywalking across the street without looking, because you don’t care if you get hit by a car. Sometimes it means having sex with a stranger, hoping you’ll get an STD and die. Or not sleeping and not eating in the hopes that the exhaustion will kill you. Or even not washing your hands in the hopes that you’ll get sick and die. Sometimes it means being cruel to the people you love or ignoring them, because if they leave you’ll have less reason to go on living. Or not setting your alarm for work, so you’ll get fired and have less of a purpose. Sometimes it means partying hard in the hopes that your liver will fail and you’ll die. Or putting yourself in dangerous and potentially painful situations, so maybe it’ll be the last straw. Being suicidal doesn’t necessarily mean trying to die. A lot of times, it means not putting any effort into living.

[such-heavy-emptiness]

No one wants to deal with you when you’re sad all the time.

Such-Heavy-emptiness

[riniasss]

looking for a friend?

Lately i've been feeling more lonely(?) and depressed(?) than i used to be. I always thought that I've got friends and I can talk with them anytime. But well, It turnes out that we are friends only from monday to friday. So here I am, feeling suicidal without even one friendly face to talk with. I'm not asking for psychological advices or listening to my story. I want to talk about wheather, favorite books and films. I only need basic human interations - normal conversation. I'm polish, 17 years old girl, i have bipolar disorder and i like tv shows. Idk if this is a place to ask for friends but thanks anyway and sorry for my english

[riniasss]

[riniasss]

All the time…