LOOK ALIVE, SUNSHINE

LOUDER THAN GOD’S REVOLVER AND TWICE AS SHINY

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                            narrated  by  blossom  ( 27,  she  /  they,  UTC - 6. )  

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me seeing jackie on the dash: my son my boy

I have two hands and their used entirely to hold Jackie’s

[cyberpunkedd]

CYBERPUNK 2077 [1/∞] || Jackie Welles

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR PEOPLE WHO AREN'T USED TO KINDNESS *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

what are you doing?

i can handle that myself, you know.

you didn't have to go out of your way to take care of me.

i'm not used to this. this caring thing.

thank you. don't ever do that again.

i thought you hated me, to be honest.

i didn't ask you to love me!

no one's ever actually just... sat down and listened to me.

i didn't think people like you existed.

is this normal for you? going out of your way like this?

i told you i had it handled. you didn't have to bother.

i... should probably thank you for that.

i don't know what to say. this has never happened before.

wait, that's mine. you fixed it?

you did all of this... for me?

that was the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me.

i'm kinda at a loss for words.

i wasn't expecting this from you.

you did all this for me?

i had it under control.

when did this happen?

how long were you planning this?

i'm not sure what to say. i'm not used to this.

i owe you one.

that was... very kind of you. thank you.

i'm just not used to people going out of their way to help me.

usually people just look the other way, but you actually care.

this is weird. is this what caring about someone feels like?

i could have handled it.

this must have taken you forever to arrange. and you did it all for me?

it would be easier in the long run if we went our separate ways.

i hate being in other peoples' debts.

i didn't want this to happen.

people around me don't last very long.

i feel like i'm screaming and screaming and no one hears me.

i'm in your debt.

how did you find that? i lost that ages ago.

you actually... listened to me?

no one's ever paid attention.

no one's ever put that much time in effort into something for me.

when did i say that?

i didn't ask you to care about me!

i'm easily missed. people don't pay attention to me.

i'm invisible most of the time.

it's easier for people to look the other way.

do you do this often? help people?

i'm surprised you're still here.

if you're expecting something in return, forget about it.

you came back?

why do you care about me so much?

i'm a lost cause. you should just forget about me.

what's the use? there's no point.

i don't even celebrate my birthday. no one cares.

you can't just make someone care about you.

i thought you left.

what is it about me that has you so worked up?

you're making a big deal out of nothing.

thanks for patching me up.

you... brought this here for me?

but i didn't ask for this! i didn't ask for any of this!

stop smiling at me like that.

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the little children raise their open filthy palms,  like tiny daggers up to heaven and the RITALIN RATS ask angels made from neon and fucking garbage to scream out  —–

                                          “ WHAT WILL SAVE US ? ”  

[rabbittongue]

[kittychicha]

KENTO YAMAZAKI CHILDREN OF ATOM (2022)

[montypng]

out here in the desert, your shadow lives on without you (otherwise known as grief, in five acts)

[ID: a digital drawing of the girl from a high angle —her head is tilted, eyes tearing up angrily. large, shadow-like figures of the fabulous four stretch out behind her, each of them faceless and pictured in the position of their death. party poison’s chin is tilted upwards, jet star is outstretched, limbs askew, fun ghoul raises his arm, aiming their ray gun, and kobra kid falls backward, arm limply falling to his side and head turned away./end ID] 

inspired by @graffitibible / @omegalomania’s incredible fic i’m not a messiah, just a mess

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altarcup​:

﹙   ＊   ﹚      &*  @ritalnrats

     ❛❛  i 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 know about the shackles ‘ᵗⁱˡ 𝖎 𝐹𝐸𝐿𝑇 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝑭𝑹𝑬𝑬𝑫𝑶𝑴.  ❜❜   

        FAMILIARITY WAVES OVER THEM as the other opens up about their newfound freedom.   they still remember vividly their first nights out in the zones after escaping the city,   how fresh it felt to speak without thinking,   blurting out thoughts and feelings regardless of the repercussions.   ‘   I GET IT   ---   I think the craziest thing was when I said I hated something out loud for the first time,   I didn’t feel scared to say it.   everything sorta became clearer after that.   ’

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DANGER DAYS: THE TRUE LIVES OF THE FABULOUS KILLJOYS

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        IT DOESN’T TAKE LONG to spot the other out from the crowd,   as they lean forward from their rather laxed position in one of the clubs various booths he’s sure to raise their hand in order to wave them down.   preparing himself for the hopefully brief meeting he leans over to one of the waitress’s to request another bottle to keep them company,   whether or not they drank it would be entirely dependent on if everything went well or not.   ‘   V  RIGHT?   ‘m sure I got the right person but i’d be entirely too awkward to shoo you away if you weren’t.   ’

@valheri​ liked for a small starter  /  ft.  valheri  ‘ v ’  rosario-cruz

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        ‘   WOAH.   ’   the girl was too stunned to speak,   with eyes glued on the sheer size of the mech standing guard in front of the crowd she subtly inches forward just to keep her view clear.   despite seeing the multitude of logos littered on the machine across all forms of media it felt surreal to see them all up close.   ‘   HOW THE HELL does that thing even get off the ground,   it’s way bigger in person than I thought.   ’

@exorkizein​ liked for a small starter  /  ft. hana song 

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heyyy like this for a little starter

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PARTY  POISON    /    ∞            

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akeron​:

she leaned, took the can from cherri cola and said, ❝ ugh. it sure was. this must be the world’s longest game of hide and seek ever. ❞ it was starting to annoy her by that point, to think about how everywhere she looked, and everyone she talked to, lead to a dead end. but, valeriya was too stubborn to give in so easily. which is why she is here, at the radio station, talking with cherri cola. ❝ no one would tell me anything. what am i doing wrong ? ❞

        HE COULDNT HELP BUT CHUCKLE,   a hefty sigh following close behind as he reminisces on past missions with the four.   the ridiculousness of how covert they had to be despite a large portion of them only being quick stops for more supplies at designated killjoy outposts,   this is exactly what working with party was like years after joining up with him,   never seeing them except when deemed necessary.   ‘   IF YOU DIDN’T SEE HIM THERE,   something might have suddenly come up,   knowing party even if the wind starts blowing a different direction he would’ve turned back.   ’

[brushoflips]

[kittychicha]