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Hi this is Alida's Mum - I am keeping this blog going in memory of Alida, who passed away June 13 2013. I check in often, thank you all for remembering her. My name is Alida aka Snausage, this is my anime and manga blog. Sometimes I roleplay as rivaille from Shingeki no Kyojin. Not spoiler free submit your selfies and I'll love you forever. よろしく!

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Please think of our beautiful girl today.

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This is my journey through grief and depression after losing our daughter to suicide at 17. Available as softcover or kindle download from Amazon

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So, it has been a long road. Paperwork is complete, investigations done. Alida was declared officially brain dead at 8.00 pm on the 13th of June 2013 following an overdose. We thought she would have liked to be an organ donor, and for me she passed away at 12.30am on the 14th just after the organ donation team wheeled her away from us to theatre. I would like to thank you all for your kind messages and support. Please, please, keep an eye on your friends and learn what signs to watch for. If any of you ever feel that life is too tough please contact me through private message on Facebook. Look for Francina Glass. Remember that your parents/friends love you and would move heaven and earth to help you. The devastation a suicide leaves behind is total.

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Happy 19th sweetheart - miss you always......

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Let Her Go" Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you’re missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go Staring at the bottom of your glass Hoping one day you'll make a dream last But dreams come slow and they go so fast You see her when you close your eyes Maybe one day you'll understand why Everything you touch surely dies But you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go Staring at the ceiling in the dark Same old empty feeling in your heart 'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast Well you see her when you fall asleep But never to touch and never to keep 'Cause you loved her too much And you dived too deep Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no) And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no) Will you let her go? 'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go 'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go

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Love you honey. Happy 19th birthday tomorrow.

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"You", he said, "are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world. And that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain."

I don’t know where this came from but it seems appropriate.

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time on the day i saw her, however i remember it so clearly. I wish I said something perfect, but i just didn't know...we only exchanged a smile. But it was a smile that will remain in my memories for the rest of my life... If there is a word that summarizes? all of that then please post it , other wise.... there you go :)

You obviously go to SWAS. I gather you would like to remain anonymous, but just to say if you ever want to talk about her, share memories or look at the memorial album I have created you are most welcome to contact me. I am on Facebook. Francina Glass.

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Every once and a while I come back to this blog. It's still hard to believe what happened to your daughter. Sorry for asking, but do you know what was the cause of her death?

No, we are till waiting for the coroner's report. It can take up to eighteen months. Thank you for asking, I will be posting the result here as soon as it comes in as quite a few of her tumblr friends have asked. Also, thank you for dropping by sometimes an thinking of her.

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