light 'em up

The Inferno

[risingsong]

how the fuck do you develop a seriously massive crush without realizing until two or three fucking years later

[summer-bee]

So is plant addiction a thing or

[indieteen]

[balvinjose]

4/24/17: i cleaned my room today, i feel at peace.

[risingsong]

you know you’re a fuckin nerd when you’re trying to translate the morse messages as you watch stranger things

[risingsong]

i love positive people so much! and people who compliment other people lots!! i love sunshine bbs!!! they’re such a nice contrast to all the pessimistic hurtful toxic ppl that i’ve never understood? like the world is such a negative place why do you feel the need to add on to it why hurt people what do you get from it??????

[block]

[sideraclara]

do u ever feel like ur pulling an academic icarus flying too close to your deadlines on wings of deeply flawed time management

[perrfectly]

Photo by Paul Dufour 

[studyfreaksdiary-deactivated202]

Ice latte and English. Only 6 more books to go through and exams are almost here. Taken from my studygram.

[worshipgifs]

[risingsong]

yelling at me n the bro for being sick

I think one of the worst memories of my dad happened when i was around 6 or 7. he forced my brother to eat a meat bun (called bun bao in viet) and not sure what caused it but my brother and i got sick from it. we threw up several times and my dad would have to clean it up. he yelled at us for throwing up and told us to stop (idk how he expected two sick lil kids to suppress a natural reflex??). and if you haven't had a verbally abusive parent it might be hard to understand but the way my dad yells you LISTEN because you literally fear for your fucking safety. so i distinctly recall laying down on the couch with my head hanging over the arm, facing up, as i threw up, hoping it would go back down so my shittyass dad wouldn't hit me for hurling, and nearly choking on my own vomit so that my father, who had no other job besides looking after his kids, wouldn't have to clean it up

edit: so I realized I posted this on the wrong account but I'm too lazy to re-do the whole thing and I'm just reblogging to the correct place but hey here's a lovely father and daughter story!

[risingsong]

there's being strict and there's being a fucking jackass and hey maybe if you're incapable of being a parent don't fucking have kids

please and thanks

[shatteredjuveniledays]

I want to dream and for once not let the world crush it. It doesn’t have to come true, just give me a reason to look forward to seeing another day.

Me (JNH). The fools who dream. Inspired by La la land (2016)

[just-shower-thoughts]

Becoming an adult involves learning to like the taste of bitter things: alcohol, coffee, disappointment.

[thesoulpages]

I didn’t realize how good I’ve gotten at pretending I’m not numb and coasting through until I got really upset and didn’t know how to handle it anymore

[inkskinned]

i figured out how to be quieter about it; the art of faking. it’s incredible how quickly people forget about these things. do you know he never asks about it. that’s okay. i don’t tell him. i have learned to fold my secrets better. they lie in envelopes i’m getting better at sealing. nobody looks at junk mail anyway. it all just washes away.